Monday 30 April 2012

TMI, the here and now

1. Are you wearing any jewelry? What?
Im wearing 5 rings,

3 on my wedding finger
I always wear my thumb ring unless im masturbating YSl :)
and 1 on my toe - pic taken right now just for you at the bottom....

and of course my nipple bar

2. What are you listening to now?

The birds tweeting outside YSL's window, Im hanging out at his place and enjoying the peace and quiet.

3. What is the last piece of entertainment media (i.e., cd, download, book, DVD) that you purchased? Do you recommend it?

Last downloads done by YSL were some videos he has found of Cap D'agde tourists at it on the beach or as he said "our holiday brouchure" Im looking forward to browsing the resorts activie video to see what we will sign up for this year!

4. What kind of undergarments are you wearing right now? Care to post a photo?

black silky panties and matching bra, I might tweet a pic shortly

5. What is your current mood?

honestly... i dont normally put anything but positive stuff but... been a weekend full of stress and whilst ive got work stuff back in order I really feel self esteem is at rock bottom with things that have gone on over the weekend, been ages since i felt like this but I will give myself a kick up the arse and start tomorrow fresh and positive.

6. What is the best looking thing about you today?

freshly painted toenails!

7. Fill in the blank. Tonight I’m looking forward to curling up in bed early and hiding while the football is on.

Bonus: Tell me something good…anything you want to share. Just do it

Looks like we are going to Cap D'Agde again! work commitments and huge lies allowing.

Sunday 29 April 2012

E-Lust - edition 35

Photo Courtesy of Vincent and Mia

Welcome to e[lust] - The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you�re looking for sex journalism, erotic writing, relationship advice or kinky discussions it�ll be here at e[lust]. Want to be included in e[lust] #36? Start with the newly updated rules, come back May 1st to submit something and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates!

~ Top 3 ~

Strangers in a barShe sensed him move along the bar, he took the seat next to her his knee brushing her thin stockings as he took in her dress and the way it waved over her curvaceous figure.

Dealing with Abuse in Our CommunitiesWe�re only human (yes, dominants ARE human) and mistakes happen. But what you do with the information that you�ve harmed someone is key.

Special RequestWalking to his desk, he pulled off his belt and put it on the left side, then pulled out a paddle and put it in the middle and then a cane on the right hand side.

~ Featured Post (Picked by Lilly) ~

What Keeps Us GoingWe co-existed, and we were generally happy with each other, but we were dysfunctional. You know how people talk about becoming roommates rather than lovers? Guilty.

~ e[lust] Editress ~

Sex Toy Journalism: Seeking the Truths of Silicone via Flame Testing and Confronting ManufacturersWhy flame test? �Pure� silicone, be it food grade or medical grade, shouldn�t melt or deform under the heat of an open flame from a disposable lighter or match � a fact you�ll see demonstrated in the video

Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships

Comparisons Part Three
Cosmic Vibrations
Momentum: Reflections and Impressions
My Feminine Fountain is Finally Flowing (I squirted for the 1st time!)
PolyAnna�s Musings: Attraction
Q&A Number 1: Play Partners
Sexual Bucket List (and a Brief Diatribe on My Self Censorship Hang Up)
The �Dry Rut/Root�! Non-sex?
Intolerance � Contraception Debate, Religious Intolerance, & Grumpy Cooper

Erotic Writing

Come Together
Encounter in the Spa
Good Bad Sex
I needed him there and then
Make Me Cum
Play Lady Play
Quitting While Ahead
Rampage � YSL�s birthday treats
the Confidante and I film ourselves
The first time I slept with the Girl in the Red Dress
Timing Is Everything
We drink each other�s cum

Kink & Fetish

Assignment from M
Fucked Raw
Foot fetishists, come talk to me
Make Me
Nice vs. Good
On �Closure.�
Practicing My Religion
Please Fuck Me

Sex News, Interviews, Politics & Humor

Annie fucking Sprinkle
Voice and the Author

Saturday 28 April 2012

Sinful Sunday - soaked

He joined me in bed as I slept, fucked me and left me dripping to return to work.

Sinful Sunday

Thursday 26 April 2012

In room entertainment - VIDEO

Finally got round to enditing this so you can see it...

the what happened details are HERE

hope you enjoy

HNT - THN ploughing a lone furrow

this weeks theme is Argriculture so what better than YSL ploughing his cock into me?

Tuesday 24 April 2012

TMI-it's all about sex

This week’s TMI Tuesday questions are on a subject near and dear to our hearts (and some other body parts, too). It’s all about SEX!…Yes, again.

1. What is your sexual personality?
a. The Controller – initiating sex, twisting your lover into positions you want, and driving scene play by play
b. Sex Slave – You love to be used and at the mercy of your lover. You don’t initiate but follow and do as you are told. You love to be used.
c. Daredevil – Sexual adventure and sexual thrills are what you are all about. You get off on the risk factor.
d. Subdued – Sex is a necessary part of the relationship so you are available when needed.

All of the above

2. How many times have you sneaked away from party guests to have sex in another part of the party venue. Where did you sneak to? Were you ever caught? For example, at a wedding reception you sneaked to have sex in the coat room. At a party, you sneaked to have sex in a bathroom or closet.

Does this include fucking the party guests? Or just taking the odd one aside?

3. Your sex partner that you are mad crazy for has requested you do one of the following, which one would you grant consent to do:
a. Bondage/light restraint with your hands, legs tied while having sex
b. A sexual spanking that leaves light marks
c. Record the two of you having sex
d. Have sex in a mirrored room where you can see yourselves having sex from every angle

All of the above and next time be a little more creative!

4. Do you act out your sexual fantasies (select one)? Why?
a. I act out all of my fantasies.
b. I act out many of my fantasies.
c. I act out some of my fantasies.
d. I act out very few of my fantasies.
e. I don’t act out any of my fantasies.
f. I don’t have any fantasies.

I'm going with b on this one because some fantasies will only ever remain that dues to logistics and moral boundaries.

5. How important is sex in your life (select one)?
a. I could hardly survive without it.
b. It is very important.
c. It is somewhat important.
d. I could live without it.
e. If it were up to me, sex wouldn’t even exist!

A, it ranks somewhere between money and oxygen on my needs in my Maslow's hierarchy.

Bonus: Finish the following phrase.

Sex is ______________ .

..... The physical expression of depth of feeling between two lovers.


How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Sunday 22 April 2012

Going on top- It took a year to do it.

When we first met I was still in agony after a fall I had and I had torn my knee ligaments. YSL was well aware of my injury on top of already having both knee caps pinned and he always accommodated it, ensuring positions were comfortable etc. he suggested a few months later when things were healing I go on top and I declined due to fear of my knee but the honest answer I was hiding at the time was fear of failure. There was never any pressure from YSL to do it but recently I was quite envious of seeing another woman ride his cock in that way, it made me want to do it.

Whilst some of you think I'm this experienced sexual being I have many flaws and frailties I don't show on here. I've only had sex on top once with the Husband, it was before we were married and he told me I wasn't any good and it didnt arouse him enough to get or stay hard.

I took this to heart and never tried it again until in more recent years but any pleasure has been marred by my concerns of performance and being over weight and unattractive.

I came clean with YSL and told him my concerns but also my desire to do it with him. As ever YSL did the right thing, he left it a few weeks after our conversation and when the moment seemed right he asked me to sit on his cock. Not to fuck but just enjoy the sensation. I went for it, I didn't stop to think as I knew that would be dangerous. As I sat on his cock and I could see the pleasure in his face I started to relax and loved the sensation. He slowly moved inside, his hands adoring me me until I came leaving me shuddering and very pleased it had been such a positive experience.

On our anniversary night away after dinner and hours of foreplay and exploring our new delivery of Sex toys from EdenFantasys including some lovely Sexy lingerie and a double ended dildo we fucked for hours in so many new positions. In the midst of it all YSL asked me to go on top again. Without hesitation I climbed on and he fed his cock inside me as I sat back. This time was even more amazing, I felt more confident and gently rode his hardness. His cock was rigid making it easier and more intense. My small movements were met with his push towards me before long I start to cum, my gasps of pleasure are joined by the squelching of my now frothing loins, YSL's balls and thighs were covered in my gush of an orgasm. We continue until I cover him again, our eyes locked, seeing his pleasure in having me there taking my satisfaction from his hardness was wonderful not just sexually but in how YSL makes me feel about myself.

My knee injuries are never going to allow me to ride YSL with too much vigour but now I feel it is only my knees that are the barrier not my negative self image or fear of rejection. I get do much from our relationship together, sexual satisfaction being the obvious one but under the surface the impact he has on my self confidence, belief and image has been a very positive and changing for the better experience.

Sex toys - EdenFantasys adult toys store

Saturday 21 April 2012

Sinful Sunday - 1st anniversary

The Therapist passes on his heart felt thanks to all the we wishes from last weeks post. He looks great all things considered and we had such a giggle and a lovely catch up over coffee.

This week has marked mine and YSL's anniversary of meeting, we disappeared to a rather wonderful hotel and spent a rather passionate and loving night together, taking time to reflect on so many high points and photographic moments we have enjoyed together this year.

I thought it fitting to post our first ever photographs we took the week we met for this weeks Sinful Sunday.

Sinful Sunday

Thursday 19 April 2012

TNH or HNT - theme rare and open

Self explanatory I think?

Go see who else played

Tuesday 17 April 2012

TMI - illicit skills

If you are hesitant about confessing crimes…lie…be creative.

1. Do you know how to pick a lock? Have you ever used this skill to gain unauthorized access?

Nope, more likely to go for grabbing the keys and being blatant. I'm not one for snooping.

2. Do you know how to open a safe with a rotary combination lock? Have you ever used this skill to gain unauthorized access? What did you find?

Nope, if I could I would be able to remove the 3 bike locks that are attached to my damn bike!

3. Have you ever made a copy of a key you were not supposed to have? Did you use it to gain unauthorized access? What were you looking for? Did you find it?

Nope, again not into snooping, I'm quite respectful of others privacy.

4. Have you ever stolen or guessed a password? Did you use it to gain unauthorized access? What did you do?

Nope, but I do know most of the husbands passwords but never used them except for his bank account :)

5. Do you know how to get data from a computer that requires a password you don’t know?

Nope, but I know a man who can!

6. Do you know how to record a telephone call? Have you ever done so secretly? Did you hear anything interesting? What?

I do but only done it for work purposes and to record how drunk and abusive my mum was.

7. Have you ever used a webcam or nanny cam to photograph someone secretly?

Nope, YSL is very willing behind the camera. I did suspect someone was filming me once so I unplugged their camera and switch plugs off to be sure.

8. Have you ever used an infrared camera to photograph someone secretly in the dark?

Nope as above!

9. Have you ever learned anything important by deliberate eavesdropping?

Yes! But only on the kids and I use my intel carefully, I read their face book messages and I've banned them from changing passwords so I can do this. It's not to be nosey, just trying to keep them safe on-line.

10. Do you know how to hot-wire a car?

Nope. TWOCKING isnt my thing.(taking without consent..)


I do know how to steal a kiss, take someone's swinging virginity and turn a previously vanilla guy into a bad man with a penchant for cropping me until I beg him to stop. (you can see each strike, 8 in total from Sunday night)

Bonus: Have you ever been paid for your sexual skills? What skill(s) did you perform?

Nope I'm far to much of an enthusiast to make it pay! It would be like working in a cake shop and letting everyone have a taste for free.

Go see who else played

Sunday 15 April 2012

One year on

This week sees the one year anniversary of me and YSL meeting, if you fancy a trip down memory lane click here.On that night when I uttered the words “I don’t want the night to end” little did I realise it would bring me here to this point. When I first embarked on swinging or having extra marital fun for that matter never did I have the expectation of being able to be so deeply in love with someone and for it not to threaten my family’s existence.

My relationship with YSL these days is the strongest I’ve ever known in my life, I think it comes from the complete openness and belief we have in each other, I know I am loved . Recently I’ve been reading back over our earlier weeks together and I see the fragility I have, constantly fearing cancellation and being let down. I left those feelings over 8 months ago, YSL has never let me down if anything he always surpasses my expectations.

The depth of our relationship has long left the bedroom, his care for me and I for him reach all aspects of each other’s lives and we have both been fortunate in being able to be constructive and supportive in each other’s working lives also.

Our passion for each other continues to heighten, our exploits if anything are becoming more exciting and adventurous yet we also gain such pleasure from just curling up and watching a film together or feeding swans at the park. Our hunger for sexual satisfaction is still as ferocious but equally we satisfy each other completely. I used to masturbate most days now it’s rare I touch myself in between seeing YSL.

This weekend I was free but YSL wasn’t and he suggested I went to the club with a friend of ours. I declined. Not because I fear for what it would mean to us, YSL’s words of reassurance “I’m so secure in us that I don’t want to deny you any pleasure” made sure of that but for me sex without him there would be merely transactional. Sex between YSL and myself is so far from that, these days I can’t explain the depth of climax and pleasure he gives me, it’s on a totally different plane to anything I’ve ever experienced. I can only put it down to the way he makes me feel; relaxed, confident, assured and able to just let go knowing he is there to catch me. Sex with YSL is more about connection, expression of want, lust and desire for each other, physically showing love and care and at times showing each other our vulnerabilities or pushing boundaries we hadn’t previously acknowledge were even there.

The future of us, which I’m frequently asked on here, is more of what we have now. Our only plans to head off into the sunset together are restricted to 1 week in the South of France back at Cap D’Adge later this year. YSL has me totally; I could not give myself any more to him that I do now. I don’t want to change what we have in any way, nor is there any expectation from YSL. We both adore what we have together and only wish for more of the same.

I love him




(its a tad soppy but the song says it well)

Saturday 14 April 2012

Sinful Sunday - well wishes

Thank for all the lovely messages last week on my Sinful Sunday competition entry and ever so chuffed to have come 3rd! if you missed it...Have a look here

For those of you who have followed the blog for over a year or that have delved into the back catalogue you will be familiar with The Therapist. I'm off to see him Monday, he is a tad unwell and is mid Chemo and Radio Therapy.

For a few years he has been a good friend to me and helped me through so much, listening to me when times where hard, giving advice when I needed it and even a clean handkerchief to blow my nose on mid sob! We pushed a lot of sexual boundaries together (todays pictures are some of the ones he took) and I know I carry a lot of the blame for showing him the naughtier side of sex that is now his normal, for that I'm quite proud.

I wish him well and for those that know him through my blog please have a wish with me.

Sinful Sunday

Friday 13 April 2012

A fantasy fulfilled - better than I ever imagined

The club was busy and we instantly spotted a few of the people we had been messaging earlier that day, we grabbed drinks and took a seat in the lounge area. It was a St Trinians themed night but we had only noticed this as we were leaving the hotel, not that we would have got that dressed up but it might of been fun to leave the hotel in such attire. Most of the other guests had some form of tribute to the theme, including a number of school head masters that were brandishing canes.

Before long an older gent, Eastern European accent with a name that reminded me of something from a 1940’s horror film engaged in conversation, he was amusing and charming, kind of had a look of the British actor Trevor Eve. He left us like the whirlwind he had arrived on only to be replaced by a tornado of a woman, Donna. YSL had noticed her online and had sent her a message prior to us coming, she made her interductions and squeezed her ample bottom between YSL and myself on the sofa. Another educated lady but alas lacking in the ability to be quiet. She was clearly a character that was well known at the club and conversations are littered with introductions to others and her cracking jokes as friends come into earshot.
She had been at the club the night before and an attractive guy, that I assumed she had enjoyed was stood behind us. The jokes lead to me being cheeky and checking the size of his cock through his trousers and I was very pleased to feel it harden as i touched him and to quite some size. Steven must of been about 6ft 4, I would of guessed 40 in age and had a lovely smile.

After more frivolity we decided to head upstairs and took up camp in the end bedroom. As I walk past Steve he puts his arm round my waist and exclaims how tall and stunning I am, I blush and as we climb the stairs I tell YSL I want Steve.

The room had a king size bed in it, 2 sofas and screened from the main play room by a completely see through and unable to close curtains. Donna and her friend followed us in and took up front row seats. Outside a full role play situation could be heard. “yes sir, can i have your big cock sir, “ followed by many variations of “Ive been a very naughty girl sir” and “please fuck me sir” Her commitment to the role play had to be admired she was full on for about an hour with it! Meanwhile back in our bed YSl was licking me to a beautiful orgasm before fisting me vigorously. Donna’s ability to ‘not shut up’ was wearing thing, I was blocking her out, she was finding it funny to ask me football scores when i was clearly in the throws of cumming. YSL ups the stakes and it shuts her up as her jaw drops as YSL double fists me. The entire room is quietly staring through the curtains trying to catch a glimpse. I can see Steve stood at the back of the room watching me.

After cumming hard and loud I move to the sofa and YSl shuts Donna up by burying his head between her legs and making her cum over and over again. I placed one foot on the bed and started to masturbate as i watched YSL give so much pleasure. The voyeurs outside the room looked like they were watching tennis, as they switched their attentions from watching Donna cum and me masturbate. Again Steve stood silently smiling as he watched.

After a quick drink we head back upstairs and YSl is on a mission. He takes hold of me and says "I need you as merchandise", as we pass Steve YSL says "wait there" and points at the bed and walks me to the talk black guy I had seen earlier, clearly YSL was in the mood to see me centre of attention. The Black guy declined, I momentarily felt awkward and a little rejected, like no one wanting you on the team moment at school, but YSL ensured there was no time to ponder that and had me on a bed with Steve and him in no time. As Steve stripped we were both very pleasantly surprised.

He had a well toned body and was sporting gstring wet look briefs with a cock hole that only a man of his endowment could wear. I took his cock in my mouth and YSL licked at my cunt and ass and we all slowly enjoyed each other.

The role playing couple are on the other bed and she is still committed to her being a very naughty girl, Donna barges in and brings company but after an initial irritating moment of while being spit roasted steeling my shoes!!!!!!!!!!! I think she got the point when I retorted “do not speak again until I get the orgasm you just ruined” it was taken in the light hearted but well meant sense and got things back on track. Another couple join us on the bed, the lady clearly wanted to play with me but i was too focused on being the centre of YSL and Steve, as she was
being fucked she took hold of my breast and massaged it like a stress ball.

The couple climax and leave along with the rest of Donna and her entourage, leaving just us 3. Steve slipped on a condom and started to fuck me firmly from behind. YSL sat in front of me and caressed me as I held his cock. I turn onto my back and Steve holds my ankles apart and inserts his hard cock, YSL retires to the sofa and watches me being fucked as he slowly strokes his cock. As I climax from the fucking I was getting it triggered Steve off, he pushed in deep and held my hips as he shuddered. As he pulled his cock out and stepped away YSl slammed his cock in deep and thoroughly fucked me. I was half expecting Steve to step away but instead it came and sat in front of me and held me, such a thoughtful and caring act that I hadn’t expected in a club situation. It instantly made me want for us to be in more private surroundings, whilst we were alone ipn the room right now, the viewing gallery above our bed was busy including a rather saddened looking black guy who clearly wishes he had said yes to his earlier invite.

I lie between YSL and Steve, both of them playing with my cunt together, I turned to kiss each of them in turn, both responding deeply and passionately. I have never felt so sexually wanted in a group scenario, Steve was mirroring YSLs tender and arousing advances on me and YSL encouraged him to fist me. His hands were big but after the evenings earlier double fisting it seemed manageable with a little lube. He got into a rhythm and YSL kissed me so deep almost cutting off my air supply as I came hard soaking his hand. Steve’s cock was hard again clearly fisting me had been a turn on and he mounted me like an animal, fucking me so deep I was squealing until we both cum and I collapse on the bed in an orgasmic mess. Steve wraps his arms round me and holds me, YSL pushes his cock back inside me as I lay, sort of half spoons, sandwiched between both men, feeling so utterly desired and shared. This has been such a fantasy of mine and I can’t believe how perfectly it played out. Steve could not have been more perfect except for relocating him to live closer. To be fucked and shared by the man I love so much and to feel such warmth from Steve was mind blowing and making me cum so hard both physically and emotionally.

After the sex we all lay and relaxed, both men still holding me again aching for more private surroundings as I would of love to fall asleep and be awakened throughout the night by both men. We shared with Steve that this had been a major fantasy and he confessed I was the first woman he had ever fisted.

As we left the room some 3 hours after we had initially walked in the black guy intercepted us, he makes a charge for YSL to apologise for turning us down earlier, seeking an invite again, as YSL goes to the toilet he moves in to kiss me, I reciprocate purely as a tease then step away and head downstairs with YSL.

Back at the hotel still high from the night’s fun we continue to play for hours, I’m so aroused I ask for the Hitachi, YSl in a playful mood tells me I have to be cropped to get it. I agree. His first strike is so hard, I have to muffle my scream in the blanket. He tells me if I want my Hitachi I have to take 7 more just like that. I nod and take hold of the bedding as if it will cushion the blow. Each strike is harder than I have ever taken. After 3 he leaves in, pulls my hair back and tells me I’m doing well before delivering 2 more. “2 left then you can have it” he says knowing I can hardly take anymore. I take them like a good girl and enjoy my rewards, as I’m masturbating myself YSL pushes his cock tip inside my arse and wanks himself to orgasm, feeling his cum jet inside sets me off on a intense orgasm capping the nights pleasure off perfectly.

Thursday 12 April 2012

TNH - theme inviting

Last night was club night so I tried to dress inviting....

And if that isn't inviting enough....

Go see who else played


Wednesday 11 April 2012

Take back sex and fun with a Speculum

After the fun week away and a very passionate and naughty weekend indulging with over, Monday was about us.

The 'take back sex' was mind blowing, I swear is cock has never been as hard or swollen for me. We didn't even get upstairs, his passion and immediacy to have me started with me bent over the sofa with my jeans and Panties still around my ankles. We moved to the sofa and YSL made love to me, no end game, just both of us enjoying our closeness and his cock being inside me.

I was due home by 10pm but at about 9 YSL had an idea, he grabbed a new toy of ours from Sex Shop 365, we had packed it to try when we were away but didn't get the chance to enjoy it due to being too busy fucking.

He returned with the speculum, after mastering the adjustments he rubbed lube over it and covered my cunt. I was already off the charts just watching him prepare, he inserted the stainless steel speculum slowly into me and began opening me up. I felt so exposed and vulnerable, I could not of been more on show. Feeling his fingers dart in and out but only because of the light touches deep inside was mind blowing. I start to cum and it gets too much and I ask him to take it out. I don't want him to stop but i need a moment and I need my cunt to stop spasming. after a minute or 2 of kissing he pushes it in again, this time it feels even deeper, I feeling even more open.

He sits before me and wanks his cock while exploring the depths of my cunt, I want to cum again so badly, the gentle teasing and exploration is so arousing, Dr YSL is certainly making me feel so much better. he sits forward on his knees and as i realised what he is doing I feel it, he shoots his cum directly deep inside my open and exposed cunt.

I'm sure the video isn't for everyone but for those that want to see ...

Tuesday 10 April 2012

TMI - Guilty Pleasures

Love, Hate, and Guilty Secrets. We never mind telling people about things we love or hate, but how about the things we love, but would hate for anyone to find out about?

Well, it’s time to free yourself of that fear!

For each of the categories below, list one thing you love, one that you hate, and then, take a deep breath and tell us something you hate to admit you love.

You’ll feel better for it!

Here's my answers....

1. Food
I love scallops
I hate baked beans
My guilty secret is eating chocolate and salty crisps at the same time

2. Apparel
I love being naked
I hate wearing a coat or socks!
My guilty secret is I own loads of clothes Ive never worn, I liked them in the shop but don't have the confidence to wear them.

3. Books
I love smut
I hate being interrupted when I'm reading
My guilty secret is I own the Nancy Friday books about sexual fantasies but the pages are falling out where I have returned to read certain chapters while masturbating.

4. Songs
I love so much music, anything with a good rhythm and I love my CD in my car that has loads of the club tracks on from our Cap D'Agde trip
I hate heavy rock and songs by the Chipmunks!
My guilty secret is I cant sing for toffee

5. Movie
I love The English Patient, I want to be that loved
I hate 'I bought a vampire motor cycle' ok I should of know by the title but it was theeee worst film EVER (including the talking turd scene)
My guilty secret is I love kids Pixar stuff

6. TV Show
I love desperate Housewives, House and Greys Anatomy
I hate kids Disney shit, teaching my children improper language! we don't have trash or side walks!
My guilty secret is Geordie Shore (don't telling anyone)

7. Celebrity Crush
I love Gerard Butler
I hate anyone who thinks because they are famous they can be in a movie!
My guilty secret is I have fantasised about a MMF with Gerard Butler and Daniel Craig before

8. Music Group Sex toy

I love my Hitachi Magic Wand, I don't know how I survived without it previously!
I hate using any other vibrator other than my Hitachi
My guilty secret is 2 weeks ago YSL asked me if I had sneaked to his to masturbate with the Hitachi during the day, apparently there was a Yummy shaped crease in the duvet, it was such a lovely orgasm :)

9. Sports Team Fetishes
I love sensory deprivation, being restrained and having to totally give myself to YSL
I hate being denied pleasure but adore the reward when it finally comes
My guilty secret is I watch lots of different fetish porn last night

Sex Position or Sex Act or fetish
I love being held and adored by YSL
I hate feeling seperated from YSL during group sex
My guilty secret is I woke up masturbating thinking of YSL while l lay next to my husband


How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Sunday 8 April 2012

RAMPAGE - YSL's Birthday treat part 5

Physically we were both pleased, they looked even nicer than their pictures, French was classically dress and had a very continental look to her and Scot was a well dress and friendly looking guy. Conversation just flowed from the moment we sat down with them, Scot insisting on getting the drink in leaving us ladies to chat. Her French accent was arousing on its own but added to her intellect and sense of adventure I found her quite enchanting.

The Pied Piper, YSL led the way back to the hotel, it was probably about 11pm. I went to the bathroom but decided against the chemise as I didn’t want to be too forward with it being their first time as a couple. I knew she had a thing for the ladies so i sat on the bed and asked her to join me. She giggled, blushed and then walked over to the bed and lay next to me. Her lips locked onto mine and we kissed passionately, my hands wandered to between her thighs and we joked that we had matching panties on, none. The passion just flowed from this moment hardly any of us stopping for breath. Scot had said from the start he was more likely to be a voyeur, his cock was clearly not up for an audience but his hands delved in from time to time to get pleasure where needed.

I asked French to sit on my face, I held her well rounded bottom as she gently ground down on my face. YSL parted my thighs and promptly stuffed his very hard cock inside me. I can only imagine what a wonderful view he must of had as he fucked me and watched French sit on my face. Scot climbed on the bed and presented his cock to French. I wished we had a 5th person just to capture this moment. Just then YSL stopped fucking and his urgency and panic I could detect but I could do or say anything as I was buried at the bottom of the pile. French shrieked and jumped off me... I was so disorientated from being in such a heady state of pleasure now sensing the panic around I was trying to work out what was happening. I sat up and Scot was nowhere to be seen, then the penny dropped.... so had he, his head and his feet just visible above the bed as was trapped in the small space between the bed and the wall. Once rescued and checked for damage the giggles set in, tears flooding down my face.

Once back in the mood again French started to lick and finger me, with a little encouragement from YSL she works her hand inside, its the first time Ive had a woman fist me, it felt so good. YSL started to fist her at the same time. Both of us girls were in raptures and orgasming. Scot took over fisting and licking me and I got in a state, I needed to stop as I knew I was going to end up an emotional mess if I came again, something that I have previously avoided but pleased to do in front of YSL, alone. After coming to hold me and check I was OK I encouraged YSL to continue to devour French. I gathered that Scot like being spanked and decided to show him the delights of some of our toys. He clearly enjoyed being cropped and earned himself some very nice stripes as I went to town with the riding crop.

So much pleasure was enjoyed in so many position, it was getting late, or perhaps it was getting early and suggestions that they would have to leave were made as French had work in only a few hours.

We get out the Hitachi and share the delights. Scot and YSL have her clawing at the bedding and all of a sudden she starts to squirt, its literally like a fountain, about 1 foot in the air then covering YSL to the elbow and her to her thighs, such a erotic thing to see.

Both French and I turned our attention to YSL’s cock, licking and kissing over it and taking turns sucking it. It doesn’t take long till YSL paints both of us with his cum, we kiss each other and lick any left over cum off our faces.

French is reluctant to leave, we could tell that they had enjoyed their first experience greatly and I joke that she mustn’t get our knickers mixed up!

We crawled into bed and enjoyed holding each other, YSL knew I needed to cum and get it out my system so he focused fully on my pleasure. I wasn’t expecting it but his cock was hard again and he placed it inside me as he held me, making me cum so hard as he filled me.


We lay in bed making love for over an hour when we woke, just slowly enjoying each other bodies, his cock alternately holes until bother of us lay shuddering together. We catch sight of the time and just make it down for breakfast. The annoying posh woman behind us gave great opportunity for my humour and we giggled at her clear lack of reality as she explained her decision making moral based on a TV programme about some poor people.

After refuelling we headed back to the room so as not to waste a moment of being naked together. The Jacuzzi ran as we cuddled on the bed. Bathing each other slowly and lovingly we reflected upon our adventures, laughed at some moments but equally agreed that the most wonderful high points were those where we had just been together, loving each other.

We headed back to the park armed with bread and fed the swans, we even got to stroke them they got that friendly with us. We walked slowly back to the otel, stopping to buy some treats and a little memento of our trip together before heading to the train station.

Parting at home was only brief as the very next day we had another trip planned. A very naughty trip indeed.

Sinful Sunday - Easter Competition - Hot Cross Bum

All I can say is ouch! I can't believe I even asked for it!!

Not sure if across the pond you have the same food tradition of hot cross buns at Easter, but here they are a tasty treat as YSL would agree my arse is :)

**please note a ruler was shattered in the making of this

We had to revert to the Crystal D toys glass paddle and boy did I know it, that thing bites (and I loved it).

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Sinful Sunday

Saturday 7 April 2012

RAMPAGE - YSL birthday treat part 4

There was a knock at the door, we all fell silent and looked at each other like naughty school children caught in the act. I send Kirsty and James into the bathroom and tell YSL to get in the bed, I answer the door in a see through chemise clearly looking like we had been fucking and ready to be told off for all the noise. The young matradee looked a tad embarrassed as he offered a tray with fresh glasses and sparkling water complimentary for us, no complaint to add thank god!

James kept looking at the Jacuzzi and YSL decided to start running it. While wait for it to fill a little light spanking fun with me enjoying giving to James. Kirsty slapped him hard and left an instant hand print but I switched to the flogger and administered a moderate flogging to James’s behind. The crop was too much for him but the flogger certainly got him excited.

I had to take an important call so I dressed and left the room, when i returned after hearing some extremely good news the Jacuzzi was full of bodies. I sat on the edge of the tub and soaked my feet until YSL insisted that I join them. Under the water I stroked Kirsty’s clit slowly and enjoyed her curves as YSL caressed my back and shoulders. James more to offer his hard cock to Kirsty’s mouth and then switched to mine. YSL and Kirsty exited the tub and James tells me to bend over the tub and starts to fuck my arse hard. We both struggle to keep a grip in the water but the pleasure makes us continue the battle, knowing my thighs would pay for it later. James switches to fingering my holes and wanking his cock until he is close to coming and the cum over my face.

Out of the Jacuzzi and sat on the sofa watching YSL fuck Kirsty hard in the arse as demanded by her. Half of what she is saying passes my by as her accent is so strong and so many local words but what was very clear was her shouting ‘you dirty bastard’ at YSL as he pounds her.

By 6pm they leave and we focus on each other, every time we pass each other in the room we kiss or touch never straying very far from each other. In the fridge a bottle of champagne was chilling ready for when we were dress, I ordered ice and glasses so that we could toast YSL’s birthday and my good news.

As we sat down together YSL poured us a glass each, I was about to speak but he shushed me as he already had something he wanted to say. His words I can’t share but his sentiment I will, to hear him sum up how much he loves me, how much he enjoys our time together and his pride in what I do was very overwhelming in such a good way. I add my agreement and shared how much I love him and how special he is to me. We left for dinner, holding each others’ hand so tightly as if to carry the words with us. My heart was overflowing with want and care for YSL.

Dinner was at a wonderful restaurant that served local fare. Every mouthful was exquisite and very much appreciated by both of us. Our next new friends were already in the bar next door but we didn’t want to hurry, they were relaxed knowing we were just next door and not going to let them down. French and Scot were embarking on their first ever swing together and they had been sending mixed messages, one moment enthusiastic the next saying its just drink. We were of the opinion we would have one drink, two max and if we liked they could come back with us if not we wanted to be with each other so much we didn’t care.

Physically we were both pleased, they looked even nicer than their pictures, French was classically dress and had a very continental look to her and Scot was a well dress and friendly looking guy. Conversation just flowed from the moment we sat down with them, Scot insisting on getting the drink in leaving us ladies to chat. Her French accent was arousing on its own but added to her intellect and sense of adventure I found her quite enchanting.

Friday 6 April 2012

RAMPAGE - YSL's birthday treat part 3


I woke in his arms ahead of the scheduled alarm call. Before breakfast YSL thoroughly fucked me leaving my cunt dripping with his cum.

We had a 9am meeting with 2 Bi single males and I was a tad excited. We double booked them, both aware of each other and up for the ‘more the merrier’ approach but in truth we figured at least one would cancel and we were right. The guy that did turn up was lovely though. Nothing special to look at but his personality from the first messages had shone through and as we sat enjoying a coffee with him we were both pleased with our choice.

Den accepted our invite back to our room and before long we were all naked on the bed, me in the middle and enjoying the attention. YSL took the initiative and took Den’s cock in his mouth, it was Den’s first time and he was needing to relax and let go. I captured some precum off the tip of YSL’s cock and applied it to my lips then kissed Den, he gasped and licked my lips clean before going in for his first taste of cock. YSL and Den 69’d each other as I enjoyed the view until I moved in to rim YSL and lick his cock and balls as Den sucked it. Before long YSL got a mouth full of Den’s cum which instantly triggered without any warning his orgasm. Watching it shout out over Den was very arousing indeed.

I was invited back to the centre of the bed and thoroughly enjoyed both men’s attentions until they were both hard again. YSL takes my hand nad leads me to the Jacuzzi, instructs me to bend over and flogs me gently, clearly not wanting to scare off Den as this was also his first. YSL then hands him the riding crop and he retires to the sofas and watches me in the huge mirrors get a thorough cropping off Den. From being scared initially Den then got into the swing of it and ended up clearly aroused by my enjoyment and administering the cropping.

Back on the bed I’m offered 2 hard cocks to suck, I cram both into my mouth and enjoy the sheer greed of it. Taking turns sucking both cocks and seeing how aroused they both are really turned me on. I hungrily suck at the cocks and fantasise in my head what it would be like to have more. YSL moves round to fuck me as I lie on my front still sucking at Den and once I’ve cum asks Den to put on a condom and offers my holes to fuck. YSL licks at my cunt as Den slowly fucks me and shudders hard as he cums again. YSL takes his cock in his mouth and sucks Den while fisting me as Den kisses and rubs at my clit. Everyone getting and giving pleasure at once.

Its almost lunchtime and Den has to leave, YSL runs the Jacuzzi again and we relax in the effervescing waters. We have a few more treats planned for the day that confirm this was no frolic but a full on RAMPAGE!

We head out for a walk and find a lovely park, the swans and ducks give us good entertainment as we soak up the sunshine after a lovely lunch at a local grill restaurant. YSL is amused by my dry observations as people pass us by, some harsh but mainly funny. Again it was one of those perfect moments that I wish could be captured on film just laughing and being close together.

Kirsty and James were just arriving at the bar as we did. We had our reservations about Kirsty but instantly we were relieved as she was pretty and not quite the illiterate not case she was hinting at on texting. James was clearly an articulate business man that had taken the afternoon off to join us for some indulging fun. We were marching back to the hotel like sexual tour guides or the pied piper again, im sure staff at the hotel must of caught on by now. Thankfully the maid had been and the room was back to almost normal. The next 3 hours were filled with giggling from all of us except Kirtsy who had a loud cackle! Even with the heat outside we had to shut the windows as her cackle and voice were louder than we wanted but we certainly didn’t want to temper the fun being had. Kirsty was very vocal with her wants and told me explicitly that she was about to lick my cunt, at least that’s what I think she said her accent was so strong. Both men were kissing and touching me as she licked me enthusiastically before James took over then started to fist me. The first of many orgasms started. I enjoyed this session not so much for what we did but for the light hearted fun nature of it. Some of the chat was too much but it was fun nether-the-less.

There was a knock at the door, we all fell silent and looked at each other like naughty school children caught in the act. I send Kirsty and James into the bathroom and tell YSL to get in the bed, I answer the door in a see through chemise clearly looking like we had been fucking and ready to be told off for all the noise.

Thursday 5 April 2012

RAMPAGE! YSL Birthday treat part 2

Our code word was Havana 7 year old... if I ordered one it was a green light. YSL ordered one for himself straight away so I saw that as his endorsement, for me the jury was still out. After another drink I decided ‘what the heck’ they seem interesting in a quirky kind of way and it might be turn out to be fun.

Back at the room I excuse myself to go to the bathroom and change into my chemise, this seems to get things moving along nicely. As I climb on the bed YSL disappears between my legs and starts to lap at my cunt, the couple start to under and as they join us YSL goes down on Heather Jim gives me oral but quite quickly he gets bored and starts looking around the room, more interested in the decor. He focuses again but only in short bursts and I find it hard to get aroused. YSL goes down on me again and it changes, I’m in raptures and cumming for him. After a little more play Jim wants to fuck, I’m astounded that a veteran swinger has not brought condoms with him. If we had been at the club we would of told him to get his own, a harsh lesson we have taught some men, making them leave the scene of potential sex with a diminishing hard on to pay over the odds at the bar. YSL passes him one and once on he starts to fuck me.

Portion wise I was on a diet, I’m used to a huge portion with YSL and its clear on Heathers face as YSL pushes inside her she wasn’t used to the ‘super size’ version. Jim fucks away at me and I’m amused when he tells YSL not to cum yet, clearly confusing his own urgency to get off with YSL nature of giving pleasure and enjoying the moment.

Jim moves round to fuck Heathers mouth then excuses YSL from his fucking duties. They change position she mounts Jim’s cock and rides him a moment before Jim asks YSL to DP her. I see YSL hesitate and but then grabs a condom and tries to get hard, it takes a tad longer than normal, I licked at her arse and cunt while she is riding Jim’s cock. YSL later he shared that he was conflicted, it was his first time doing DP and he had wanted it to be with me. It was such a wonderful thought and consideration and have both decided as Jim had a small cock it didn’t count!

I sat back and watched, slowly masturbating and enjoying the site, then took the opportunity to take some pics stopping to kiss YSL as I snapped away and videoed.

YSL pulled out and Heather dismounted Jim. Jim slips on another condom and fucks me till he came. As they leave, both of us fall into each other’s arms, closeness and intimacy had been missing, it was more like a club meet there had been little warmth or feeling from them as a couple. It wasn’t that it was a bad experience but it was certainly a learning experience.

Dinner was a bed picnic followed by an avalanche of loving and pleasure from YSL. He starts to masturbate me and gets me in a frenzy, each orgasm getting stronger and deeper until I cum so hard I’m almost convulsing with pleasure. He takes hold of me tightly as I’m hysterical with it. He whispers to me how much he loves me, how much he wants me just to enjoy my pleasure and patiently waits for me to pull myself together. I’m still shuddering but sit up as I need to get a grip. YSL moves behind me and keeps tight a hold kissing my neck gently. I feel so emotional and moved by it all and thankful of the deep care YSL has for me.

Eventually we dressed and headed for a quiet drink in the hotel bar together, I wanted to just talk and be close to YSL, reflect on the day and enjoy being in his presence.

TNH - Stop

This week I'm posting a part of last weeks fun every day. So check back as there are loads of pictures and some videos....and explanation as to how this happened.

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Wednesday 4 April 2012

RAMPAGE - YSL's Birthday treat - Part 1

I think 10,000 words could not cover what we got up to last week. We set out on a rampage and whilst we had a little bit of a false start with some of our new friends cancelling on us, we thought we would have to downgrade from a rampage to a frolic or caper but then everything just fell into place and we ended with the most wonderful shared experiences.

Because we did so much Im going to keep it brief and do a few posts but if you want to know more just ask...


Checked into a brand new luxury hotel not far from where we live, we had arranged to meet some naughty friends from the Dungeon but alas plans changed and they missed out on what turned out to be the most wonderful night. The suite was modern and fun, a breakfast bar separated the room up and it reminded me of Cap D’Adge as we sipped wine and chatted. Food was enjoyed and then we took great pleasure in messing the room up.

My hands were chained behind my back and my arse cropped until I was trying to crawl away to escape each sting, many toys were played with until I was in such a state. The moment his cock slipped inside me was so rewarding. YSL fucked both holes until he needed to cum. He pushed into my arse and pushed in deep and I felt his warmth fill me.

Dinner was at a nice little Italian, it felt strange being out in our home town together, its something we hadn’t done before, having to remember not to hold hands just in case we were spotted. We sat enjoying dinner and conversation whilst I was very aware my arse was full of his cum, it was highly arousing. By the time we got back to the hotel my juices were flowing down my thighs. YSL held me close and masturbated me until I could come no more.


I woke before he did and slipped off to the shower, I was very aware of just how aroused I was and had been throughout the night and needed to refresh myself. As I re-entered the room a sleepy YSL lay smiling at me on the bed as I made coffee. The way he was looking at me made me feel all smiley inside. I slipped into bed again YSL was hard and pushed immediately inside me, slowly fucking me whilst kissing my neck and nibbling at my back. I reached for the Hitachi and enjoyed the dual attentions until I came so hard my cunt tightening enough to drag YSL’s orgasm out of him. I asked him to place my Ben Wa balls inside me creating a damn of cum inside me, added to the expected motion of the train we were about to take I figured it would keep me in quite a state.

Until we were settled on the train we didn’t dare stand too close, I’m not used to any distance between us and I found it hard to remember not to let my hand fall into his as it does so naturally these days but as we pulled out the station I stole me first kiss and we enjoyed the travel together.

The journey passed quickly and before we knew it we were in the taxis to our hotel.

As we checked in 2 things struck us

1. We had chosen a wonderful hotel for the break

2. It was a nightmare for sneaking in any ‘extras’ as reception was a narrow closely guarded entrance.

After the form filling and credit card stuff was done the receptionist explained we were in an adjoining building, with our own entrance. We flashed a look of relief at each other as I thought I was going to have to either call off our planned liaisons or tell reception I was holding interviews!

Our first planned gent was a no show but between the wonderful weather and finding a fabulous little bar we were not in the mood to share our time with anyone. After another walk to explore the area we found another bar bistro worthy of our patronage. Lunch was a local fare and enjoyed along with planning our fun and good conversation. We had a couple planned for the night time and a potential female also joining us.

Back at the room YSL ran the Jacuzzi for us, it was huge and in the main room, with the sunlight pouring through the large Georgian windows and the comfort of being so close to each other it really felt like one of the those perfect moments I will reflect upon for a long time to come. We end up on the bed playing until we realise we need to dress and go meet our new friends.

The cobbled streets of the town were a bit much so I walked there in my flip flops, despite having on a pretty off the shoulder black cocktail dress on. I quickly changed shoes at the door but painfully recognised the woman watching me change to be our new friend. Jim and Heather were long term swing partners, he was an Irish guy, a lot older than I thought he would be but I was trying not to judge them on how they look as it is about their attitude to sex and respect for others that counts. Little effort to dress was made by her but again I make allowances in my mind for it, perhaps it endorses her excuse to be out ‘at the shops’ etc.

Our code word was Havana 7 year old... if I ordered one it was a green light. YSL ordered one for himself straight away so I saw that as his endorsement, for me the jury was still out. After another drink I decided ‘what the heck’ they seem interesting in a quirky kind of way and it might be turn out to be fun.

Tuesday 3 April 2012

TMI - My Sex is on fire

1. Answer the question: What makes you hot?

Just being near YSL has me in a state, however what turns up the heat has to be kissing, thankfully not only is YSL a skilled kisser he is as enthusiastic as me.

Last night when I walked in his he took hold of me firmly and kissed me deeply and passionately before pulling down my jeans and panties and fucking me hard over the sofa, stripping the rest of me while impaled on his hard cock.

(pic taken mid fuck/strip last night)

2. What is it that you want, when you look at porn?

a. To feel happy

b. To learn

c. To relax, relieve tension

d. To orgasm

Yes all of them are good answers :) sometimes I look at porn though to see what it looks like from YSL's point of view (home movies)

3. You’ve been asked to be a part of a porn movie production. Which job will you do? Why did you select that?

a. The star of the porn film–Doug Hardwicke or Fachina Istite

b. The director–staging the scenes and directing the actors, lighting, camera shots, etc.

c. The fluffer–you’re in charge of keeping the actors “excited” about their work

d. The camera person getting all the tight, up in there, close shots

I think between A & C for me, decission purely based on getting to touch the merchadise.

4. Right this very moment you are horny and are looking for a casual hookup for sex. Under which, of the following headings, would you place your ad?

(w=woman, m=man, t=transexual/transvestite)

w4m, m4w, m4m, w4w, t4m, m4t, w4t, t4w, t4mw, mw4t, mw4mw, mw4w, mw4m, w4mw, m4mw, w4ww, m4mm, ww4m mm4w m4ww, w4mm

Yes all of them are fine, although a few options seem to be missing w4mwmwmwmwmwmwmwmwm or as per this weekends dicussed fantasy w4mmmmmmmm&YSL

5. From now on, ’til the end of time you will be able to experience sexual pleasure via a single method. From the list below, choose that method. Why did you make that choice?

a. Vaginal penetration

b. Anal penetration

c. Masturbation with your fingers/hand

d. Masturbation with a single favorite sex toy. What is the toy?

e. Being masturbated (e.g. fingered, hand-job) by the fingers/hands of another person

f. Body Touching from another–full body massage, caressing, kneading, licking, sucking, biting, etc but no insertion of anything in any orifices.

g. Oral sex

This question is SICK I repeat SICK! how can you even begin to make me choose! Im going to have to reavulate our relationship as this is very very mean of you.

Bonus: What’s the sexiest thing you did this past weekend? Got any pics or a vid? ;p

hmm what did I do this weekend.....

Went to swingers club
Double fisted
Fucked with an audience
Masturbated while YSL pleasured some ladies
MMF 3some that ended with a major fantasy of mine being part of the play
Groped by another woman while she was being fucked
Ate cheesy chips
Fucked and played till 4:30am with YSL
Had the hardest cropping ever to earn my Hitachi
Spent all morning pleasuring each other
Checked out then headed to another swingers club for an Bi-Afternoon
Tied to a table blondfolded, spreader bar in place
YSL abusing me with a crop
2 other sets of hands and mouths landed on my body
4some with both guys sucking each others cocks
I cropped a mans arse till it was purple then the same to his cock
Demanded he came on my feet and lick it off then left

A quiet weekend I must add compared to what we did last week :)

As for videos..... watch this space as I have a few to post later this week including me sucking 2 cocks at same time, YSL playing with my cunt and a speculum, DP session...

go see who else is playing


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Sunday 1 April 2012