From one of my fav bloggers

He sent me this a few weeks ago, his blog was very hot if you like spanking and anal (as you know I do) He has awarded my blog twice for which I am grateful and flattered but none more so than what he wrote for me....


She is the most sensual, most sexciting woman that I have ever met, and I haven’t actually met her yet. We’ve only corresponded and exchanged photos. Every thought from her provokes me in a tangibly thrilling way. Every photo she shares engorges me and I ache with desire as I read her every word.

Now, in my trembling hand is an invitation to see her in the flesh, the very flesh that has filled all my dreams and fantasies. My knees shake, the paper shakes wafting its intoxicating odor to my nostrils. I can only hope that she carried the paper against her vulva day and night. This alone sends me to ecstasy undreamed of.



How can I answer this incitation? How can I dare face my dream in the flesh?

I am not worthy. I would bow before her, but I must not.

She’s the one to bow, to kneel, to grovel, to obey.

Hers is the need and desire most important.

I must take power over her and make her my own, if only just briefly.

She must remember it, the time of ultimate submission, shame, and humiliation.

Her devotion must be to me and me alone…..for that time alone.



She must remember the tears, the joy, the pain, the love expended in a fleeting moment …come and gone as an eye blinks, never to be repeated exactly that way again.



I must plan a plan worthy of a goddess supremely submissive

Counting on me and me alone

to make her juices flow unendingly,

to make her flesh quiver in rapturous ecstasy,

to open her holes to accept more than they’ve ever accepted before,

to pinch and squeeze and stretch her tenderness and dearness

harder, tighter and farther than limits should allow.



Yes, a plan……….one of ultimate possession.


Here is my plan.

She will have her orders and she must obey them.

Consequences would be severe indeed.

She must be ready and waiting.

Waiting for me, yes, me, her master in this moment, the one of all moments.



She will have arranged herself in this manner:..........


He watched her lying on the floor. Without instructions, she did not know what to do. She laid there trying to relax, waiting. She didn’t know if he was in the room or not. She put her right hand down between her legs and fingered herself. She just could not help it, it was too tempting. It was just too much of a habit. She had to do it all the time, all the time.



He approached quietly, watching her. She was wet, she was breathing hard, she was nearing…



He would not let it happen. He used his foot to push her hand away. She cried. He bent over and separated her legs, pushing them as far apart as they would go. He picked up the strap and straddled her abdomen. He raised the strap and brought it down hard on hr vulva. She jumped and cried out. He hit her again and again. She softened her voice to whimpers. Three more times the strap fell on her pussy. She squirmed, her buttocks clenched, her legs wanted to close.



He brought a bucked of ice cubes and knelt between her legs. He pushed an ice cube into her vagina. Then another one and another one followed until no more would fit. He pegged her lips closed with as many pegs as would fit on the whole length of labia. She shivered.



He took the ropes on her wrists and extended them to the legs of the bed and tied them securely. He raised her legs over her and tied the ropes from her ankles to the bed posts. He tied a rope around her both her legs at the knees. He made it taut, but did not force it. From the box of pegs that he had, he selected two that had hooks. These he clipped to her nipples. He twisted them and ran a rope from the hook to the line across her legs. He stretched her breasts as far up as they would go.



He started just above her elbow and clipped pegs on the bottom of her arm to her armpit and down her side to her waist. He did this on both sides. Then he started clipping pegs to her breasts. He formed two circles of pegs on each breast. He put more pegs on the backs of her thighs until he ran out of them.



He used his fingers to squeeze and raise a part of her ass and he put his mouth over this and bit her hard enough to make her gasp and to leave temporary teeth marks. He did this in several places.







Play time was ending. Time to get serious. He picked up the riding crop and struck the pegs, knocking them off. He just swung at random. There were enough on her and it was hard to miss one regardless where he struck. Any stubborn ones that remained required him to aim and to hit very hard. Eventually he got them all off, even the ones holding her labia together, letting the water from the melted ice cubes to spill down her abdomen.



He picked up the strap and used it on her now open vulva. He slapped it hard causing more water to spill from her vagina. He slapped it until she cried out loud and then he slapped it a few more time, just to hear her yell.



He jammed the handle of the strap into her asshole as far as he could force it.



He untied her ankles and let her legs fall to the floor. He untied her wrists and rolled her over onto her stomach. He pushed her legs wide apart and pulled the strap out of her rectum and used it to whip the insides of her thighs. Again, he kept it up until she yelled and begged him to stop.



He retrieved the stainless steel hook and reinserted it into her rectum. He used it to lift her into a standing position. He forced her to the foot of the bed and tied her ankles to opposite legs of the bed.



He tied her wrists behind her back and lifted them up as high as he could forcing her to bend over until her head was almost on the mattress. He hooked her wrists to a rope hanging from the ceiling.



He retrieved the strap again and beat her ass with it. This time he did not stop when she yelled and cried and begged him to stop. He hit her until he got tired. She became hoarse from yelling and crying and was finally silent.



He was quite hard now and stepped behind her. He put his cock at her ass hole and rammed it in. He went it to the hilt in one thrust. He grabbed her by the hood and pulled himself into her time after time after time.



He pulled out and got on the bed with his cock right under her head. He forced it into her mouth and holding onto the hood again he plunged her head down onto him until his cock rammed against the back of her throat. He did this until he felt like coming. He let himself go and filled her throat with his cum.



Now bored with her, he left.


(thank you BT xx)

Second night with the Farmer parts 1 and 2

I was meant to be slipping in the apartment and getting in his bed while he was showering but it had been a long day and I wanted a shower first. I texted him and he met me at the car as I parked it.

As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.

I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.

We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.

We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).

He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.

He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.

With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.

I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.

We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.

He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered

We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.

We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.

I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.

He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say louder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.

The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.

He asks me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.

I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he lent in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.

I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.

He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.

I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.

I beg to cum. NO

“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”

He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.

He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, I'm not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.

Im bent over the sofa, tied by a collar made from his belt to it, I can’t move as it tightens the collar and I have to present my ass to him... I’m shuddering and frightened of what will be next, I’m excited, exhilarated and aroused.

Pegs go on my nipples, I wasn’t expecting the sting to arrive there first. He squeezes them and pulls them making me moan load. His cock is slammed in my ass and he takes hold of me and fucks me hard.; I’m begging to be allowed to cum but denied.

He steps away and I hear him in my bag, I know he has gone to retrieve the paddle that I refused to pass him before he tied me. Gentle taps on my splayed pussy and ass began. It felt so good.

He drew his arm back and brought the paddle towards me I felt the air move and I braced myself, he stopped short and didn’t touch me. It hurt just as much as if he had. He repeats this, I know one of these times he will do it, I know one will come with a sting; it lands and sets my skin on fire where it contacted my pussy lips and ass are tingling and burning; I want more.

I feel something hard being pushed into my cunt, I’m guessing it was the wine bottle as the neck widened and opened me up, he fucked me hard with it taking me to the edge of cumming again then swapping holes and repeating the exercise.

He fucks me again taking handfuls of my hair and pounds me hard, sticking his fingers in my ass as he does so. Im shaking and trembling, needing to cum so badly and he knows it.

He unties the collar and takes hold of me, removing the blindfold as he moves in a teases me with his kisses. He leads me back into the bedroom and gently teases me, I don’t ask, I cum, he keeps playing with my clit and pushes me straight into another orgasm, now using his cock tip he wanks it hard against me making me cum and squirt, it was spraying up and showering both of us in a fine mist as he did it vigorously.
He dipped his cock in my cunt pulled me further onto him and came hard.

We lay and kissed and talked, he pulled me close knowing I needed the affection at that moment after the intensity of what had just happened, i have never experienced by tied and used like that before, it was everything I had hoped it would be and more. I think my boundaries and pushing back either further.

We enjoyed dinner together it felt so good being with him, I kind of feel like he must think I a silly little girl and not because he condescends me or anything like that, if anything he thinks so much of me, what I do and what I’ve achieved with my life so far, but because he seems so sorted and confident. Any way... back at the naughty stuff.

He says he is going to bed and I don’t know if it’s an invite or a suggestion that I leave; I grab a shower and wonder what to do, I don’t want to leave but certainly don’t want to out stay my welcome. I’m drying myself and he asks what I’m doing and join him in the bed. He cups my breast and holds me as he kisses me and squeezes my nipple, he has me aching for him to touch my sex within seconds. He doesn’t, he teases me even more than earlier, he pins me down gently but firmly and proceeds to touch my thighs and pussy lips but never enough for it feel satisfying. I’m moaning, begging and writhing, pushing my sex towards his hand hoping he will accidental touch me more.

He has me in such a state when he bolts up right, takes open my legs and smacks my pussy so hard while holding me by the throat. I wasn’t expecting it at all. I screamed; he then alternatively fucks both holes I start to cum.... he is such an amazing lover.

I’m in meeting him again on Monday and spending the whole night. We plan to explore a big fantasy of mine; it turned him on when I shared it with him and he plans to make it happen for me... watch this space

Dutch (part 6) The finale!

I woke up at 6am and slipped off to the shower and returned to by his side, snuggled into him and woke him with kisses. As he lay sleepy I place the blindfold on him and kissed him some more. He became hard instantly.


I placed the wrist restraints on him so his arms were trapped by his side. I sat back a moment knowing not touching him would feel more intense than touching him.

My tongue then darted over the tip of his beautiful cock tasting his excitement. I wouldn't give him any more though I wanted him to ache for me to touch him. I moved to his balls and licked and sucked them, my hand tracing between his thighs rubbing from his balls to his ass. He starts to moan and I stop. I step away. I kiss him then don't, hovering close so he knows I'm there.


I grab some ice from the bucket and make him shudder as I allow it to melt and drip onto him, tiny droplets over his body and tip of his cock of ice water.

I sit back and do nothing. His expression says it all; the wait for the next touch is making him ache.

I grabbed the lubricant and smothered his cock and balls in it. Again my hands disappear between his thighs this time pressing harder. I pour water from a glass over his cock slowly at first then more making his cock and balls so pliable as I wank him hard for a moment.

A naughty thought runs through my mind. I pick up the empty glass and place it on his cock, it was a good fit, and I wanted him to feel touched but frustrated by it not being enough. I placed lube around it and used the glass to slowly wank him, I was tempted to sit on it but unsure of want his reaction would have been.


I grabbed my vibrator and teased his body then placing it pressed against his ass, not enough to give any satisfaction but enough to make him want it.






I could tell by his movements and sounds he was so ready to cum, I took off the glass and deep throated him, I pulled of his blindfold just as he was about to cum and let him watch as he shot all over my face.


I untied him and returned to the pillow and held him; kissing his forehead as he lay in my arms.

We dozed for moments and woke kissing each other again, his hand slid towards my clit and he urged me to turn around to spoon. He slipped his thumb in my ass and a finger in my cunt and slowly massaged both holes. It didn't take long to have me cuming again, he took tight hold of me, I was in a head lock, his arm firmly around me, his legs held me so firm, I knew he was going to force me to keep cumming no matter what.

I came over and over, eventually his grip turned to an affectionate cuddle he kissed me so gently on my neck and back as I lay quivering in his arms. I was still aching for something deep inside me and asked him to push the vibrator deep in me. As he did he pushed his thigh between mine and I ground down on it until I came. We drifted off to sleep again in a tangled mess, the vibrator was still inside me, I woke up in the throes of another orgasm and he squeezed my breasts and nipples hard pushing me over the edge. I turned towards him and remounted his leg and he kissed me so passionately. He kept me on the edge a few moments then the most powerful orgasm came over me. I felt the wetness trickle out of me as I came, that moment in his arms was just perfect, I was an emotional wreck from cumming so much I just lay there in tatters but felt so safe and wanted by him at the moment I didn't care.

That was my last moment naked with him, my last orgasm. We had breakfast and left for the airport but at every moment and opportunity we touched or held each other.

At the airport he was such a gent, he got me in the business class queue with him and he was taking me to the lounge when a proper little jobs worthy spotted he was at the wrong departures gate and refuse him in. Our last few moments we had planned were now dashed. We had to say good bye in the crowds at the passport desks. He kissed me and held me how I needed it. I didn't want to part; I stepped back and ached for him, already missing him. He kissed me again and I joined the queue, as I disappeared into the crowd he stood by the barrier, I had to kiss him again. I'm sure everyone around us thought it was madness or romantic... it was both for me. I was trying not to show him that my eyes were filling up though, it had been so perfect, he was so perfectly mine for those few days and it was ending. He kept looking back at me as he hurried to his gate. Tears trailed down my face but I didn't care he was too far away to see and I couldn't stop them now I was alone. I was hoping he was missing me as much. I didn’t want to be alone in that as well.


This weekend was so special,whilst I know that our paths are different for now and that the weekend was a fantastic snapshot of what we can achieve with so many other possibiliteis to explore together. I hope that I get to do it again and soon, to see what other possibilities we have. Dutch is someone I now crave to be near and is someone that I think I could feel happy with on so many levels and the enjoyment is going to be reaching those levels together, I can only hope he feels the same way wherever and whenever we meet again which can not come soon enough.

Dutch (part 5) Lazy day and a filthy night

We ventured out after breakfast for coffee and bought some strawberries, it was so hot after an hour or so we headed back to the shelter of the air conditioned room. We spent the next few hours discussing sexual fantasies, viewing my favourite bloggers and discussing which I/we would like to fuck... top 3 are....

Playfully yours
Vixen
Hedon (pleasure principle)

We talked about things we had done and thing we wanted to do, it was so intimate, sharing such inner most thoughts.

I gave him a massage as his back was aching and my fingers wandered slowly over his lower back and towards his ass, going from being a remedy to hearing him moan gently as my fingers teased over his hole. I gently rubbed around from his ass to his balls, testing the water and seeing his reactions. I pressed a finger gently against his hole and he moaned more. Slowly I pushed in deeper, I was aware we hadnt discussed this and I waited for him to push against me to say yes. My finger tip reached his prostate and his breathing changed, I could tell I had the right spot and massaged him, moving slowly and deeply until I could tell he needed to cum. I turned him over and wanked him until he came over my face, cum was dripping off me.

He played with me while talking to me, telling me what was going to happen tonight, tell me exactly what I needed to do. He was going to fuck my throat then cum in it, dip the glass butt plug in the cum then push it hard in my ass, while fisting me.

I was cumming so much and so aroused and laid bare as a power tremendous orgasm came over me I came, he was encouraging me to let go, I did, we drifted off into an dreamy nap together. I woke before him and slipped off to shower, returned to bed fresh and blogged on my blackberry in his arms. When he woke he pushed inside my ass. When we went out for dinner my ass was full of his cum. As i left the bed though a naughty thought passed my mind, it grabbed the lube covered his foot and slid down it slowly until I reached his ankle. His flaccid abused cock showed me it approved immediately thickening again.

Dinner was full of laughter and intimacy... and very very hot thai food! we grabbed cocktails then and early night, well an early return to the room. I went to the bathroom and gave myself an enema, I want some serious anal play. I dressed in bright aqua and black lingerie and matching stockings. He was on the bed smiling when I returned.

He pinned me down and licked me, making me cum for him, coming up for air to feed me strawberries or seductively dribble the juice in my mouth before going back to eat more of me.


We kissed and held each other then he told me to lie with my head tilted back over the bed. He pushed into my throat and fucked it. When he neared cumming he straddled my face and came into my mouth, telling me to hold it, he grabbed the glass butt plug and dipped it in. The cum was dribbling out my mouth and covering it.

He turned me over and pushed the cum cover plug in my ass slowly at first then pushed it home firmly. His hand pushed immediately deep into my cunt. He took hold of the butt plug through the walls of my cunt and ass and moved slowly. I was cumming so hard and fast, he pulled my hair and moved in close.


He pulled the butt plug out and replaced it with his cock, fucking me hard in the ass until i felt him pulsed cum deep inside me again.

We lay together in a heap lazily touching each other. We shared more intimate thoughts but before dozing off again he brought me to another amazing orgasm so intense he kept touching me throwing me straight into another and another, I wept and begged him stop as I came again, not wanting it to end but hardly able to cope with it, he had me at my limit and pushed my through it

the Iron Curtain had well and truly fallen - Flash Fiction Friday

She sat across from her sub, they had been away for a long weekend to the capital, Moscow. She had promised him a journey he had experienced depravity.

Before boarding the train she whispered in his ear as she passed him a gift. Go put this on for me. After 4 days of being a tourist by day, and being teased and trained by Anna at night it was becoming too much to bare. Every inch of him ached and begged to climax. She had been so cruel at times and he had been grateful of the attention. He had adored her in every way and made her cum so much, he didn’t begrudged any of it, he loved Anna but he needed to have a release. He needed to show Anna he loved her in a different way than worship and submission.

It was the last day, he was finishing packing, wearing his gift still. He had only been allowed to remove it to bath and to receive a daily enema before it was put back on and locked. Anna stood up, the light reflected off the key she held in her hands as she walked towards him. He started to thicken and push against the metal of the chastity belt, he got harder with every step.


He closed his eyes as she unlocked it and allowed it to drop...the Iron Curtain had well and truly fallen.. his cock was rigid and angry looking. Anna lay back on the bed and invited him to take his reward.


This Post was inspired by a good blogger friend of mine. Thanks for letting me use the pictures... shame I dont get to use you my delicious treat x

Go read his blog and see inside the mind of a devoted sub with an independant mind. http://outsidevanilla.blogspot.com/

And such a great ass!!

Who else did Flash Fiction Friday? http://eroticflashfiction.blogspot.com/

What exactly is it about cocks that drive you wild? -NV

Its not the cock its the man it is attached too. The organ that excites me and makes me wet is the brain. I crave sexual intelligence more than a magnificent cock.

A great example is J, he was at the back of the queue when god gave out the big cocks. In the bed room he is amazing. He excites me so much he has me quivering without touching me.

BUT I do love a big cock on the right occasion*** subject to it being attached to the right man!

Too many young studs have the 'Ive got a big cock' syndrome. When used correctly... like Jack! Jack has the most amazing cock and he knows how to please a woman with and without it. The last occasion he refused to even get it out for the first part of the night.

And as for you my dear you seem (despite that large amount of water between) have both beautiful cock and sexual intelligence.

x

Ask me anything

stood up, abstaining and horny as hell now ive read this from the therapist!

The picnic never happened :-(

I got a call from him at the hospital on the morning, a family member took ill I shant discuss on here and we ended up speaking loads on the phone and texting while he waited news. He wants to meet up again soon but to spend some quality time, he flies back to Stockholme tomorrow so he has offered to fly me to Amsterdam, the worlds sex capital, to spend a weekend together giggling and getting naughty.

So ....I hadnt cum, I was saving myself for the picnic... I was so horny, I had the ben wa balls in, we were talking and I was touching myself but didnt allow myself to cum. I saw the therapist for a coffee and I didnt let him let me cum. I had a shower and took myself to the edge several times and as I was about to allow myself too the bathroom door flew open and a child ran in shouting mummy I got new stickers.... wow thats great!!!!!!!!

So Im climbing the walls but going to abstain until next week. BUT emails like this aint helping!!!!!!!

THE EMAIL
You arrive dressed in a white blouse black skirt heels and hold ups. Straight up stairs without a word and drop down your bags. You are blindfolded and your ear plugs are put in, you stand still waiting. you feel the blouse being undone and slipped off your shoulders then the skirt being unzipped and it falls to the floor you are led forward a few paces and step out of it. You are standing blindfolded with ear plugs in with only bra panties and heels on with some beautiful holds up showing off the beauty of your long legs. you feel vulnerable yet calm as you know you are going to enjoy what ever it is that is coming.

A hand traces its way around your body and stops at the top of your back and bends you over so you are at an angle of 45 degrees and you can feel your bra being unclasped and removed at the same time you then feel restraints being put on both your wrists and ankles and the hand retracing its way round your body until you suddenly feel a sharp sensation as your left nipples is enclosed in a vice like grip what it is you don't know but it feels wonderful and you shudder. Still at an angel and breathing heavily you feel something soft being wrapped around your head it seems to be engulfing your whole head but surprisingly you can still breathe properly once you have calmed down and realised there is no danger of suffocating, your senses are changes as your faint hearing and slight sensation of light are obliterated your only defence now is your heightened sense of touch and the goose bumps on your whole body seem alive.
As the final strips of what ever it is are placed around your neck you shudder as they are pulled tight then released but left there you imagine ready to be pulled on again at any time.
Your position is moved to the left and you can now feel your breasts being manipulated as if being strapped together but not the same, the feel of the silk rope binding them feels so good you remember this from a previous session and you can feel the damp between your legs increase as the sensations sweeping your body increase with the growing anticipation. the clamp or whatever it was is removed from your left nipple and the shock wave causes you to let out a cry but it is so muffled by what ever is covering your mouth, you gasp for air and again the sensation of suffocation returns but quickly subsides.

With your breasts feeling like they are tightly bound you stand up straight and are led to the bed end which you can feel against your legs you are made to bend over again and suddenly you are crying out in pain as your bottom cheeks are on fire you can not hear anything but sense a rush of wind against your skin then you feel the slap of what you imagine to be leather against your cheeks it feels so good. You can feel the gusset of your panties is now soaking as the juices pour from your excited and willing cunt, it longs to be touched and probed now, but nothing when will it come? as you so want to cum you know that one touch on your throbbing clit will send you over the edge but nothing you are shaking with wave after wave of sensations that seem so heightened your body feels like it is a raw nerve and yet you know there is so much more to come.

You feel yourself being moved onto the bed in a all fours position your arms apart and your legs apart and it is then that you feel for the first time that day your panties being moved to one side and your tender cunt lips being parted and you can feel warm breath on your clit , oh no here it cums the feeling of the tongue darting in and out against your clit and then the fingers probing your cunt are to much and you feel the first wave of orgasm sweep over you, have you gushed on their face will they mind will you be punished you wait and as if by answer the tongue is probing again only this time the shock returns to your nipples and you can then feel a finger probing your anal hole god how much do you want to feel it full up there today you have hoped but never dared think it would happen today but you know that all you want is a fist up your cunt and in your arse as you scream in silence to yet another orgasm. still on all fours you can now feel your breasts being pulled down hard as if trying to pull them off it feels so good and yet so wrong once again your arse cheeks are on fire and your neck seems to be getting tighter yes its that feeling again and as suddenly as you realise what it is it has stopped again and your rising panic subsides.

Only now do you get a chance to relax as you are moved onto your back, but just as quickly the relaxation feeling goes as your arms are wrenched upwards and spread apart as are your legs spread wide and tied in place before the last leg is tied you feel your soaking panties being taken off you can only imagine how wet they are and what he is going to do with them. What is to become of me now my body is on fire as i get a strange smell permeate my mask can it be the smell of burnt matches. Oh my God what is next your body arches in anticipation and your cunt is on fire with desire and is dripping juice all over the bed you can feel it running between your cheeks you are so wet and you know you have only just started the session. What is next...............
to be continued.


DAMN THAT IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!

Ben Wa balls..... mmmmmm

The delivery has arrived with my new toys from http://www.sexshop365.co.uk/!!I was so excited as soon as I got home headed straight to the toilet and unpacked the lelo luna beads. I didnt waste any time and stuffed them straight inside me and returned to my evening duties. I had finished work early to do the housework and I must add that the Ben Wa balls buried deep inside me made the house work fun!

I bought the beads for 4 reasons:-

1, Ability to crush a mans cock with vaginal muscles alone. Its great to be able to sit on top, not move an inch and milk him.

2, Having endured child birth twice I want the continued ability to laugh, sneeze and cough without accident!

3, As a fan of being fisted I don't want it to adversely effect how tight I feel

4. Just being damn naughty and feeling touched from within while doing the most mundane chores or work meetings.

So far fav things to do while wearing lelo luna beads:

1. Yoga

2. Ironing

3. Driving over speed bumps

4. Going downstairs

5. Running on the wii fit

6. And my super fav household chore is now the vacuuming!!

I was so aroused and as you can see from the picture I was soaking wet.


I haven't allowed myself to cum as yet and I'm saving myself for tomorrow afternoon. I have to add this is a tall order as I have just delivered a training course for 7 hours, walking around feeling them stir inside me. I so need to cum. And I'm off to dance class so that should be fun!

Seeing the sex therapist tomorrow... any suggestions on this treat for him???? other than a gag and lots of lube!

Sensory deprivation: What do you enjoy most about it or Why do you like it? What have you done in that type of play?

Sensory deprivation is such an intense experience and I must add I can only do it with a trusted lover as with any sort of bondage. Just having a blindfold on is amazing, not knowing where the next touch is coming or what it is, listening to every sound to get a clue.. the Velcro being pulled apart knowing the restraints are about to be applied, the soft humming of a vibrator as it is turned on and wondering where it will be placed. Feeling the warm breath of you lover as he hovers over you ready to kiss you but making you wait mmmmmmm. Every touch is magnified, you feel everything so much more. But take away your hearing as well. Not knowing what is to happen, you mind becomes a fertile and creative place. Tied up in that state anything could happen. Every touch is electric. The therapist is always amazed at my bodies reaction to every touch when in this state. The goose bumps, the erect hard nipples, the juices flowing from me.

Last night I met the therapist for a 'coffee' and he blindfolded me and put in the ear plugs. tied my wrists together with a belt and then teased me for an hour. It was so good, he used my speculum to open me up while he licked at my swollen clit then and fingered my ass. he moved away and the thing about sensory deprivation that not being touch is as intense as being touched. the next thing i felt was a sting on my left nipple as he clamped it, as I got my breath back he applied another then fisted my furiously until I gush all over the place.

Thanks for the question, now aching and wet sat at work. I'm alone and have 20 mins before next meeting... fresh batteries and a little porn now required x

Ask me anything

A week in review x

The new shoes seem to of caught the imagination and thanks for the posts and sexy emails x

17 orgasms 5 of which I gifted to myself

1 man kissed me

1 man tied me up and adored me (and gave me therapy)

1 man bought me chocolate because I had a bad day

2 men asked for my number just because

nobody fucked me.... my choice 2 people wanted to

4 people loved my OHNT pic
15 people loved my HNT offering

Strangest request:
actually the most annoying request was from an old friend to meet him and watch him wank???? why would i do that?

Favorite request:
An old friend, the filthy but wonderful gentlemen asked to meet me in Harvey Nichols for cocktails, booking my train ticket. He also sent a verification note for my profile....

Yummy is a deliciously decadent and extremely entertaining lady in public, and fabulously filthy fun in private. She's also imaginative, interesting and indefatigable, so if you're lucky enough to engage her attention, remember to take your vitamins and have lots of sleep before you meet her... You won't get any when you do!

this made me smile... mines a caphrini xx

Therapy session booked for later this week!!

Therapy session #1

I was having a tough few days with life and as ever my outlet is sex.

I went to talk to a friend, he’s a therapist so who better than to talk to about what was chewing me up. We arranged a time and he got the choccy biscuits in ready. He had also offered to take a pic of me in my new shoes.

We got talking and 2 coffees later we got around to the pictures he suggested we took the pics on the bed... excellent black 5” patent leather heels should be pictured on a bed. He suggested we used a few props, some rope and a paddle.... another excellent plan.

I was nervous as I had never been naked with him even though he had seen pics of me naked and I had discussed at length some of my sexual escapades. He gave me a hug, sensing my apprehension and kissed my neck, knowing it is what turns me on the most. I removed me dress and underwear and lay before him.

We kissed passionately as his hands gentle explored my body respect the boundaries and waiting for me to invite him each step. I rolled on my side and invited him to explore me further. He reach between my thighs and cupped my sex. Taking my clit in his fingers he began to tease me. As me wetness increased he fingers began to dig deeper, more fingers each time. Within minutes I was nearing orgasm and with the addition of his attention to my breasts it tipped me over.

I asked for him to tie my ankles together with the rope. He expertly bound my ankles and thighs with the Japanese silk ropes and started to tease my clit gently, not enough to give any relief. He disappeared a moment and returned with a belt and bound my wrists tightly and slipped on a blindfold. I was aflame, whilst he is a friend I have never trusted him like this, given myself to him. I felt an amount of threat but it only added to the sensation. He then placed a silk tie in my mouth and parted my pussy lips and brought it out the other side and pulled it tight. It was to be my only means of pleasure now.

He teased and tortured my nipple, I still don’t know what he used but it felt amazing. I lay there gritting my teeth knowing if I let go of the tie I would not come. I was moving myself slowly so the silk rubbed against my clit, it was so frustrating and perfect.

I came with such a shudder,he then fucked my mouth until I was given the taste of him, we kissed and he enjoyed the after taste on my tongue knowing Id swallowed him. He untied me and enjoyed the rewards of my wetness and he fisted me so deep until I shuddered again. Time was up I had to go, I hadn’t planned the therapy to be so deep and intense! And alas it means we didn’t get to take the pictures but it gives me a great excuse to go back again.

The sex party - part 2

We got back to the apartment and poured drinks for everyone. J sent me to change, I had a cute black see through baby doll and stockings to put on. he loved to see me in it. He stripped to his whities and led me to the lounge, lay me back on the sofa and parted my thighs. he gives such good oral.

Before long I was kissing Ann, a beautiful woman, in her late 40's. Se was blonde, amazing figure and delicious pert breasts. J stopped licking and Ann took his place. One of the other girls sat astride my face. It was so hard to concentrate on doing anything, Ann was so amazing with her tongue and fingers, she had me on the edge in minutes. She stopped and suggested us ladies head to the bedroom. Me and Ann 69'd while the other woman licked her from behind. J and G (ann's husband) joined us to watch. I have to add they had stopped at the kitchne on the way and made a pile of toast and tea, you would of been mistaken that the cricket was about to start!

I got ann on the edge and started to work my fingers inside her, she had been teasing me. Without saying anything we both new it was time to push each other over the edge. We both came so hard and squirted on each other. It was amazing. We then took the other woman lay her on the bed and made her centre of attention.

We took turns licking her and sucking at her breasts. The guys were so aroused by now and led us back into the main room where we discovered people fucking everywhere. It was amazing.

J knows I wont go with just anyone so he kept the rear guard so to speak. Ann asked if I would suck her husband. I obliged. It there was one thing I deserve a medal for in life its my oral skills. I do give good head. I also give good deep throat. Within seconds he was telling his wife to video me for later. J began pounding me as I sucked G. It was amazing feeling. Ive only done this once before but was too drunk to appreciate it fully then. This time I was so aroused by it. Knowing that the room was watching me, 16 men and women wanking or fucking while seeing me get it both ends. It truly was empowering. Believe it or not I have a low self esteem and I'd worried I'd be the fat ugly one nobody would want instead I had the pick. I came again and G shot his load on me. Ann took my hand and lead me to the shower.

We kissed and washed each other for ages. it was so intimate and delicate we then fell on the bed wet and wanked each other teasing each other until we couldnt hold back any more. It was 5am when Ann and her hubby left. Me and J continued to party until rudely stopped by a fire alarm and we had to run down stairs. You could see the staff must of know what we had been doing the way the looked. I think they had hoped more were still left at the party when they did the fire test.

so aroused

1st day of the sex drout, I'm aching to be touched by him. Nobody else does it the same, the way he holds me so tight, the way he makes me feel so small against his height.

We had talked about me enjoying a woman while we are apart and it's hanging in my mind and making me aroused again. He wanted to see me with a dominant woman who would fist both my holes and tease me on his behalf on camera. I don't think its something I want to do, I've enjoyed fem fem but always been left with the ache for a man.

Id love to surprise him though to flick the cam on and for him to be greated with the sight of me being fisted. His face was a picture and his cock was so hard the day he turned the cam on and I was fucking myself with my shoe!

Off to demonstrate ability as domestic goddess and mother of the year....

restrained and not allowed to cum

Got back from the office early especially to prepare myself for him. Needed to ensure I had enough time to shower, shave pussy smooth and lace myself into a corset put the stockings and heels on. I lay on the sofa ready for him, he text to say he was on his way so I slipped the blind fold on and cuffed myself. I thought i'd set the mood!

He got the message loud and clear, I heard his intake of breath as he saw me, I could feel his smile of approval then I felt the first spank land on my ass.

He discovered the bullet vibe I had between my lips as he trailed his fingers over my smoothness. He ordered me to go to the bedroom and told me I wasn't allowed to cum.... I felt the revenge about to start from teasing him so much last night.

He took the cuffs off for a moment and as he did I took the opportunity to touch myself, knowing I wouldn't be able to for hours, he grabbed my wrists and pinned them down, the restraints went on this time my hands were behind my back, I was helpless and vunerable.

I was so wet his fist went inside without any lube I needed to cum but knew I had to hold it for now, I'd have to earn it.

For the next 2 hours his actions contradicted his words, telling me I couldn't, mustn't and better not cum, but he was doing everything in his power to make me. He alternated from licking me till I was at the edge, fisting me then using the bullet on my clit. It was like I was wired to the mains. Each time I was at the edge I was begging him to be allowed to cum, then begging him to stop touching me when I was told I couldn't and if I did what the consiquences would be. Then all of a sudden, as he pushed 2 fingers in my ass I had no control it started, I came so hard, I gushed and squirted cum on his fist.

torn

Should I go with the plan to be asleep and let him wake me with him fisting me or should I wait in the underground garage with the coat on stockings and heels and surprise him?

Each have there merit... currently feeling the need to be taken not to take but who knows on sunday, I might get an urge to take him, he so wants me to over power him. Joys of us playing both side both want both. I want him to ruin me, abuse me and fill me but I also crave to tease him and make him beg for me to touch him.