Second night with the Farmer parts 1 and 2

I was meant to be slipping in the apartment and getting in his bed while he was showering but it had been a long day and I wanted a shower first. I texted him and he met me at the car as I parked it.

As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.

I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.

We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.

We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).

He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.

He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.

With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.

I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.

We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.

He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered

We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.

We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.

I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.

He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say louder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.

The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.

He asks me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.

I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he lent in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.

I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.

He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.

I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.

I beg to cum. NO

“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”

He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.

He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, I'm not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.

Im bent over the sofa, tied by a collar made from his belt to it, I can’t move as it tightens the collar and I have to present my ass to him... I’m shuddering and frightened of what will be next, I’m excited, exhilarated and aroused.

Pegs go on my nipples, I wasn’t expecting the sting to arrive there first. He squeezes them and pulls them making me moan load. His cock is slammed in my ass and he takes hold of me and fucks me hard.; I’m begging to be allowed to cum but denied.

He steps away and I hear him in my bag, I know he has gone to retrieve the paddle that I refused to pass him before he tied me. Gentle taps on my splayed pussy and ass began. It felt so good.

He drew his arm back and brought the paddle towards me I felt the air move and I braced myself, he stopped short and didn’t touch me. It hurt just as much as if he had. He repeats this, I know one of these times he will do it, I know one will come with a sting; it lands and sets my skin on fire where it contacted my pussy lips and ass are tingling and burning; I want more.

I feel something hard being pushed into my cunt, I’m guessing it was the wine bottle as the neck widened and opened me up, he fucked me hard with it taking me to the edge of cumming again then swapping holes and repeating the exercise.

He fucks me again taking handfuls of my hair and pounds me hard, sticking his fingers in my ass as he does so. Im shaking and trembling, needing to cum so badly and he knows it.

He unties the collar and takes hold of me, removing the blindfold as he moves in a teases me with his kisses. He leads me back into the bedroom and gently teases me, I don’t ask, I cum, he keeps playing with my clit and pushes me straight into another orgasm, now using his cock tip he wanks it hard against me making me cum and squirt, it was spraying up and showering both of us in a fine mist as he did it vigorously.
He dipped his cock in my cunt pulled me further onto him and came hard.

We lay and kissed and talked, he pulled me close knowing I needed the affection at that moment after the intensity of what had just happened, i have never experienced by tied and used like that before, it was everything I had hoped it would be and more. I think my boundaries and pushing back either further.

We enjoyed dinner together it felt so good being with him, I kind of feel like he must think I a silly little girl and not because he condescends me or anything like that, if anything he thinks so much of me, what I do and what I’ve achieved with my life so far, but because he seems so sorted and confident. Any way... back at the naughty stuff.

He says he is going to bed and I don’t know if it’s an invite or a suggestion that I leave; I grab a shower and wonder what to do, I don’t want to leave but certainly don’t want to out stay my welcome. I’m drying myself and he asks what I’m doing and join him in the bed. He cups my breast and holds me as he kisses me and squeezes my nipple, he has me aching for him to touch my sex within seconds. He doesn’t, he teases me even more than earlier, he pins me down gently but firmly and proceeds to touch my thighs and pussy lips but never enough for it feel satisfying. I’m moaning, begging and writhing, pushing my sex towards his hand hoping he will accidental touch me more.

He has me in such a state when he bolts up right, takes open my legs and smacks my pussy so hard while holding me by the throat. I wasn’t expecting it at all. I screamed; he then alternatively fucks both holes I start to cum.... he is such an amazing lover.

I’m in meeting him again on Monday and spending the whole night. We plan to explore a big fantasy of mine; it turned him on when I shared it with him and he plans to make it happen for me... watch this space

The 2nd night with the farmer

I was meant to be slipping in the apartment and getting in his bed while he was showering but it had been a long day and I wanted a shower first. I texted him and he met me at the car as I parked it.

As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.

I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.

We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.

We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).

He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.

He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.

With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.

I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.

We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.

He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered

We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.

We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.

I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.

He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say lounder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.

The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.

He askes me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.

I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he leant in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.

I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.

He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.

I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.

I beg to cum. NO

“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”

He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.

He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, im not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.

Part 2 tomorrow

My desert island sex toy - what's yours??

those that follow the blog will know I have a special place in my heart for my bullet vibrator, I never go anywhere without it.

It lives in my handbag and shares a little channel pouch with spare batteries, my clit clamp and a small collection of headache tablets. Everything I need for lifes little emergencies!

ANYWAY my bullet died.... RIP, god bless it! it is due a medal of honour for valiant services to man (and woman) kind. It worked long hours in damp conditions, often in cramped coniditons and often with a coworker that require additional on site support to get the work done. All this for very little in return.

So with the holiday looming and very little time to shop the guys at www.sexshop365.co.uk sent me a treat!

The next day the post arrived at work and I excitedly opened my package, the girls in office laughing and saying it must be a sex toy as Im never that interested in the post otherwise.

Within 10 minutes I went to the bathroom and checked that the goods where in full working order. I slipped it in along side my clit, my lips holding it in place and replaced my panties. I went to the kitchen to make a coffee, before the kettle had boiled I was bubbling over. I came holding onto the fridge door while looking for the milk.

Me being me thought I would return to my desk with the bullet in place, now confident that the noise of it was undectable and I came another 2 times before my clit became too sensitive to sit still and unnoticed.

My top moments/things to do including my bullet are:

1) Doing mundane household tasks like ironing or hoovering, making myself wait until ive done all my tasks before alowing myself to cum, also love doing this with my Luna Benwa Balls in

2) I used to love it when HE would slip it in between my lips and tell me not to cum, sometimes he would even peg my lips togther or bind my thighs with ribbons

3) like above HE used to use it on my clit when I was tied up and it had gone so sensitive, it was such sweet torture

4) I used to love slipping it in and letting HIM discover it there

5) It has saved some moments when my partner isnt working the magic and needs a little help in pushing me over the edge

6)Doing the shopping, i came so many times the last time I did this, the added arousal of using it in public, people all around and not knowing im cumming as I lean in the dairy fridge.

7) teasing my partners cock and ass, just gently caressing him with it while my mouth and tongure go to work, it makes a good blow job amazing



Girls
In short I hate to be without it, for those that havent got one yet its a must!!

Guys
and for you guys listen up... the first time I experienced one was when my partner arrived with it and it was such a delight to see he was equiped to pleasure me. It spoke volumes for how commited to my pleasure.

This is mine http://www.sexshop365.co.uk/catalog/top-sex-toy-brands-242/rocks-off-550/mini-vibrator-ammunition-for-love-purple-10626.html

Whats your desert island sex toy???

Therapy session 5 - pre holiday

Prior to going away I popped to see the therapist, I needed some stress relief. As ever we took some pics and I thought this time Id let the pictures do most of the talking.

He was pleased to see my sexy underwear he looked at me approvingly and kissed me as his hands explored me. He took charge straight away and slipped on the blindfold, he took some pictures and he proceeded to tie me up.

Once I was securely tied to the bed, blindfolded and had ear plugs in, he teased me using his mouth, fingers, other items I didnt even know what they were but the felt great against my body. Then the first sting came, a peg on my nipple, then another, the another...



I felt an unusual and intense feeling on my other nipple at the time I couldnt work out what it was, the nipple suction cups really to feel like someone is sucking you so hard and consistantly. I was getting so wet and at this stage and he hadnt even touched my pussy he was enjoying teasing me, making me wait.



I then felt his warm tongue against my lips and he went to town and licked me until I came over him I was bucking and grinding on his face as I came.

He then gently spanked my soaking wet pussy a few times and he stepped back and teased me again for a while.

Then another sting, this time my pussy lips. It felt so intense almost too painful but everything I wanted as well. I needed to feel it.



I was at my upper limited but knew I was in safe hands and relaxed and enjoyed the ride, he held my engorged clit in his fingers and I knew what was going to happen, he waited knowing the anticipation would be almost more than the act its self.



He pegged it and then licked the tip of my clit that was exposed until I came. It felt amazing. He then removed the pegs and forced his hand deep inside my dripping wet cunt and fisted me until an squirted over him, he lapped it up and made me cum more.


It was an amazing session as ever.

Dutch (part 6) The finale!

I woke up at 6am and slipped off to the shower and returned to by his side, snuggled into him and woke him with kisses. As he lay sleepy I place the blindfold on him and kissed him some more. He became hard instantly.


I placed the wrist restraints on him so his arms were trapped by his side. I sat back a moment knowing not touching him would feel more intense than touching him.

My tongue then darted over the tip of his beautiful cock tasting his excitement. I wouldn't give him any more though I wanted him to ache for me to touch him. I moved to his balls and licked and sucked them, my hand tracing between his thighs rubbing from his balls to his ass. He starts to moan and I stop. I step away. I kiss him then don't, hovering close so he knows I'm there.


I grab some ice from the bucket and make him shudder as I allow it to melt and drip onto him, tiny droplets over his body and tip of his cock of ice water.

I sit back and do nothing. His expression says it all; the wait for the next touch is making him ache.

I grabbed the lubricant and smothered his cock and balls in it. Again my hands disappear between his thighs this time pressing harder. I pour water from a glass over his cock slowly at first then more making his cock and balls so pliable as I wank him hard for a moment.

A naughty thought runs through my mind. I pick up the empty glass and place it on his cock, it was a good fit, and I wanted him to feel touched but frustrated by it not being enough. I placed lube around it and used the glass to slowly wank him, I was tempted to sit on it but unsure of want his reaction would have been.


I grabbed my vibrator and teased his body then placing it pressed against his ass, not enough to give any satisfaction but enough to make him want it.






I could tell by his movements and sounds he was so ready to cum, I took off the glass and deep throated him, I pulled of his blindfold just as he was about to cum and let him watch as he shot all over my face.


I untied him and returned to the pillow and held him; kissing his forehead as he lay in my arms.

We dozed for moments and woke kissing each other again, his hand slid towards my clit and he urged me to turn around to spoon. He slipped his thumb in my ass and a finger in my cunt and slowly massaged both holes. It didn't take long to have me cuming again, he took tight hold of me, I was in a head lock, his arm firmly around me, his legs held me so firm, I knew he was going to force me to keep cumming no matter what.

I came over and over, eventually his grip turned to an affectionate cuddle he kissed me so gently on my neck and back as I lay quivering in his arms. I was still aching for something deep inside me and asked him to push the vibrator deep in me. As he did he pushed his thigh between mine and I ground down on it until I came. We drifted off to sleep again in a tangled mess, the vibrator was still inside me, I woke up in the throes of another orgasm and he squeezed my breasts and nipples hard pushing me over the edge. I turned towards him and remounted his leg and he kissed me so passionately. He kept me on the edge a few moments then the most powerful orgasm came over me. I felt the wetness trickle out of me as I came, that moment in his arms was just perfect, I was an emotional wreck from cumming so much I just lay there in tatters but felt so safe and wanted by him at the moment I didn't care.

That was my last moment naked with him, my last orgasm. We had breakfast and left for the airport but at every moment and opportunity we touched or held each other.

At the airport he was such a gent, he got me in the business class queue with him and he was taking me to the lounge when a proper little jobs worthy spotted he was at the wrong departures gate and refuse him in. Our last few moments we had planned were now dashed. We had to say good bye in the crowds at the passport desks. He kissed me and held me how I needed it. I didn't want to part; I stepped back and ached for him, already missing him. He kissed me again and I joined the queue, as I disappeared into the crowd he stood by the barrier, I had to kiss him again. I'm sure everyone around us thought it was madness or romantic... it was both for me. I was trying not to show him that my eyes were filling up though, it had been so perfect, he was so perfectly mine for those few days and it was ending. He kept looking back at me as he hurried to his gate. Tears trailed down my face but I didn't care he was too far away to see and I couldn't stop them now I was alone. I was hoping he was missing me as much. I didn’t want to be alone in that as well.


This weekend was so special,whilst I know that our paths are different for now and that the weekend was a fantastic snapshot of what we can achieve with so many other possibiliteis to explore together. I hope that I get to do it again and soon, to see what other possibilities we have. Dutch is someone I now crave to be near and is someone that I think I could feel happy with on so many levels and the enjoyment is going to be reaching those levels together, I can only hope he feels the same way wherever and whenever we meet again which can not come soon enough.

Dutch (part 5) Lazy day and a filthy night

We ventured out after breakfast for coffee and bought some strawberries, it was so hot after an hour or so we headed back to the shelter of the air conditioned room. We spent the next few hours discussing sexual fantasies, viewing my favourite bloggers and discussing which I/we would like to fuck... top 3 are....

Playfully yours
Vixen
Hedon (pleasure principle)

We talked about things we had done and thing we wanted to do, it was so intimate, sharing such inner most thoughts.

I gave him a massage as his back was aching and my fingers wandered slowly over his lower back and towards his ass, going from being a remedy to hearing him moan gently as my fingers teased over his hole. I gently rubbed around from his ass to his balls, testing the water and seeing his reactions. I pressed a finger gently against his hole and he moaned more. Slowly I pushed in deeper, I was aware we hadnt discussed this and I waited for him to push against me to say yes. My finger tip reached his prostate and his breathing changed, I could tell I had the right spot and massaged him, moving slowly and deeply until I could tell he needed to cum. I turned him over and wanked him until he came over my face, cum was dripping off me.

He played with me while talking to me, telling me what was going to happen tonight, tell me exactly what I needed to do. He was going to fuck my throat then cum in it, dip the glass butt plug in the cum then push it hard in my ass, while fisting me.

I was cumming so much and so aroused and laid bare as a power tremendous orgasm came over me I came, he was encouraging me to let go, I did, we drifted off into an dreamy nap together. I woke before him and slipped off to shower, returned to bed fresh and blogged on my blackberry in his arms. When he woke he pushed inside my ass. When we went out for dinner my ass was full of his cum. As i left the bed though a naughty thought passed my mind, it grabbed the lube covered his foot and slid down it slowly until I reached his ankle. His flaccid abused cock showed me it approved immediately thickening again.

Dinner was full of laughter and intimacy... and very very hot thai food! we grabbed cocktails then and early night, well an early return to the room. I went to the bathroom and gave myself an enema, I want some serious anal play. I dressed in bright aqua and black lingerie and matching stockings. He was on the bed smiling when I returned.

He pinned me down and licked me, making me cum for him, coming up for air to feed me strawberries or seductively dribble the juice in my mouth before going back to eat more of me.


We kissed and held each other then he told me to lie with my head tilted back over the bed. He pushed into my throat and fucked it. When he neared cumming he straddled my face and came into my mouth, telling me to hold it, he grabbed the glass butt plug and dipped it in. The cum was dribbling out my mouth and covering it.

He turned me over and pushed the cum cover plug in my ass slowly at first then pushed it home firmly. His hand pushed immediately deep into my cunt. He took hold of the butt plug through the walls of my cunt and ass and moved slowly. I was cumming so hard and fast, he pulled my hair and moved in close.


He pulled the butt plug out and replaced it with his cock, fucking me hard in the ass until i felt him pulsed cum deep inside me again.

We lay together in a heap lazily touching each other. We shared more intimate thoughts but before dozing off again he brought me to another amazing orgasm so intense he kept touching me throwing me straight into another and another, I wept and begged him stop as I came again, not wanting it to end but hardly able to cope with it, he had me at my limit and pushed my through it

Dutch (part 4) fisting and cumming so much

We lay there together, talking and kissing, he held my breasts firmly and squeezed my nipples as we spoke, now and then taking my breath away. I covered his hand in lube, signally clearly that I wanted him to fist me. I lay on my back, close to him, we kissed as he pushed inside me. He filled me, I felt so totally his, his hand moving deep inside me against my gspot.

He rotated his hand as it moved slowly in and out, grazing my gspot eat time. After a few minute of him fisting me and kissing me so passionately I began to build to an orgasm. he verbally encouraged me, telling me to cum for him, to let go. I came so hard, gripping his hand with my contracting cunt muscles, soaking his hand in my juices, it felt magnificent.



He turned me on so much. he was hard again and I took in in my mouth and took him to orgasm, he came so hard as he shot his load it went in my throat and into my nasal passage. It was shocking but so tremendous to have him shoot his load so intensely.



We dozed back off again in each other arms, spooning. We woke kissing, still perfectly entwined his hand disappeared between my thighs and forced me to cum again and again for him, he had me thrashing about on the bed, soaking and shuddering for hours. His strength when he had hold of me was immense, I could not struggle free, I didn't want to but I loved that I could try and resist and be trapped in his hold.

We played with some of the toys I had brought, he was taken with the pegs I tried pegging his but it was too much for him but he pegged my nipples and then around my breast. He had taken my to orgasm from just breasts play the day before, teasing me and pushing me to my limits, the pegs felt so intense after the attention the nipples had been receiving.





I was so aroused when he removed them and he lay upon me teasing me with his cock, allowing the tip to graze my clit, nudge at my hole but not enter me, as I moved my hips to meet his cock he pulled back. I was begging him to fuck me, begging him to penetrate me. He did, he pushed inside me making me gasp as my body was so grateful for it after all the teasing.

A fantasy of mine

I got talking with a blog friend and we got to the subject of MFF vs MMF 3somes. We seem to share similar views. I have never done the MMF, I have held it too precious, I have a specific fantasy and I don't want to sell it short. I nearly did it last August with J and Jack but alas the gods where against us and it never happened. It also nearly happened with J and HIM but in hindsight Im pleased it never did as HE couldnt deal with sharing me>

I wrote the fantasy in an email to her and thought I would share

THE FANTASY
I have 2 lovers that I care for/love, they are aware of each other, I am with one of them, blindfolded and being teased, I'm unaware that my lovers have spoken and arranged a treat for me.

I suddenly feel an extra pair of hands, I'm confused and excited, a kiss falls upon me that I recognise and realise that I am with both my men. Both lie next to me, their hands exploring me, their mouths tasting me.

They take my breath away, adoring me and penetrating me. Holding me open for each other.

I'm affectionately abuse by them both and devoured totally by them all night. Eventually we fall asleep tangled together and I'm woken intermittently by them making love to me.

I got so aroused after writing that and she arouses me anyway when I read her blog, I had to gift myself an orgasm. In my mind she joined us, she adored me and I adored her. I shan't name which sexy blogger but perhaps she will reveal herself??

Thanks honey I enjoyed sharing that wih you x

Therapy session #3

I turned up a few minutes late and greeted by my therapist, we chatted briefly over coffee about my week and decided to talk while taking pictures. This weeks HNT has a theme as its 5 tomorrow. We needed to replicate my first submission, mine was only a few months ago but it was fun redoing the picture. I lay on the bed, still partially clothed as he took the pictures. I was getting aroused as he positioned me and took the shots.

When he finished he joined me on the bed and kissed me, trailing his fingers over me. Suddenly he got up and told me to undress. I took everything off except my panties and heels and returned to the bed. He placed the blind fold on and put ear plugs in. Until you have experienced this you will never understand the power of sensory deprivation. Suddenly every touch is amplified. I cant hear him move around the room. Each touch is like static electricity to me. I dont know what he is going to do. Something soft is trailed over me then a sharp sting on my mound. it was the paddle. it trailed over me again so gently but i was waiting for the next sting. He teased me with his breath over me, knowing i wanted kisses.

I was aching for his hands between my thighs, he knew and pleased me. He massaged my clit until I came, the first of many.

He moved away, his next touch was his hands holding my ankle, the silk rope felt so wonderful as he kissed and nibbled at my ankles while tying me. He hogtied me ensure I was able to part my thighs enough for him to access me.



He slipped his fingers inside me, opening me up, pushing harder each time. I was so wet his hand entered my forming a fist inside. fingers were pressing against my g spot and when in a few minutes i started cuming. As the juices flowed out of me his other fingers rubbed my clit. I seemed to be in a constant state of cuming.

He stopped a moment and a light sting on my bottom was enjoyed and again... gentle spanking me. a sharp sting on my nipples came a shock as a peg was attached, then pegs were placed on my pussy lips, 4 i think, I was dizzy not knowing where he was and what was coming next. He pushed open my legs and held my clit in his mouth, sucking it and licking it, making it swell and throb, then came another peg right on my clit. It took my breath away, it felt like my body was plug into the mains. he untied my ankles and removed the peg and began licking me to another peak.


This time his fingers were exploring both holes. i felt some cold enter me, then ebb away, my body heat took it quickly. he then stepped away not knowing where he was. The next touch was him opening my mouth and stuffing his cock in. I was hungry for and sucked hard. he held my head and fucked my mouth until i could take no more. I lay back on the bed catching my breath, the mystery of what had been cold was then solved... today's chocolate, half melted and covered in my cum, he smeared the melted remains over my face and then kissed me.

His hands parted my thighs again and explored both holes each time pushing more in and deeper. He licked at my clit and distracted me from his hands forcing their way into me. I began to cum again this time so hard, i was writhing in ecstasy as he pushed both hands inside finally. I was so full. I kept cuming, my hole body was shaking and trembling.

He removed himself and stepped away. I was then on all fours with him fisting my cunt so hard and deep, I was gushing down my legs as he filled me.

I collapsed onto the bed in a quivering mess..my next touch was to be his cum jetted over my face.

He untied me and held me as lay trembling still. He took me to the shower and held me as he washed me, telling it had been the most intense and wonderful sex session he had ever enjoyed.

We sat sipping coffee for a while after reviewing the pictures, talking of the next time, discussing a fantasy of mine and agreeing that we shall continue without penetration.

limits R-Z ....the last one

Ive started to appraise the limits list I posted a week past Monday. There are loads so I'm doing them in batches. Some I need help with explaining what the hell they are lol!

Ive had so many messages I've added a page to my blog for you guys to send in your top do's and defo wont's. let me know what you think?

Riding crops - got one in the car for emgancies!
Riding the "horse" (crotch tort) - dont understand but sounds good, need to know more
Rituals - i like to read erotica about this kind of stuff so i think Id like a bit of role play on it
Religious scenes - see above
Restrictive rules on behavior - depends, very subjective
Rubber/latex clothing - yep, big girls sizes though please
Rope body harness - mmm i love the sight of the rope bondage it can look soooo sexy
Saran wrap - i think this is like the mummyfication stuff??? if so see comments for that
Scarification - dont know what it is?
Scratching - getting - yes
Scratching - giving - yes
Sensory deprivation - love it, makes everything feel soo good.
Serving nope
Serving as art - nope
Serving as ashtray - nope
Serving as furniture - nope
Serving as a maid - nope
Serving as a toilet (urine) peeing in my ass only wouldnt drink it
Serving as a toilet (feces) eeeewww nope
Serving as waitress/waiter nope
Serving orally (sexual) yes
Serving other Doms (supervised) nope
Serving other Doms (unsupervised) nope
Sexual deprivation (short term) see marriage
Sexual deprivation (long term) see marriage
Shaving (body hair) daily
Having (head hair) nope
Skinny dipping - can be fun
Sleep deprivation - who wants to sleep when in bed with a sexy partner?
Sleep sacks - que?
Slutty clothing (private) - daily
Slutty clothing (public) - daily
Spandex clothing - for gym only!
Spanking - yes please
Speech restrictions (when/what) - nope
Speculums (anal) - god yes
Speculums (vaginal) - absoloutly!
Spitting - depends
Spreader bars - ooooh yes, only tried it the once and loved it
Standing in corner - never going to happen
Stocks - que?
Straight jackets hmmm that could be lots of fun
Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) dont see the pleasure?
Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) yep
Strap-on-dildos (wearing) yep
Strapping (full body beating) nope
Suspension (upright) nope
Suspension (inverted) nope
Supplying new partners for Dom - nope
Swallowing feces - nope
Swallowing semen - yes
Swallowing urine - nope
Swapping (with one other couple) yes
Swinging (multiple couples) - yes
Tampon training (in ass) - que?
Tattooing - nope
Teasing - love it, make me beg
TENS unit (electrical toy) - love to try
Thumb cuffs (metal) - yes
Tickling - no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Triple Penetration - yes Id love to
Urethral Sounds (metal rods) - like to try
Uniforms - maybe depends
Vaginal dildo - owner of over 10
Verbal humiliation - see marriage
Vibrator on genitals - well i dont want them on my knee do I???
Violet wand (electrical toy) - love to try it
Voyeurism (watching others) - yes, love to watch an orgy
Voyeurism (your Dom w/others) - nope
Video (watching others) - yes
Video (recordings of you) - no!
Water torture - dont know enough about it to comment
Waxing (hair removal) - monthly and it hurts!
Wearing symbolic jewelry - does my toe ring count?
Weight gain (forced) - daily, cadburys force me to!
Weight loss (forced) - maybe this is the relationship i need, a date with weightwatchers!!
Whipping - yes just no marks please
Wooden paddles - mmmm love the sound they make
Wrestling - yes please

Last night!

yet another night of pushing the boundaries and so many precious pictures to treasure of our night of filth.

Within minutes of him walking through the door he was inside me. whispering in my ear what he was going to do to me tonight. His hand let go of my breast and plunged deep inside me as he demanded I cum for him. I was a good girl, I came so hard for him.

I reached for the stockings I'd bought for him for the night, a rather fetching pair of fishnets and put them on him, he wanked for me as I put them on. I dressed for him, adorning my favorite transperazi stockings and vintage underwear. As I prepared dinner he pushed me over the kitched bench and fucked my while he wore my 4" boots, granted though he needed then to reach me as I had on such high heels let alone the pleasure of wearing my shoes.

We ate dinner and drank wine, talking about the achievements of the week and as he prepared pudding I lay back on the sofa and played for him.

He prepared the coffee table for me and I lay back on it, he was sat in front of me admiring the view as my legs were forced apart by his legs. He swiftly took the bag of pegs I had bought at the shops, thinking we would only grab a couple out the pack but he was on a mission, all 50 pegs to be applied to my lips! he managed to attach them all as I lay back revelling in the erotic pleasure and pain of it. He had saved 3 to apply to my clit hood and inner lips. The last peg on my clit was enough to make me cum instantly. My hole body became so sensitive at that very moment, it was like electricity was being pushed through me.

After unpegging me he pushed his size 10 foot deep inside me, I was so wet and after a little encouragement I managed to take it deep. He fucked me with it until I came on his toes.... mmmmmmmmmmmm.

He turned me over and proceeded to work his cum covered foot into my ass. As it passed inside it trigger such a strong orgasm I gush everywhere.

As got up to get a drink... a girls got to replace fluids wet getting this wet!! he took hold of me and kissed me so passionately it made me melt, next thing I knew I was bent over the table and he was working his fist into my ass. He made me squirt another 3 times, my cum was all over the floor and running down my legs. My legs gave way as I was cuming so hard.

He led my to the shower, undressed me and held me as he washed me down. I do so love the care and attention post such intense sex. He dried me and took me to bed, BUT.... then took the panties he had been wearing (I'd made him hehe) and pushed them inside me, fucked me on top of them and told me I had to leave them in all night. This morning I was woken by him retrieving them. He pulled them out and the gagged me with them, plunged his cock inside me while holding my throat, telling me he was going to fill both holes whether I like it or not... (like it! I love it!!)

He made me cum over and over, talking dirty to me, and telling me how much he wants and needs me, filling me so full of him.... heaven x

He has gone home now and I'm back to being mum, wife and boss... 300 miles and 3 weeks apart.

2 more firsts !

wow and double wow, what a night.. and early morning. Sat here aching, tender and soaking wet.

I came so much this morning I feinted when I got out of bed. I think all the blood ahd gone to my engorged cliterous!

He messaged me to say he was 5 mins away and to be naked in bed waiting for him, that was no challenge! I slipped the bullet between my lips to ensure I was soaking for him. He appeared at the bedroom door naked and lent over me and kissed me, holding my throat with affection and intention. he turned me over and slipped straight inside me and then pulled me hair so I pushed back onto him.

He was fucking me vigorously and rubbing my clit, as I neared cuming he stopped, he told me I wasn't allowed until he said so and he removed the bullet turned it down onto a low setting and replaced it. It was like torture, it wasn't enough to make me cum, but enough to keep me bubbling on the edge.

He then removed his hard cock from inside me and said he was going to wank instead, make me ache for it. he held my legs apart ensuring I could feel him wanking, his cock and hand striking my entrance with every stroke. he spanked me gently and I was begging for him to enter me, he gave me what I wanted... except he didn't stop wanking. He forced his hand inside me while still holding and wanking his cock. Within a few minutes I couldn't hold back cuming anymore and I gushed over his hand, in turn triggering him cuming deep inside. It felt amazing.

He took his cum covered hand and slipped 2 fingers straight into my ass and started to work it open, 3, then 4 fingers stretching me wide. He then pushed his cock deep in my ass and held me by my breast and throat... so gently but enough to set my mind racing with heady thoughts.

He replaced his fingers with a peg on my nipple and rubbed my clit, whispering I had to cum on demand. As I neared cuming he stopped rubbing me but then started to count back from 3. I had 3 seconds to cum! It was impossible, but he knows that and loves to see me frantically try to achieve the impossible. As he got to 1 he grabbed my wrist and took my hand away telling me I had failed and will have to wait. He repeated this, ensuring a failed and delivering a few spanks each time I did. I was so aroused, my juices where running down my thighs as he was fucking my ass.

He then told me to cum, I knew this meant he was near also. He released my hand so I could rub myself and he pushed his fingers in my cunt as he filled my ass. Feeling his warmth fill me set me off into the most intense orgasm that left me trembling.

We fell asleep entwined and at 4.30 this morning i was woken from a deep sleep, his hand was already inside me. I hadn't opened my eyes when the blindfold went on and my wrists were bound together with ribbon. Next my feet and ankles bound and then my thighs. I was at his mercy.

The glass dildo was still cold as it was forced into my ass and a dildo in my cunt. pegs attached to my nipples and a vibe on my clit. I could hear him going through the draw, I realised he was looking for stockings and heard him slip them on and then heard him buckling a pair of my heels on himself. He slipped a pair on me and told me shortly the shoe was going to be forced deep inside me, until then I wasn't allowed to cum. He lay next to me wanking and delivering smacks with a paddle on my ass, ensuring that the toys were inside as deep as they could go.

He teased me and tortured me so lovingly, it was amazing. I was begging for release, I needed to cum so badly. When I could take no more he untied my legs and pushed them open, a shoe was removed from my foot and immediately it was being pushed inside me. It slipped in with a little help from him. I managed to take it deep, he then proceeded to fuck me through the open toe of it. It was amazing feeling so held open and full of him. I came almost instantly it was just so amazingly kinky! He kissed me hard and deep as I came, taking my breath away.

He then led me into the bathroom and lay me in the tub. He push the shoe back inside and told me I had to pee... I realised why, I would pee into myself! the shoe would capture it and divert it all deep into me. Eventually i managed to pee and the site of it sent another jet of cum out of him over me. It felt so naughty, feeling the warmth of myself enter me. He then removed the shoe and replaced it with the shower head and filled me with cool water and rubbing my clit. We returned to the bedroom and he lovingly held me and told me to cum one more time for him.... well ended up being another 4 times as he fingered my pee hole and wanked inside my cunt again leaving me full of him as he went to work.

1 more night left! god knows what we will get up to!!!

Can't sleep too aroused and he is now fast asleep. I'm not the best sleeper in the world but lay next to my lover, naked, skin to skin, his hardness resting against me is never going to help.

I got to the apartment at 3ish, I didn't have long to prepare for him he called to say he was going to be early. I ran round getting ready opening wine applying lipstick and adoring the underwear, I was wearing black stockings with teal feathered detail on the tops (Falke for those stocking guru's out there) stilettos, teal bra and a black slip. I was dripping wet with anticipation when he arrived. He set his bag down, stripped as he kissed me and then immediately penetrated me. It felt so good to feel him inside me again. We fucked like animals for about an hour only stopping as he took of my stockings and heels and placed them on himself, replaced fresh ones on me and then as he came deep inside me he held me so tight.

Within minutes he was hard again but this time he withdrew and began to gently tease me, he knew I was aching for him to fist me and I could see from the glint in his eyes I was going to have to beg. so I did, repeatedly, he then placed his clenched fist at my entrance and pushed gently. Making me take it all at once. I was so wet his fist slipped inside me and within minutes I was cumming so hard. He made me finger my ass as he did it, taking hold of my wrist and forcing more fingers inside me.

As I lay there smiling he disappeared for a moment and returned with a gift... he was giggling and saying he hoped it fitted me... now he normally brings me shoes so i was hopeful... but instead a gift of Pom juice... guess where it ended up! wow... it felt amazing, almost too big to take but so gratifying as I got past each notch. Once inside me he thoroughly abused my clit making me hold myself open for him even though I was so sensitive.



Tired and smiling we retired to the lounge and enjoyed some wine and cheese and talked non stop for hours, laughing and holding each other, it felt so good to be held.

We headed back to bed and made love for hours, spooning! my fav position... he kept teasing my ass with his cock tip but not letting me have it, I knew I was going to have to wait... I knew i was going to be given an ass full of cum for work.

Sure enough this morning I was woken by his lubricated fingers pushing into me swiftly followed by his cock. He slipped the bullet vibe on my clit, held both my wrists in one of his big hands and pinched my nipples with the other so hard it took my breath away. He was telling me how tonight he will be binding my hands and feet together, blindfolding me and abusing my holes all night.... He told me I wasn't allowed to cum until he did, it was so hard not to, eventually I couldn't hold back any longer and as I begged him to let me he pushed his hand deep in my cunt pushing my over the edge. My orgasm triggered his and he filled my ass with cream making me instantly cum again.


I'm now sat in bed awaiting his arrival, ready to give myself to him

9 mins exactly

Traveling most of today so no time for self, but I did have a sneaky extra moment last night... I went to the sun bed salon, been having a few sessions this week to get a base for the holiday. As I was getting in the stand up booth, as the door swung open, it caught my nipple piercing... ouch! but then its mmmmmmmmm Immediately I was aroused, well more than normal! thank god for my bullet, it deserves a knighthood for services to woman kind, it has saved so many bad sex sessions and added value to many more! and I'm sure I'm not alone in recognising its worth Anyway... I grabbed the bullet and got in the standing tan booth and rested it against my clit closing my lips over it. I then reached for the arm straps, they have in these boothes, they hang from the ceiling, supposed to help you with your all over tan, but for now they served as props in my fantasy, they were my restraints, I was a slave, being flogged and abused. Thank god for the music they play in that place and the noise of the machines

todays sex

Had such a filthy dream last night, I'd dreamt I was fisting myself, I envy those that can. I was so horny when I woke I could not of gone to work without remedying the situation.

Got the kids ready for school in record time and off to breakfast club. As the door closed behind them I was already removing clothes and heading for the toy box.

Then the phone rang! I try not to ignore work for my libido as the libido doesn't pay as well so I reached for the phone with one hand as I slipped of the panties.... it was HIM! such good timing! as I answered the phone his words were 'are you alone?'. YES! "good, i want you to get undressed and get a toy"... he laughed when I said i was already one step ahead.

Its rare that we have phone sex but with over 300 miles between us what options do we have when we haven't seen each other for weeks??

He told me to find something big to sit on, it had to stretch me, I had to struggle to get it inside me. I knew what I needed, we had tried it before and it had taken an hour to work it inside, but that was a while ago, I figured I might just be able to manage it now. It was a 500ml bottle of bubble bath from the bathroom. I placed it on my bedside cabinet and I began to sit on it and he told me to take a pic and send it.... I did...

He proceeded to tell me what he was going to do to me the next time we meet, he told me he is going to put me over he knee and spank me until my bottom is raw and I'm dripping wet and then force himself inside me ass so hard ... it only took a few minutes of him talking so filthy to me and riding the bottle whilst rubbing my clit I came so hard and gushed. It spurted all over the cabinet and the walls!

I'd lost track of time and when we finished the call I realised I was late and quickly mopped up the mess and got dressed and headed to work. Tonight I heard the husband shout down from the bedroom "what the fuck you spilt now? its all over the wall" lol x

A favourite toy of mine

I recently discovered the joy of a speculum. We had talked about it and tried many other substitutes but on one of my frequent visits to the sex shop in December I decided to purchase one.

The guy in the shop always seems pleased to see me, I swear one day when i was trying out floggers on my leg he was wanking behind the counter. It made me smile... and whip harder against the leather of my boots.

There were 3 to choose from, but really when there is small medium and large there is no choice.... large please!

it was another 3 days before i was meeting him, it was killing me not to try it out but I wanted the first them to be intense and right and it was never going to be that with me finding with the attachments with my long nails.

I got to the Hotel a few hours before him and prepared myself for 3 days of pleasure. I lay a towel in the top drawer and placed all the toys out neatly for him to find. The speculum though I placed on the bedside table.

To meet him I decided to take my panties off and stuff them inside me. I was so aroused I came while doing it. It felt so good driving to get him and feeling so full. When he got in the car he reached under my skirt to touch me as he kissed me. He tutted, but smiling so proud when he found no panties. I smiled and told him to keep looking as I did have them with me.

He half pulled them out and then we headed back to the sanctuary of the hotel. He immediately took the panties out of me and replaced them with his cock. We hadn't seen each other for weeks and we were aching to be inside each other.

He slipped off my shoe, an open toe stiletto and then pushed it inside my wet cunt and then went back to fucking me through the toe of the shoe, he came shortly after, shooting it so deep through the toe.

He left it inside while he concentrated on my clit. Placing my clit clamp on after he had sucked it until it was so swollen and sensitive. He then restrained me and made me cum over and over until I begged him to stop as could not bare another touch to my clit.

He left me clamped but removed the shoe. Changed my restraints so my ankle were tethered to my wrists, and my wrist were pulled back to the bed head. I was so open. He then pushed in the speculum and slowly opened me up. He had it on such an angle my gspot was so available.

I was so stretched open, so available to him to abuse it felt divine.

He slowly rubbed my gspot taking me to the edge of cuming so many times but not letting me. All of a sudden he did it so firm and precise and pushed on my clit again ...I came so hard I squirted cum out on his face.

It was a real wow moment I was quivering for ages after but he never stopped, he said id been a bad girl for begging him to stop and that he needed to teach me to take it. He placed the bullet on my clit, between my flesh lips and then used pegs to hold it in place, he then mounted my ass, he has a larger than average cock and very thick, I felt so full, so loved, so abused... heavenly x as I came again and gripped his cock he filled my ass with cum.

I love the way he looks at me when he cums... I feel so adored x

the day I met HIM

foHe had messaged me on the swing site, he was coming to town on business and wanted to meet.

I had impressive verifications that essentially said I was classy, intelligent but dirty and insatiable... the thinking mans whore!

I was abrasive and cruel in my first few messages, something I often did, I got over 100 messages a day asking to meet me, coupled with the verifications I had exquisite pictures, abstract of me... my ankles restrained, my breasts held, never overly nude and explicit but enough to know I was a bad bad girl.

Id found out via emails that he had a foot fetish and adored BBW's, he wanted to explore his sexual side more and he liked the sound and look of me.

The night before he was due to fly in I decided I would at least do lunch, I hadn't planned to stay long but lunch with an attentive stranger can be fun. I went on cam to show me, I never saw him but I took his number and messaged him in the morning when he got to the airport that I would collect him and lunch was his treat.

It was a little after 1 when he landed, as I drove in to collect him I was so pleased, not only did he not look like an axe murderer, he looked even more attractive than his pics and as he got into the car he smelt so good.

We went for lunch. He talked, asked questions and flirted but I didn't hear any of it. I was too distract by him, the way he looked at me, this wasn't a 'meet' I felt like from the first moment he could see me, really the true me.

I dismissed this as my fantasy, I just so wanted to be seen as me. I offered to drive him to the hotel and awaited rejection, I asked if he wanted me. He smiled, looked confused as if I should of rejected him.

I remember so clearly the first time he touched me, I was changing gear, he grabbed my thigh, he looked and me and smiled.

We got to the hotel and checked in, he held my hand and kissed me in the lift, it was the first time I'd done this and not felt nervous, drunk or afraid it was so strange I felt like we had a connection.

Still trying to be cool and detached we got to the room I asked him to order water and ice and started to get undressed. I got down to my underwear and lay back on the bed.... that was the moment... he looked at me... he saw me... he wanted me. I can still see the way he looked at me when I recall that moment. It was the first time I'd ever experienced it, the husband has never looked at me that way.

Suddenly it was 7pm and I needed to leave.. we had enjoyed each other, full intercourse had been minimal but he had adored me, he had explored me, he had made me cum so much and shudder in his arms and I felt so at ease with him.

I got the feeling he was in awe of me, he was frightened of me and my sexual prowess, but after I showered and curled up on the bed with him in his arms I could feel him melt, I could feel that connection again.

He dressed me again, the moments spent fastening my ankle straps on my heels was one of the most sensual moments I have ever experienced. Again he saw me.

When I left the room I stood in the corridor for moments, lingering, hoping he would open the door again and come and get me. He didn't. We had talked about meeting again the next day but I heard nothing from him. I was so disappointed. I finished my last meeting at a little after 5 and call the husband to say I was on my way home, my next meeting was cancelled..... just as I arrived home he text... he was free... I wasn't.

I was away the next day and dismissed it all as a silly whim of mine and concentrated on the new project at work. BUT... that night I got the message I hoped for, he wanted me, he wanted more of me.

6 months on.... he is my lover