Thursday 31 May 2012

HNT - TNH vacation

Our vacation starts tomorrow, we fly to Paris and have a naughty weekend planned.. Details here HERE

These pictures are from our last Cap D'Agde trip, lots more images and takes of of swinging adventures

Tuesday 29 May 2012

TMI - it's just a fantasy

It’s just a fantasy

1. If your lover was turned on by forced feminization would you participate (giving or receiving)?
*forced feminization is the practice of enforcing activities on a male, which are typically associated with women, to make him submissive. For example: wearing lingerie, heels, make-up.

If YSL was turned on by it I certainly would, many things that previously I wouldn't of considered arousing now turn me on because I know what it's doing for him.

My ex lover, Him, used to like it, he would drive me mad though as he had size 10 feet and would always be cramming them into my shoes and boots and stretching them! I solved it by purchasing his own pair.

2. When you have sexual dreams or fantasies that are aggressive or cruel, does it worry you?

No, I'm quite certain of my boundaries between reality and fantasy. I have a few sexual dreams that I've woke in the midst of an orgasm and been shocked at how aroused I've been considering the content. But when you analyse what the dream was about its nearly always forced pleasure so my sub conscious likes to make the forced act as bizarre as possible me thinks!

3. Tell us your hottest filthiest fantasy, right now, in 100 words or less.
This is the fantasy about your desires that you probably never share, maybe they even go against your morals, or are societal taboos.

Gosh this is a hard one to write! Please remember this isn't a one I seek to do in reality, I consider safe sex a must!!

I'm lay in YSL's arms my neck nestled into his neck, I hear the door open and the shuffle of feet . YSL holds me closer and firm and tells me these men have come to fuck me and abuse my arse and cunt and I have to let them do what they want.

One after another they fuck both holes and spank me until YSL tells them to fill me. I can't see them or how many there are. In quick succession they take turns shooting their cum deep inside me until both holes are overflowing. They leave and YSL let's go of me and inspects my holes before he fucks them and adds his own cum.

4. Which super hero would you like to have sex with? Why?
a. Aquaman
b. Superman
c. Wonder Woman
d. She-Ra

Wouldn't it make for awesome group sex? But if I had to chose just one it would be Aquaman, he can breathe through his ears.

5. Knowing there’s a hot young couple in the adjoining hotel room, would you press your ear against the wall to hear the action on the other side?

Erm no! Go knock on door in negligee and pretend I'm locked out me room and need to call lover to come rescue me...

6. Do you think the lure to live out sexual fantasies or have sex frequently is amplified by technology? Briefly explain.

Hell yes, I think the Internet helps bring people together and for those with naughtier tastes it allows them to check they aren't alone.

Bonus: Describe your fantasy life in three (3) words.

Anything with YSL

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Saturday 26 May 2012

Sinful Sunday - 10 strikes

10 strikes, full on, no hesitation or reprieve.

Every one make me gasp and claw the bed linen as it impacts my naked skin.

The burning sensation overrides the pain and gives reward for being a good girl and taking it.

Once it's over my hands allowed to trace the outline if every strike and feel his love upon me.

Sinful Sunday

Thursday 24 May 2012

HNT - THN theme Maturity and Desire

It's taken till being almost 40 to finally enjoy being on top, last week I tried 'reverse cowboy' for the very first time and loved it. I think a mixture of the confidence YSL gives me and with maturity, realisation it's not how it looks it's how it feels, that in turn makes it look amazing regardless of imperfections, of which I have many.

As for the desire theme, I thought I'd share what I desire and what I was riding. YSL's is something that I desire so very much his cock is that which connects us.

Wednesday 23 May 2012

9 more sleeps - hope I don't get turned away

Just over a week now till our Paris and London trip. The naught details of what we have planned fir part if the trip are HERE I'm so excited, not just for the club but for sharing a wonderful experience together. For all the places I've travelled in Europe, including France, Paris is somewhere I've never been too.

I've picked a few outfits ready, I'm opting for classy/sultry if that's a style! I get the impression, from the little there is to read about the club, up market is the way to go so it's my usual Audry Hepburn/Garbo look! I might even treat myself to some new pearls for the occasion.

The pic is if the dress I'm wearing for the big night, would you do me? :)

We have a back up plan for the night as the door sounds like its ran by the fashion Gestapo and I don't know what the BBW policy is, there are some clubs that dont let anything less than perfect through the door and perfect i am not unless its perfectly Yummy you want!

If we do get turned away I know it will be disappointing but as ever we will make the most of our night regardless!

Tuesday 22 May 2012

TMI - Inverted Poll

In many polls, you are asked if you strongly agree, somewhat agree, neither agree nor disagree, somewhat disagree or strongly disagree with some proposition. Today, we go the other way. We supply the answer, you supply the question.

1. I strongly agree, or greatly like.

YSL gives the best oral ever especially when he slips his fingers in both holes

There is just something about the way he licks me that no other can do. On countless occassions Im left feeling like ive taken the wine bottle of wine and been served the cheap plonk! I few have come close to the brilliance, @talentedtongue gave my arse such a treat last week (LINK HERE)

2. I somewhat agree, or somewhat like.

Pure vaginal sex is amazing

I like a little variety and I love my anal just as much as my vaginal sex. Last night YSL’s cock didnt see any vaginal action, although down side is im aching for him inside there and no sign of him for a week 

3. I am indifferent, or have no opinion.

To give is better than receive

I enjoy both and doubt I could enjoy receiving all the time as guilt would take over the pleasure received. I love the balance and I also love knowing the pleasure being recieved from giving.

4. I somewhat dislike or disagree with.

Going straight for penetration makes for good sex

Forplay is a must and even if its just the anticipation of the fuck, the other week I sent YSL a message saying I was popping for coffee, his reply was the foreplay “im here waiting to fuck you”.

5. I strongly disagree, or greatly dislike.

Deodorant should not be warn nor should bathing take place before meeting a couple for sex.

2 weeks ago we arranged a 4some, I haven’t had the urge to write about it as it wasnt worth the read but I will use it as a caution to all swingers, they might look good on the pictures, they might sound great but you cant tell how bad they smell till its too late!

Bonus: What is an opinion held by others that makes you angry?

Thinking it is socially acceptable to wear open toe high heel sandals with black opaque tights ... ARE YOU AN IDIOT???

Sunday 20 May 2012

4 some

I shall let you read between the lines and work out what happened but however erotic and naughty you think it was times it by 10!!!

Sinful Sunday


It seems the pics are showing up small so here's the full sizes to inspect

Thursday 17 May 2012

BBW Night

We've stayed at this hotel before, it's the place where had our 'in room entertainment' (video HERE)moment. I started to do my make up while YSL finished off some work at the desk. During the lead up to this adventure we had spoken to lots of people attending the party. The guy from the last visit and Jim and Sue from the Chocolate Game were amongst many that seemed keen to be in our company.

YSL embraced me on his way to the shower, I was trying not to be distract by my reflection in the mirror behind, curlers in your hair have never boosted anyone's sex appeal, only the after effects had there attraction.

YSL helps me choose what outfit and lingerie to wear, pointing out that the see through chemise is more suited than a more corseted look as the BBW lovers are coming to see natural curves and natural women at their finest.

It was at that moment I realised that tonight the attention would be on me.Up till this very moment, right from suggesting we attend I had thought only of YSL's love of curvy ladies. I wanted him to have a room full of his type, to feel like a boy in a sweet shop and not know which to choose. I realised I was to be a sweet and other enthusiasts would be wanting me, I had 20 minutes before we leave to adjust my mind to this huge new expectation of the night.

I dress classy, my favourite stockings on and my black off the shoulder dress, my hair swept up Audry Hepburn style and the look finished of with pearl necklace and matching earrings. I slipped on my 5"heels, towering above YSL but it added to the BBWness of the look, in fact I was more Amazonian.

We enjoyed a quick pizza at the local Italian before arriving at the club both of us mindful not to drink too much as our last visit to this club had been a little bit blurred. On the door was our host Julie, she was positively effervescent with enthusiasm and a full on poster girl for BBW everywhere.

As we scanned the room we caught sight of many of the people we had spoken online too, while I stored my handbag and jacket in the lockers YSL took a seat and started chatting to one of the couples. Within a minute I know I have no interest in the guy at all that YSL was talking too, he was a typical accountant stereotype, you could tell he sought comfort in alphabetising his groceries and looks forward to this seasons tank top from his mother. His body language said he was keen on me and YSl seemed keen on his lady, I want to signal to YSL my disinterest but I realise he has already gauged it. Another couple pass by and make intros and I take the opportunity to go to the bar and talk with a Clubbing regular, the other half to the Chocolate Game night, she was there celebrating her birthday and I'd brought the gift of chocolate and a naughty sex game.

Her partner Jim soon appeared and after a little banter I rejoined YSL's conversation with the incumbent couple. We suggest we go loose our clothes knowing we were safe from the couples advances having just bought themselves fresh drinks.

Changed into my chosen chemise, still wearing my stockings and heels we venture upstairs to the play rooms.

There’s a few couples milling about but little play has started yet. I’m pleased because I want YSL to myself. The night before YSL had worked till 2am and had an early start so intimate times had been limited to cuddles only and I was aching for his physical attention. I had almost asked for it at the hotel but knew he would only heighten my arousal more and keep me needing it till at the club.

We entered the Mirrored room, on our last visit we spent hours in heap of heavy bodies, as I lay back on the bed I wished we had a camera. The ceiling mirrors reflected us well as we lay entwined on the red PVC bed.
2 men enter the room and start to watch, both fully cloth YSL tells them to get changed. They start to strip where they are stood by YSL chastised them and sent them to the changing rooms. In their absence we decide to change rooms in case they thought it was an invite to play as opposed to us telling them the club rules.
The couples room doesn't allow single males in unless invited to join in couple play, there is a viewing panel and a split stable door so they can see the Ambrosia. There is a 3some in play already in the room, a really overweight guy holds his wife as 'bull' fulfils his wife's desires. Switching ends and her husband makes her gush everywhere, all 3 of them are squelching in the wet mess.

We climb on the bed and just as we are about to start kissing I see out the corner of my eye the 2 single guys almost horizontal as the lean of the stale door trying to catch out attention. We studiously ignore them, both giggling at the harsh lesson they have learnt. Right now I realise I’m not in the mood for anything except YSL I’ve missed him the last few weeks and just being close is what I need. His arms around me pulling me close is more than satisfying me. His cock is hard for me, no effort to arouse him is needed and I take him in my mouth and slowly suck on him.

My new found pleasure of being on top has been only limited to the privacy of YSL's bedroom, I’m extremely aroused and want to please so I climb on and sit on his hard cock, loving the feeling as my cunt slips down his entire shaft and I can’t take any more. I gentle move on his cock, discovering all the sensations possible and focusing on getting his cock to push against my gspot. YSL lifts my chemise and tells me to take it off. His face says it all, he is pleased with the view of me there, my pearl necklace and stockings on as I ride his cock.

I can feel my confidence increases as my arousal does, I’m getting close to cumming and YSL pushes up to meet with my movements. I cum on his cock, his hands holding me firm as I shudder. As I dismount YSL's cock, balls and stomach are soaked from me, he tells me to lick my juices of him and immediately set to my task enthusiastically only stopping to kiss and share.

We head back down stairs for drinks and to see what else is happening. A few of the single guys where a tad drunk and becoming more unappealing along with some of the younger females. As we chatted Jim came over to talk. The last time we saw him it had been such a wonderful experience, he had held me as YSL had fucked me and also enjoyed a 4some with Sue so we had reasonable expectations for some good quality fun. He starts to talk with me and I turn to involve YSL in the chat but he returned his replies only to me. I felt instantly uncomfortable but persisted to involve YSL but to no avail. Jim seems intent on only talking to me which is not only rude but turning me off by the second. We remain polite and when he leaves we return to the couples room and enjoy playing.

I sit back on YSL's cock and ride him even more enthusiastically than before enjoying the fact that the viewing gallery was full of onlookers. We hear a voice call our Swingers profile name and know its Jim. He wants to come in the room and clearly wants an invite which following his behaviour isn't going to happen. We both ignore the first call and upon the 2nd I make it clear we are in the throws of passion letting out a loud moan and hoping he gets the hint to fuck off and leave us be. He calls us again and this time asks directly to come in a join us. I turn still sat on YSLs cock and say "I’m done, I’ve just cum all over him and im full of him so nothing to join us for". He scurries off and we continue our fucking a moment but decide we want our hotel room and intimacy. As we get to the door Jim is about to enter the room this time with Sue in tow which allows him in, its apparent he had only go Sue to gain him access to us as she shrugs and retreats from the room no longer needed.

Back at the room we strip naked, all my makeup removed and hair let down, YSL wraps his arms round me and kisses me, our bodies so close together it feels so loving and sensual. His hardness returns and we make love slowly until YSL spills his cum over my cunt then fisting me until I’m a shuddering wet mess.

Wednesday 16 May 2012

HNT - TNH theme Night

Morning after the night before.

A lazy luxury morning at a 5star hotel last week after the BBW party. I will be posting the details later tomorrow on what happened at the party and if I get a chance the morning after... There's a video to go with it :)

Monday 14 May 2012

TMI Tuesday - Fine Dining

Hope you like the new blog look! I've even moved all my videos to one helpful JACKing off list to be named just for Jackandjill over at

So to this weeks TMI...

You are having dinner at the best restaurant you can imagine. Do not concern yourself with over-eating, or other restrictions. We want to know what you like best. What will you have for:

1. Before dinner wine, aperitif, or cocktail?

Cocktail please, Caipirinha please :) Or a margarita!!

(pic at bottom as evidence!!)

2: Appetizer?

3. Soup?

Cock-a-leeky (isn't that the one Monica Lewinski had on her dress?)

4. Salad?

5. Wine or other beverage with dinner?

Something complex and full bodied please

6. Entree?

Either hole

7. Side Dishes?

Mmf fmfm or a mmmmf

8. Dessert?


9. After dinner drink?

I believe YSL always provides a shot of something special

10. Which 3 people would you invite to dinner: (must be famous, well-known, living or dead, not fictional)
- For sex appeal Gerard Butler of course!!
- For great conversation Will Smith he seems a lovely and funny guy
- Because you detest them Hitler or Sir Alan Sugar both arrogant egotistical people

Bonus: Your lover brings you breakfast in bed. What’s on the tray?

YSL makes awesome omelettes or sometimes disappears to get fresh croissants, which ever it is it's always a Yummy breakfast :)

Go see who else played


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Saturday 12 May 2012

Sinful Sunday

Just back from 3 nights with YSL, he has been so busy recently with work it has been wonderful having so much relaxing down time together. I have a few tales to share as this week we have learned more about our tastes for others along with the enforcement of our belief that for some people it's just the mechanics of fucking. Its such a mismatch to us, its all about the pleasure, the journey, not the destination and how it looks.

We took this last night, just back from the club, we never played with anyone, no body except the Dungeon Dom struck us as worthy or interesting and he was there on business so no opportunity to entice him to a slice of pleasure, despite his frequent approving and wanton comments. It suited me, adored from a distance and totally YSL's and him mine.

Doing a few blog changes at the moment, one the right there's now a link list to all the videos on my blog and there's now a new page with the Cap D'Agde posts, lots of pictures and tales of swinging and a little BDSM. The blog hopefully will be looking a little different soon and I'm now the proud owner of ! Check back later in week to see my other changes.

Sinful Sunday

Thursday 10 May 2012

HNT - TNH theme Flower, Vanity, China

Not what you would expect for me I bet but I hope you like all the same.

(poetic licence on China... I went for porcelain lip gloss while being vain in my flower compact)

Tuesday 8 May 2012

TMI Tuesday - M is for Masturbation

1. How often do you masturbate?

I used to masturbate daily, often finding it lead to more sexual frustration as oposed to giving any satisfaction. In part I liked the feeling of constantly feeling wanton but now I have the blessing of feeling satisfied on a regular basis my need to masturbate is less and whilst im often still wanton it is with the knowledge that my hunger will go to good use.

The last 2 weeks have been sex free except for 2 hours we grabbed together last Wednesday, today... im fit to bust! Im not seeing YSL until tomorrow night and knowing the 3 days of passion we have ahead of us has me in a state and frothing at the loins. Part of me wants to masturbate and release my frustration and part of me wishes to keep it and share that moment with YSL.

2. What are you doing to celebrate Masturbation month?

I think I will be a wanker all month to mark the occassion.

3. Do you like to watch your partner masturbate?

a. Yes, it turns me on.

b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.

c. Not really, it’s boring.

d. No, it’s a turn off.

e. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.

A! to watch YSL masturbate and see the pleasure flood through him as he comes, being able to completely concentrate of watching his every action and facial expression is a wonderful gift, it also for me helps me understand how he likes it so when I administer it I pleasure him more.

A naughty favourite of mine is for YSL to masturbate and just as he is about to cum push the tip of his cock into my arse and fill me.

4. Do you let your partner watch you masturbate?

a. Yes, it turns me on to be watched.

b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.

c. No, it’s embarrassing.

d. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.

A! I enjoy it for the fact that I know YSL is loving the view, he adores seeing me pleasure myself and frequently holds me as I masturbate either manually or with a toy after we have had sex.

YSL cumming inside me is one of the largest turn ons, so whilst I might be satisfied from our love making and I've climaxed a few times as soon as I feel his seed spill into me Im so aroused, I never thought I would have the confidence to ask for such a thing, for almost 2 decades sex did not include me cumming but the surity I have with YSL has me able to ask to cum again, even after the love making is over.
Here is a video of me masturbating for YSL... CLICK HERE

and 2 other videos of me masturbating on my own...

5. Mutual masturbation? Yay or Nay?

Yes please! YSL knows my body more than me these days I swear! plus when Ive cum my clit becomes so sensitive I struggle to masturbate it myself but YSL knows how to keep me cumming and let me enjoy the sweet torture of how sensitive I become.

As for masturbating YSL. I love holding his cock, feeling how hard he is for me, watching tears of precum seep from him and then to masturbate him to climax and cover my breasts or capture with my mouth his cum.

6. If you had an all-expense-paid trip to San Francisco to attend Masturbate-a-thon 2012 would you go and masturbate? Why or Why not?

Yes Id go but I cant gaurentee we would make it to the venue without being kidnapped at the airport and held captive for the week by Jack and Jill!

The Center for Sex & Culture

Sunday, May 27, 10am-midnight

Arrive by 9pm

$40 minimum self-sponsorship; or bring sponsorship form with pledges

All genders, all orientations welcome to explore self-pleasure in a supportive group environment. Check the next newsletter for more detail about this year’s Thon, and join us to Come for a Cause!

All donations and pledges support CSC’s operations and programs.

Bonus: Are you addicted to masturbating?

no, addicted to YSL perhaps :)


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Saturday 5 May 2012

Sinful Sunday - purple

Picture was taken last week, we had been to the club but not played, too many single guys. When we walked to the play rooms it had been like a sketch from Benny Hill as the guys chased us.

Both in the mood for a more intimate setting we headed back to YSL's. I took of my dress and waited for YSL to strip the rest of me a take me to be his.

Sinful Sunday

Wednesday 2 May 2012

HNT or TNH theme 'warmed'

A classic post warmed Yummy butt!

Go see who else is half naked and being naughty at the hangout


And check out my very exciting and naughty news!!


Tuesday 1 May 2012

I have a fantasy

I have a fantasy, something special thatsometimes if I'm wanting to slowly masturbate and daydream I think about. Thesedays in my mind YSL is always by my side. I shared the intimate details of itwith YSL as with many of my fantasies I love his interest in what arouses meand he always picks up on the little details and nuances that make thescenarios meaningful for example when I told him about my MMF fantasy heunderstood totally it wasn’t about just fucking with 2 men, he knew it wasabout being held in a caring way by one and made love to by the other, and he’snot about racing into things when the moment was right, the right other personwas there I got my fantasy without having to say another word.

The fantasy I shared quite some time ago was originallysparked from the masked ball/orgy from the film Eyes Wide Shut, the wholedecadence and anonymity added to the exclusivity and class of the whole thingmakes me ache with arousal. When I fantasise about it I'm wearing a mask and only a full length hooded velvet cape, YSL is dressed and wearing a mask. we observe others fucking and pleasuring each other, the women the central focus of every ones attention. YSL pushes me forward and removes my cape and the sea of hands reach out and touch me. I love the idea of not knowing the identities, just hands giving pleasure, each time it differs how but the anonymity remainssomething again Id fantasised about and adored the reality when YSL held me asa complete stranger in the dark room presented his cock for YSL to feed intome.

Now for those that don't know YSL like I do youshould be aware that a mere suggestion, like I did yesterday of "have youseen the BBW night is on at Le Chambre, it's a shame you’re not workingnear there" a few hours later a reply comes back from him and a bookingfor a luxury hotel for us both. He is very much a solutions  man; nothing stops an idea turning intoreality.

So back to my 'Eyes Wide Shut' fantasy....

When we were on our rampage up in Scotland lastmonth YSL showed me a website,’s an upmarket swingers club or libertines as they say in France, the placelooks like the set of Moulin Rouge from the pictures and for thosethat follow the link you will see they host ‘Eyes Wide Shut’ themed nightsamongst other delightful pleasures. 

This morning I woke to this message from YSL....

I nowfind myself free for the whole weekend in June starting from the Friday. As Ialways say, just because it is convenient for me, I never expect you to fall inline with my conveniences.............however, if you are available, andit has been priced up and looks good to me. How do you feel about a flight toCDG on Saturday, a night at Les Chandelles, fly from CDG to London on Mondaymorning, then get the train home on the Tuesday?

Yes I'm free! OMG! I have done NO work today due to looking on EdenFantasys to find somesuitable sexy lingerie and planning cover stories! They have yet to publish what is one that night theme wise but frankly I don't care! it looks like a swingers delight and one that I wish to share with YSL. I quite like the idea of this lace gown from there plus size lingerie selection, what do you think?