Tuesday, 31 May 2011

TMI - random sexual facts about me

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1. What time did you go to bed last night and were you alone?

3am and only for 2 hour,s I'm at lovers place, here for 2 nights so sleep will be scarce


2. If you could be given ANY gift what would it be?
Shoes!!!! Otherwise I'd rather time with friends instead ... But do consider buying the shoes first please.

3. What was the last film that really moved/disturbed/thrilled you and why?

I don't watch horrors as I have such a vivid imagination I suffer with nightmares and broken sleep for ages.

Last film that made me cry was toy story 3! That bit at the end when he gives his toys away :(

4. What is your favorite way to wake up and what is the first thing you do?

I'm the arms of my lover please! 

My other favourite is being woken (so long as it's not too early) by the kids for a snuggle in bed with mummy.


5. You’ve been granted an extra hour in the day, what are you going to do?
a. Sleep more
b. Extend a sexual interlude
c. Shop
d. Finally fit in that workout that you usually can’t make time for

I'd probably blog! I struggle to get the time to write up posts and I hate it when the freshness goes. I'm also trying to write a book so would spend it doing that.

But if I had to choose from the list it's got to be shoe shopping followed by a little private play time.

Bonus question...

Are you in love or in lust?

I honestly don't know, I think I'm holding back and clinging onto lust just to save my sanity. I could so easily tip over the edge.

Sunday, 29 May 2011

Last week was amazing with YSL (part 1)


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Trust between us has clicked into place, I didn't worry he would cancel, he never has, I just expect to be let down by people.

I'd spent the day smiling knowing that the night was going to be sheer bliss. I was so right.

During the week he has read a book on topping and I wondered what impact it would have. I didn't want it to scare him off, whilst I enjoy being submissive in the bedroom it's not the be all, I'd trade it in a second to enjoy his company I adore how he makes me feel.

His emails assured me that he had enjoyed the book and that if anything it had reassured him that his intuitive actions were correct. His emails also had me wet and so excited to be with him.

I arrive and bring in the food treats for the night, it's become such a wonderful part of our time together breaking to eat but more importantly connect outside the bedroom and talk.

We kiss and take sips of wine, his eyes are all over me followed by his hands. He tells me how lovely I look, I know he means it, his eyes and smile said it first.

We take the wine upstairs and we kiss passionately, he suggest I enjoy my wine as shortly I wont be able to. He places the restraints around my wrists and prepares the ceiling hook with the tethers ready to attach me. I'm awaiting him undressing me but it isn't happening. I'm tied fully dressed for him to adore and appreciate. I can't hide from him.

I have conflicting emotions, I feel so vulnerable yet so adored.

He takes his time touching me and kissing me everywhere except where I ache for him too. Slowly he kisses my feet, ankles, thighs. He moves to my face he kisses my cheeks, I turn to catch a kiss and he firmly turns my head away. He chastises me for my impatience.

As he places on the blindfold. I'm so aroused, I can feel my wetness moving down my thighs. He talks to me, his face pressed cheek to cheek with me, speaking slowly and quietly he tells me how much he wants me, how much he is aroused by the mere sight of me. I can feel his hardness pressed against me and I want it so much.

He returns to teasing me, he kisses my thighs and discovers my wetness, he buries his head into my crotch and inhales my arousal. Just as I feel an amount of relief he pulls away and gets a glass of wine. I know he is watching me, I can feel it. When his hands retouching me he us behind me, whispering in my ear, telling me what is going to happen next, his hands drop to my thighs, his nails dragging across my skin until they meet my panties.

He pushes himself against me and he shudders with delight, he is so hard. Next sensation was his tongue and lips on the backs of my thighs and tracing my panties, pausing only to take in my arousal.

My hands are untied a moment to remove my dress, I sip wine while I know he is admiring me. I'm down to my underwear and feeling more exposed but comfortable with the situation. From his words I know I don't need to worry about how I look, he wants to take his time absorbing in every inch of me.

I'm tied again and his words are more intense, he tells me how he is going to tease me, how he us going to fill both holes then spank me before he will even consider allowing me to cum. My clit is so hard, I'm pressing my thighs together and can feel how swollen it is.

'Open your legs as far as you can' is my next instruction. I’m restricted by being tied to the ceiling but I stand legs as wide apart as I can. He presses his face against my crotch, his tongue dances over my lips a moment. It feels so wonderful, it's like someone has turned up the volume on my sensitivity, after a few teasing licks he retreats, I'm not allowed my relief yet.

My underwear is slowly removed, the moment my bra was taken off I felt so naked even though I still had my panties on.

My panties are removed slowly, im almost breathless as the are peeled away from me, he puts them against my face, they are soaked and evidence of just how turned on I am is felt and smelt.

He leaves the room a moment, time stands still, im listening for his return, my whole body is yearning for him, I need his touch against my skin urgently.

YSL tells me to place one foot on the bed, the coldness of the church candle is pressed against my cunt lips and he starts pushing in. Slowly I take it, it is so big I'm full in every direction. My lips barely just close around it to hold it in place.

I almost cum just from it being pushed inside, I'm so close to the edge.
Once I have adjusted to it he presses his cheek to mine again and tells me he is about to put in a large butt plug as well, then when I'm so full he is going to spank me, only then will he remove the butt plug and fuck my ass.


He pulls on my nipples making me gasp before moving round to push the butt plug in, its too much I want to cum, I’m trying my best not too, I’m begging him to stop as I want to cum for him, cum on his cock when he is ready. I gain control a moment he unties me and holds me as I’m in a state, he tells me to try and sit down but I cant I’m too full the candle is restricting me but the movement when I tried to move in such a state triggers my orgasm.

He holds me as I stand there naked, cumming, shaking, still blindfolded, so totally his.

He removes the blindfold when I have recovered and tells me to bend over, using the window ledge to steady myself I follow his instruction. He hold me close as he prepares to spank me. YSL tells me its going to be a hard spanking. Not too many but very firm.

I’m flinching with every moment of his hands, bracing myself for the impact and the sting. SMACK, ouch, he was right, harder than normal or maybe it was how sensitive I was. The candle and butt plug were still inside and the strike of his hand made them both move inwards like being fucked. He taps on the but plug making it tease my ass then SMACK another hard one. I can feel the heat rage in my skin immediately.

He continues to talk to me, telling me of my reward, of how he is going to fuck me and give me my first load of cum. SMACK, SMACK SMACK… I can feel an orgasm building but trying to hold back as I know it will make the spanking feel more intense. I can't stop it, my knees buckle as I cum. He holds me and tells my I have 2 more spanks left to take.

Prostate Massage

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Whilst I know you all think Im pretty experienced at most things in the bedroom one aspect I haven’t done much with is Prostate massaging. I have once given a direct prostate massage and had a few other attempts but nothing great. Last week while YSL was masturbating I decided to take the sofar teasing his ass to penetrating it with my fingers. We have discussed it before as he has a few toys on his night stand including a feeldoe so I knew it would be welcomed.
Ive never inserted a toy into a partner except him but I used to hold it in position and make him push back onto it so he controlled the speed/pressure. I thought I would read up on the subject a little more and found this cute video

YSL really seemed to enjoy the prostate massage as I came hard in my mouth and then was still hard, he rolled me over and fucked me until he came again.

MALE READERS

I want to explore more of this with him but don’t want to be fumbling when I do so Id really like the male perspective on what works on doesn’t work for you with anal play. Also what toys you have or would want as I’m thinking of getting him one as a gift click here to see the choice I have.

As you know I love anal play and get so much from it and want to be able to share the pleasure with him but I am also aware of if its not done right it can really hurt and put a dampner on things.

FEMALE READERS
What has worked for you and your partners? Which sex toys do you both prefer and get the most pleasure from?

Thursday, 26 May 2011

HNT - preparation




Getting ready for my lover ... Whole body is aching for his touch

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Wednesday, 25 May 2011

E lust: edition 26



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YSL takes control part 3

We take a moment to relax and enjoy conversation and explore thoughts and our new sex toys. He hasn't ventured to the bondage side before so we play and test the fetish toys.

The wartenberg wheel was the first to be tried. I've never experienced it before myself but found it a sensory treat as he slowly rolls it over my skin. I know that coupled with a blind fold it will feel more intense, the tickling sensation may feel more of a slice, but in trusting arms I know that will be a delightful mind fuck. He tries it against his skin and enjoys the sensation on certain more fleshy areas but feels the cutting sensation on sensitive areas, my mind wanders to perhaps reversing roles one day soon and letting him experience sensual bondage, adore and tease him.

My new paddle was put to test, I had forgot what a delicious sharp sting it delivers, YSL asks for me to spank him with it so he understands how it feels when he uses it. I start gently then deliver a couple more stinging smacks, his bum cheeks were pink and so inviting.

I love how open and able we are to do this, how interested he is to give me pleasure.

Attentions moved to my attachment for the hitachi wand. He attaches and admires. I must say it's proper quality, the latex texture us great. He plugs in the wand and places it ready for playing.

We mess around with the other toys but our conversation moves to kisses, it says much more than words at this stage. He takes the wand and pushes it against me and switches on. It feels devine. The attachment is channeling the sensations direct to my gspot and clit simultaneously. He has me cumming and writhing, wanting to pull away due to sensitivity but I also don't want him to stop, mental and physical conflict.

We end up making love before falling asleep entwined in each others arms. I felt so at ease and wanted.

I woke only about an hour later and he took hold of me and kissed me. The feeling of intimacy at this point was so great, waking in the arms of my lover has me aching and drenched. I urge his had between my legs and he feels how wet and swollen I am. He gently massages my clit and teases my fleshy lips while he looks so passionately and intently at me.

He disappears from the room and returns with coffee and climbs back into bed next to me, the duvet pulled up to our necks, so close and loving.


He mounts me and kisses as he slowly pounds my cunt. He talks to me, he tells me what he is going to do to me.

"I'm going to make you cum next with my mouth "

He punctuates his words with hard firm strokes

"Then I'm going to fuck you in the ass"

"You get to choose from behind or spoons".... I choose spoons

"Good choice" .... He disappears between my legs and licks me with such vigour and passion, he pushes his fist inside, it makes me so aware of the 2 loads of cum in my ass, I can feel it moving around with each penetrating push and takes me to heaven, I'm cumming, he's stimulating my gspot and my clit, I'm shaking with pleasure.

I become aware of the time and no it must come to an end shortly but I'm not distracted by it, just intent on enjoying every last second he is near me, inside me.

A moment of being held as I recover switches to the ass fucking I was promised. He slips inside, he feels so big, it takes me a moment to accommodate him.

His arms are pulling me onto him, he pushes in long firm strokes, filling me completely. I adore the moments just before he is going to cum, his cock goes from hard to rigid, he rhythm becomes so distinct and penetrating, I'm waiting for my 3rd load of cum to fill my ass.

He gifts it to me, I feel his warmth squirt inside me.

He holds me and smiles, we both know we need to hurry but not wanting to break the embrace or the moment.

Tuesday, 24 May 2011

TMI - random sexual facts

TMI Tuesday May 24, 2011
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1. Under what circumstances would you kiss a stranger?
The day having a 'y' in it??

2. Who was the last person you sent a sexy or romantic text message to? What did the text say?

To my lover...

Just read your message of last night and can't wait for that moment you first touch me and discover how aroused I am.


3. What was the last sexy or romantic text message that you received and what did it say?

My lover, he sent...

I am so looking forward to just enjoying looking at you, all of you, running my hands over you, just as I did last week, then moving to your inner upper thighs and sliding my fingers over the juices that will be running out from the sides of your panties.

I look forward to your scent and lapping/drinking your wonderful juices until you cum uncontrollably, then I hold you in my arms as you bask in the afterglow.

YSL xx

I smiled

4. What was the longest romantic relationship you’ve had (months, years)? And what was the shortest romantic relationship?

Excluding the 22years I've been with husband, I had an on/off affair that was over about 2 years, HIM was 10 months.


5. If there was a cunnilingus contest, would you enter? Would you “eat” or be eaten?
If eating, would you bring along your choice of pussy to lick or use one of the clean delectable pussies provided?

Eat me!


6. If we asked your partner/lover to describe you sexually in one word, what do you think that word would be?

I've asked my close naughty friends....
The therapist says Vivacious
Mykeyman says Unique
Big g says Exciting

My lover says Adventurous

I would say caring x

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Saturday, 21 May 2011

Limits and safety


Limits and safety

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Following a few email exchanges ysl had explained how he had felt conflicted when pulling my hair the other night. Considering he had never done it before he did it just how i like it, he scooped a big bunch of hair from the back of my head and took a firm even grip. It doesn't hurt, it's not meant too, but I do feel like he is so in control. He holds me firm while pounding me in doggy position, it feels so sexy and powerful.

YSL's conflict had been that he doesn't want to hurt me, though he is understanding the difference between erotic pain and hurting me. Things like when he plays with my nipples he totally takes my breath away with it.


 We've used the number scale when spanking to gauge a limit and to learn how to spank my pussy. I asked him to slap my thigh at a 3 compared to how he would spank my ass. It wasnt hard enough, i adked for a 4, perfect. Then i asked for it on my pussy.


Whilst we haven't discussed it we both have accepted the 10 is my limit 8 is about right for repeated spanking, 9 is for the odd moment to surprise me.

Because with some play I might impulsively say no but want more for example when I've just cum if forced into another orgasm I instinctively want to push him away and say no but I adore it. It's hard for him to distinguish between 'no' and 'NO' so we have decided to employ a safe word, it's best to use a word that you would never use in the bedroom to mean stop. 

Also there is sometimes a need to slow things or not advance further but by no means stop. 

From what I've read and heard from others experiences some people use traffic lights, if they say Amber; slow it down but I don't want to stop, I'm near a limit.

If they say red it's too much. Stop play immediatrly. 

I have explained to ysl that if i say red he needs to remember that it isn't because he has hurt me it's more likely that I've gone hyper sensitive like the time I was tied and he fisted my ass, i went so sensitive, I needed closeness it wasn't him doing anything wrong.

Lots on safety and bdsm at Eden Cafe

Friday, 20 May 2011

YSL takes control part 2

While I'm still trembling from cumming he slides inside me and I welcome his hardness. He takes his time, slowly pushing then almost withdrawing, making me feel every inch. He holds my hands, kissing, making love. His eyes are fixed on mine as he searches for my next climax.

I reach for a drink, he takes advantage of my position change and enters me from behind, initially in my cunt then pushed his cum covered cock in my ass. He is lay upon me, he moves my hair from my face then reaches under me to hold my breasts. While he fills me he talks to me, he tells me how much he wants me to feel satisfied, he tells me to cum for him, he tells me he desires me. It turns me on hearing his words, the affection and encouragement coupled with the airtight closeness sends me over the edge again. The thrusts become more deliberate and I feel his cock swell inside me then the first of tonight's cum fills my ass, he groans in such a primitive sexual way as he climaxes, holding me tightly.

We retire to the kitchen to prepare nibbles and choose wine. Kissing still  top of the menu as we enjoy each other out of the bedroom. The food and conversation are delicious.

While eating I take the opportunity to share with him how I want what we have to last. I want him to know that what we have is special to me, I'm hesitant because I don't want to sound like I'm pushing, I dont want to push him away, I'm relieved as he agrees with me.
 
We are sat at opposite ends of the sofa, I'm wearing just a baby doll slip, I allow my legs to part and my hand travels to my swollen clit. He responds to seeing me by stroking his hardness, my breathing changes as I'm getting close, he joins me at my end of the sofa and pushes inside. He fucks me hard.

I want it harder, I ask him to bend me over, pull my hair and fuck me hard. He obliges.

I'm bent over the end of the sofa when enters me, he takes a handful of my hair and rides me hard. He spanks me with authority in between thrusts, it takes my breath away and turns me on. He turns my head and tells me what he going to do to me. He tells me to cum on his cock. I cum hard, my legs almost give ways as I cum, his verbal encouragement is so welcomed and it's having the right effects. 

We return to the bedroom and hold each other.  Our closeness is increasing, I feel able to totally relax and give myself to him. I adore the moments when he holds me, he looks at me with such desire. We spoon and our intentions change, his arms are around me, holding me, then one moves to between my legs.



He is holding me so intently, his words are dirty yet so passionate and giving. He tells me what is going to happen next, how he us going to take me, fill me, fuck me. He pushes inside me and tells me he wants me, that he is loving me as he drives himself deep inside me. He pulls out then pushes fully back inside telling me I had to remember how much he filled me, making sure I'd have to adjust to his size each time he re entered me. He moves my leg so he can get his fingers to my cunt and without hesitation he pushes inside and fists me. He takes hold of his cock through my cunt wall and sends me delirious with pleasure and near my limit, I cum so hard, as a squirt it sprays my legs and all the way to my feet covering the bed. He continues to masturbate me through my cunt until he gets close to cumming. He says he is going to cum in my cunt, he moves his cock inside it and fucks me hard but the temptation of my ass is too great and he pushes back inside and pounds me until he floods me again. I'm holding 2 loads of cum now deep inside.

Part 3 coming soon :)



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Thursday, 19 May 2011

HNT - relaxing and wishing



The house is empty, just had a message from lover, we are meeting next week, Im smiling and instantly aroused... Im aching for him to be lay behind me.. spooning me



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Wednesday, 18 May 2011

YSL takes control




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I arrive at YSL's place, the door is open and I enter. I'm greeted by a warm smile and open arms. As we kiss I'm pleased reality feels as good as my imagination.

We head to the kitchen to get a glass of wine, he pours the drinks, kisses me then stands back to admire from a distance. He makes me feel pretty with his comments, he adores me with his eyes and smile.

He comes close to me, kissing and tracing my curves with his hands, then it starts, the teasing. He has learnt quickly. He pulls away when I lean in for a kiss, he makes me ache for him.

He tells me to stand against the wall. I'm being good following instruction, I press my hands against the wall as I know I'm receiving and it isn't my opportunity to touch him. He leans in close, pressing himself against me, his hands reach under my dress and he caresses and drags his nails over that flesh between my stocking tops and panties. His reach moves round to my bum, he grabs handfuls of soft flesh and squeezes, slightly parting me as he does so, I feel my juices that must of been building up escape to my panties.

We enjoy another drink and he tells me to listen to his full instruction, earlier I'd been too keen. He tells be to turn around and lean, not bend against the bench. I do as I'm told,he pushes up behind me, pulls my hair aside and kisses my neck. He removes my cardigan and wraps his arms around me pulling us so close together then lifts my dress to explore with his hands and then his mouth the exposed flesh. He feels how wet I am, my thighs are also wet. I'm so aroused and needing him to be inside me.

He turns me round and traces his fingers over my panty covered pussy, I'm pushing onto him but ti no avail.

He tells me to go upstairs.

I've sat down on the corner of the bed but when he joins me he tells me to stand. He slowly undresses me, I'm stood before him in my underwear and boots. I feel adored once more as he looks at me. He is delighted with underwear choice.

Holding me tightly knowing how vulnerable I was feeling and then slowly released my bra, stripping me naked one item at a time. He tells me to lie back on the bed, removing my boots and stockings, moves between my legs and pauses. This was the moment he had been teasing me for, he wanted me so wet, he wants my scent, my taste, me.

YSL licks and tastes me through my panties, he kisses me and I'm also aroused by my own taste and scent on him. He tells me to stand up and he glance towards the window. I stand holding the ledge and wait for the unknown.

Suddenly he pulls down my panties and has me step out of them. He starts to suck my juices out if them, I move to kiss him as he does it. He spontaneously crams the wetness into my mouth, I'm partially gagged on my damp panties and his kisses me over them. Its so intense, so arousing.

He moves me to the bed and tells me I'm going to cum. He tells me my first orgasm is to be on his tongue so he can continue to drink me in.

Before the first lick he holds me open and inspects my clit, commenting on how thick and swollen she already was. Then he devoured her.

His combination of licking, sucking and fingers has me writing in minutes and dutifully I cum for him.

Part 2 coming soon :)

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

TMI - Random sexual facts about me



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Thank you to Kirsti from the Drenched and Delicious blog for the 'getting to know you' questions.

Getting to Know You...

1. What is your online profile name and what does it mean?

Most my anon stuff I sign off as Yummyx, I inherited the email address from a friend and Ive just stuck with it. I think Heels n Stockings is kind of obvious??


2. How did you decide on the title of your blog?

I thought it summed up the journey I was on.


3. How much of your online personality transcends into your real life? What's the biggest difference between the two?

My blog is me, I do have another blog that charts my other side of life but I haven't posted for a few weeks because I feel its become gloomy, I don't want people to read my upsets, I'm hoping for more balance in life so I can get blogging on it again. As for the biggest difference, I think I come across as very confident in the blog but in reality I'm full of self doubt. Its not often shown, only good friends and true lovers get to see my frailties and insecurities.Thankfully my new lover sees me, he knows I need to odd reassurance.


4. What have you stumbled across through reading blogs that really made you want to try it out? Have you done it yet? Was it a good, bad or so so experience?

I don't often read something I want to do but more so I envy some peoples lives and experiences, not in such a way I would change my life, more a moment of wondering what it would be like to be loved that way etc. And now, in honor of May is Masturbation Month...


5. After you masturbate, do you taste your cum? Do you like the taste of you?

More likely done during masturbation than after, it makes me feel more with the moment, enlightening all the senses.


6. Do you like to masturbate in front of someone else? Does that heighten your arousal or are you indifferent?

If it pleases my partner yes I love to, I adore knowing I'm turning them on.
video

you tell me...


7. Have you ever been caught masturbating? By whom? Yes by the husband, he told me to hurry up and let him know when I was done.

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Saturday, 14 May 2011

Met YSL again part 3 ... Very naughty even by my standards

Back on the bed we kiss and embrace, he takes my breath away as he squeezes my nipples firmly. He is finding my limits and I'm enjoying every moment.

He tells me to move, he is sat at the top of the bed. He wants to look at me he says, just enjoy me. I'm now lay with my legs apart over him, lay back head towards other end of the bed. He pulls me close and teases my clit and holes with his cove tip.

He pushes deep inside my ass and pushes his hand in my pussy. It feels intense and arousing as I feel him starting to wank his own cock through my pussy wall. I cum hard as he is doing this, using my wetness he forces his other hand in, it takes a few attempts for me to take it but I manage to relax enough to take him inside. Almost instantly I start to cum hard, the physical pleasure of being so full of him mixed with the mental thought of what he was doing, I was totally giving myself to him, powers the hardest orgasm. As I'm cumming jets of my cum shoot out, I can see the results turning him on and he hardens even more so in my ass. He is relentless and keeps me in a state of climax and I'm lay helpless to do anything except cum and shudder.

He removes one hand and wanks himself harder inside me. It's new and deeply arousing sensations are driving me wild. I'm literally speechless and quivering when he pulls out and holds me, I adore this moment as we are close together drinking in the moment.

He is still so hard for me and we end up spooning again and his hardness slips into me. He alternates fucking both holes until he pulls out, slips the church candle back inside, he puts on a cock ring and reenters my ass. He is so hard and full, he reaches and holds my clit, he comments how thick and full it is as he slowly fucks me. From the 8 hours of full on activity my pussy and ass are tender and sensitive, not sore, but it means Im feeling everything, I can almost feel every contour of his cock as it moves in and out of me.
Im amazed at how different this feels from earlier; the results the same though I'm cumming, loving every moment, as I'm contracting from cumming he fills me again, I feel every drop jet inside me me. I adore this moment as he shudders and pushes so close.

We enjoy each other, just talking and stroking each other. I feel so at ease in his company. It's nearly time I have to leave but before I go he touches my clit, he sharply intakes breath when he feels how swollen a d full it is. He moves to look at it and he moves in to kiss it. This was the beginning of the most wonderful oral. He devours me, he is slurping as I'm getting wetter, he is relentless as he pleasures me. I cum as he pushes his fingers inside me, he doesn't stop, he keeps adoring my pussy and keeps licking and teasing me until I drench him once more.

We part after more kissing and holding... Instantly I'm aching for him again.

Friday, 13 May 2011

Part 2 - spanked, fisted, strung up by YSL




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The next few hours flew by, I remember noticing it was 3:30 when we got to the bedroom the next time I saw the clock its was 8:00

He was poised between my legs and lapped at my juices and my clits was aching  for attention and it was getting what it wished for. He feasts on me, making sure every sensitive part of me felt his affection. His oral is just wow… technique is different to what I’ve experienced before, I think it’s because he is so diligent, his enjoyment of giving is so evident in how it feels to receive from him. He moves from licking, sucking, lapping, delving, I have goose bumps just thinking of the how each detail feels. He takes my clit in his mouth as it thickens and a get close to climax. He pushes his fingers inside me and sends me into a beautiful orgasm, he is slurping as he licks me, drinking me in. In my sensitive just orgasmed state he continues to adore my clit with his tongue, holding me firmly, ensuring I stay put to endure the bitter sweet feels of him and he takes me over the edge again.

He joins me on the bed and kiss each other, his hand automatically cups my mound . The passion heightens again and with a naughty glint in his eyes he moves back between my legs, immediately working his hand inside me to fist me. I feel myself stretch to accommodate him, that moment he slips inside feels so pleasing. He fists me for a minutes or so and removes his hand and then pushes back in. This time as I stretch it seems more, im gasping, I’m near my limit, it hurts but in a good way, its arousing, I feel like im so exposed to him. My eyes are closed as I try to relax, I realise he is pushing both hands in, it feels so intense but I want it, I want to feel that full of him. He sends me into a climatically frenzy. I cant think, I cant do anything but take it and cum.

He holds me tightly, kissing me as I recover. We spoon, not a gap of air or light can pass between us we are so close.

Eventually his hand makes its way naturally to my clit, he holds me tightly, I feel so wanted, he starts to talk … not dirty, that would be misleading… he told me what I needed to hear ‘come for me… you are in my arms … I want you to feel pleasure’ all such wonderful things to hear. He says them with such meaning and passion, his fingers are dancing over my clit and taking me closer. He gives me another orgasm, as im gratefully recovering he pushes inside my ass and starts to slowly make love to me. He pauses and tells me not to move… I couldn’t move im an orgasmic mess!

He returns a moment later with the box of candles I brought him last week. I thought he was going to close the curtains and light the large church candle, I was wrong.

He parts my legs as I lie on my side and pushes the candle into my pussy. It fills me in every direction. He pushes his cock gentle against my ass, I exhale as I try to relax and take him in as well. Oh My God! It feels amazing, the lack of room because of the greedy candle means his cock is crammed inside, I can feel every detail. We fuck slowly, I’m in a state close to subspace or whatever you want to call it.

Its almost too much and enough to make me want to say stop, but at the same time its not enough and please don’t stop.

When he comes the feeling is exponentially increased, it feels like he is coming in both holes.

Quite civilly we enjoy steaming the dim sum, kissing and preparing drinks. I know I’ve said this before but I adore that he is capable of both ends of the spectrum. He is an intelligent able lover and addictive to be in the company of but he is also capable of such creative spontaneous filth.

After much fucking and playing I take pleasure in giving him oral, his cock tastes of mine and his cum. After taking my time licking, sucking and trying to please him I indicate for him to roll over and allow me to rim him. Its such an intimate act something I don’t have much experience of but thoroughly enjoyed administering to YSL. I hungrily lick and probe with my tongue (its still aching now lol) nibbling at his bum cheeks and teasing with my fingers. He lies there moaning, enjoying as my tongue pushes inside tentatively.

We lie back on the bed and enjoy the strawberries I had brought, I closed my eyes as he traced them around my lips and squeezing the juice out of them and letting it drip slowly into my mouth. It is so erotic.

He pinches my nipples and takes me to my limit, rewards me with kisses and strawberries. I reach for my drink and as I replace the glass YSL finds the right moment to spank me. A few rapid spanks land making me squeal.

He hands me another strawberry as a reward, I place it between my lips and tell him its for him. He eats it from me drinking in all my wetness with it.

He moves so he is knelt up near my face, he tells me he is going to be selfish a moment. He wanks himself I can see he is deciding whether to come over my breasts or in my mouth. He tells me my mouth as I ask for his cum. I lock my lips around his tip and he shoots into my mouth. I know not to swallow, we are to share it, when I have captured every last drop we kiss, his cum runs from my mouth into his and covers us both.

He tells me to stand up, I’m almost disorientated from all the passion and don’t even notice that he has got a chair into the middle of the room. He tells me to bend over his knee. Just this request has me wet and aching, when he starts spanking me he trails his fingers down my crack and gasps when he finds how soaked I am again. He pinches my nipples and spanks me. My bottom feels tender and stingy, I want more and he gave it.

When I stood up he was struck with an idea, something I had suggested the first time we met. I had noticed he has a ceiling hook, I had said that looks perfect to tie me too one day… today was that day. He put the restraints on each wrist taking his time. He ask if im ok, my breathing had changed, I think he was worried I was scared, I was so aroused. My clit felt like it had its own heart beat the way it was throbbing beween my lips.

He stood on the bed and passed the tethers through the hook and pulled it tight. My arms pulled up to towards the ceiling. I was totally his. He could do anything he wants to me and I can’t do anything. He adores me. He slowly traces his hands over my curves, he kisses me and rubs my clit. I want to explore this so much more with him. Im blow away by how it made me feel, so totally his to affectionately abuse.

He moves behind me, he kisses and nibbles my back then pushes his cock inside me and fucks me hard.  Im close to cumming when he drops to his knees and licks my ass, from all the attention its probably gaping. His licks, probes and sucks it then rams his cock in again making me cum. He pulls out and tries to work his hand in but im too sensitive to take it. He unties me and makes love to me on the bed holding me so close.

Part 1
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Met YSL again - Part 2 double fisting, spanked and strung up!



He was poised between my legs and lapped at my juices and my clits was aching for attention and it was getting what it wished for. He feasts on me, making sure every sensitive part of me felt his affection. His oral is just wow… technique is different to what I’ve experienced before, I think it’s because he is so diligent, his enjoyment of giving is so evident in how it feels to receive from him. He moves from licking, sucking, lapping, delving, I have goose bumps just thinking of the how each detail feels. He takes my clit in his mouth as it thickens and a get close to climax. He pushes his fingers inside me and sends me into a beautiful orgasm, he is slurping as he licks me, drinking me in.

In my sensitive just orgasmed state he continues to adore my clit with his tongue, holding me firmly, ensuring I stay put to endure the bitter sweet feels of him and he takes me over the edge again.

He joins me on the bed and kiss each other, his hand automatically cups my mound . The passion heightens again and with a naughty glint in his eyes he moves back between my legs, immediately working his hand inside me to fist me. I feel myself stretch to accommodate him, that moment he slips inside feels so pleasing. He fists me for a minutes or so and removes his hand and then pushes back in. This time as I stretch it seems more, im gasping, I’m near my limit, it hurts but in a good way, its arousing, I feel like im so exposed to him.

My eyes are closed as I try to relax, I realise he is pushing both hands in, it feels so intense but I want it, I want to feel that full of him. He sends me into a climatically frenzy. I cant think, I cant do anything but take it and cum.
He holds me tightly, kissing me as I recover. We spoon, not a gap of air or light can pass between us we are so close.

Eventually his hand makes its way naturally to my clit, he holds me tightly, I feel so wanted, he starts to talk … not dirty, that would be misleading… he told me what I needed to hear ‘come for me… you are in my arms … I want you to feel pleasure’ all such wonderful things to hear. He says them with such meaning and passion, his fingers are dancing over my clit and taking me closer. He gives me another orgasm, as im gratefully recovering he pushes inside my ass and starts to slowly make love to me. He pauses and tells me not to move… I couldn’t move im an orgasmic mess!

He returns a moment later with the box of candles I brought him last week. I thought he was going to close the curtains and light the large church candle, I was wrong.
He parts my legs as I lie on my side and pushes the candle into my pussy. It fills me in every direction. He pushes his cock gentle against my ass, I exhale as I try to relax and take him in as well. Oh My God! It feels amazing, the lack of room because of the greedy candle means his cock is crammed inside, I can feel every detail. We fuck slowly, I’m in a state close to subspace or whatever you want to call it.

Its almost too much and enough to make me want to say stop, but at the same time its not enough and please don’t stop.

When he comes the feeling is exponentially increased, it feels like he is coming in both holes.

Quite civilly we enjoy steaming the dim sum, kissing and preparing drinks. I know I’ve said this before but I adore that he is capable of both ends of the spectrum. He is an intelligent able lover and addictive to be in the company of but he is also capable of such creative spontaneous filth.

After much fucking and playing I take pleasure in giving him oral, his cock tastes of mine and his cum. After taking my time licking, sucking and trying to please him I indicate for him to roll over and allow me to rim him. Its such an intimate act something I don’t have much experience of but thoroughly enjoyed administering to YSL. I hungrily lick and probe with my tongue (its still aching now lol) nibbling at his bum cheeks and teasing with my fingers. He lies there moaning, enjoying as my tongue pushes inside tentatively.

We lie back on the bed and enjoy the strawberries I had brought, I closed my eyes as he traced them around my lips and squeezing the juice out of them and letting it drip slowly into my mouth. It is so erotic.

He pinches my nipples and takes me to my limit, rewards me with kisses and strawberries. I reach for my drink and as I replace the glass YSL finds the right moment to spank me. A few rapid spanks land making me squeal.

He hands me another strawberry as a reward, I place it between my lips and tell him its for him. He eats it from me drinking in all my wetness with it.

He moves so he is knelt up near my face, he tells me he is going to be selfish a moment. He wanks himself I can see he is deciding whether to come over my breasts or in my mouth. He tells me my mouth as I ask for his cum. I lock my lips around his tip and he shoots into my mouth. I know not to swallow, we are to share it, when I have captured every last drop we kiss, his cum runs from my mouth into his and covers us both.

He tells me to stand up, I’m almost disorientated from all the passion and don’t even notice that he has got a chair into the middle of the room. He tells me to bend over his knee. Just this request has me wet and aching, when he starts spanking me he trails his fingers down my crack and gasps when he finds how soaked I am again. He pinches my nipples and spanks me. My bottom feels tender and stingy, I want more and he gave it.

When I stood up he was struck with an idea, something I had suggested the first time we met. I had noticed he has a ceiling hook, I had said that looks perfect to tie me too one day… today was that day. He put the restraints on each wrist taking his time. He ask if im ok, my breathing had changed, I think he was worried I was scared, I was so aroused. My clit felt like it had its own heart beat the way it was throbbing beween my lips.

He stood on the bed and passed the tethers through the hook and pulled it tight. My arms pulled up to towards the ceiling. I was totally his. He could do anything he wants to me and I can’t do anything. He adores me. He slowly traces his hands over my curves, he kisses me and rubs my clit. I want to explore this so much more with him. Im blow away by how it made me feel, so totally his to affectionately abuse.

He moves behind me, he kisses and nibbles my back then pushes his cock inside me and fucks me hard. Im close to cumming when he drops to his knees and licks my ass, from all the attention its probably gaping. His licks, probes and sucks it then rams his cock in again making me cum. He pulls out and tries to work his hand in but im too sensitive to take it. He unties me and makes love to me on the bed holding me so close.

Thursday, 12 May 2011

HNT - fancy a nibble?




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Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Met YSL again, Part 1 - the arrival




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Part 1 - THE ARRIVAL

I arrive just moments before him, I blush when I see him pull onto the drive. Excitement makes my legs tramle and I feel like Bambi as I collect my bag from the boot of the car. I follow him into the house, he looks sexy as hell in his pin stripe suite, he has caught the sun while he was away and looks good for it. He steps forward to takes hold of me, kissing passionately. Whilst its been a long 10 days since I saw him as soon as he kissed me it was like I’ve never been away. I drop my bags and enjoys the passion of the moment.

We come up for air and head to the kitchen to make drinks and put food away. He had bought me a gift, some fabulous pralines from Berlin, it made me feel wanted to know he had thought of me in such a fond way while he was away. We kiss again as I say thank you, his hands wander and he feels how soaked I am,he litterally shudders and gasps, after a moments admiring he drops to his knees lifts my dress and starts lapping at my flesh exposed around my panties he pulls the panties aside and his tongue brushes over my lips, just catching my hood, it feels so good, I urge my hips forward trying to give him more access. For a moment then he steps back to look at me, his face soaked in my juices. He tells me to turn round.

I’m bent over the kitchen bench, dress lifted to expose my ass, he throws down the first of many spanks. Before the next sting is felt I hear his zipper being pulled down. He spanks me again, pulls my panties aside and slams his cock inside me. It was like I’d forgotten how fantastic his cock feels inside me, I was almost surprised by it.

He talks dirty to me as he pounds me hard, I can feel my wetness trickle down my thighs each time he pulls back. It doesn’t take long before I’m shuddering and clinging onto the bench as I start to cum, it surprises me, it so intense. He fucks me so hard and beautifully, I’m close to cumming again when he pulls his soaked cock out of me and places his tip against my rose bud, he pushes the tip in slowly then slams it in, he holds me tightly, not moving just letting me adjust and relax around his hardness but it throws me straight into the most wonderful orgasm.

After a moment of deeply fucking my ass he drops to his knees, pulls down my panties to my thighs and buries his tongue inside me, lapping the juices from my cunt to ass and delving his tongue in deep. He works his hand inside me and fists me. I can feel my cunt grip him tightly as he pushes against my gpsot. He stands and in one fluid moment he is inside my ass again, fucking it hard. It feels so naughty being fucked in such an urgent fashion, panties not even off, such a small detail but turning me on like crazy.

I’m getting so wet from cumming I can hear the squelch as his balls contact my thighs. After another knee buckling orgasm we pause for water… I need to keep fluids up the way I’m secreting them! He pulls up my panties, again a small arousing detail, we head upstairs to enjoy each other in more comfort.

He leans against the wall looking at me with a naughty but pleased look upon his face, I walk towards him kiss him and start to undress him. I remove his shirt and tie, he pulls me close, I welcome the body contact. He undoes the ribbon and reveals my underwear, he smiles and admires me. I lie back on the bed, he removes his trousers and remaining items and positions himself between my thighs ready for more pleasure.

Tuesday, 10 May 2011

TMI - 7 deadly sins, the opposing virtues



The 7 Contrary Virtues stand in direct opposition to one of the 7 deadly sins, which were addressed in last week’s TMI Tuesday.

Sin Virtue
Lust (excessive sexual appetites) Chastity (purity)
Gluttony (over-indulgence) Temperance (self-restraint)
Greed (avarice) Charity (generosity)
Sloth (laziness/idleness) Diligence (zeal/integrity/Labor)
Wrath (anger) Patience (composure)
Envy (jealousy) Kindness (admiration)
Pride (vanity) Humility (humbleness)

1. CHASTITY – Not just moral wholesomeness but treating sexuality with due reverence and respect.
It’s too late for you horny people to be virgins, and I know you can’t practice chastity. So…if you had to cut back on one sex act, for 90 days, what would that be? BTW…How old were you when you lost your virginity?

Damn! I hate this question!! If I had to give up something I will go with anal, not because it's not high on my favs list but because I think it would be great to be teased for the 90 days then experience the tightness and intensity that sustaining brings.

I was very young when I lost my virginity but I was 16 when I had my first proper experience of sex.

2. TEMPERANCE – Learn how to control sexual desires rather than fulfilling them.
I know many of you are wanking double time in honor of May Masturbation Month, what’s the longest you’ve gone without masturbating? Was it self-induced or did someone command you not to masturbate? Did you find it frustrating or liberating?


In the past 3 years since rediscovering myself sexually last may was the longest I've gone without climax. From the day I agreed to meet Dutch in Amsterdam until I arrived and we got into the hotel room! I even had a clock on my blog counting down the hours until I got hot to cum. I think it's was about 42 days altogether! And it was self imposed :)

3. CHARITY – A willingness to give, freely and without request for commendation.
Have you ever had sex relations with someone just because you felt badly to turn them down or you felt sorry for them?
Sort of... Long story but ... This guy I knew, as a friend, asked me put to lunch again, I said yes, he said where, I said surprise me....


Well he did that alright! He picked me up, took me to hotel to find he had booked a room and had sandwiches from the supermarket for lunch!! I went to the room trying to work out what I'd said to lead to this confusion, desperate not to hurt the guy and it was an expensive hotel. He stripped me and asked me to strip him, I started but felt so ill at the thought of sex with him I dressed and left in a hurry. Haven't spoken to him since.

4. DILIGENCE – A zealous attitude and careful nature toward living and sharing.
Are you a diligent lover? Do you offer more than 10 minutes in the missionary (i.e., lazy lover)? What do you do that makes you a diligent lover?


Do I need to answer this? We know I don't do quickies, last session was 18hrs none stop, the one before that 16 hrs, I think I got this one covered.

5. PATIENCE – Seeking appropriate resolution to conflicts, and on the ability to forgive and show mercy.
Your lover never seems to be in the mood for any kind of sexual activity. How patient are you? Do you:
a. Gingerly and sweetly try to talk to them about it and coax them into being in the mood.
b. Force yourself on them by making them feeling guilty about “denying” you so you get pity sex.
c. Do you go off and masturbate to satisfy your urges?
d. Hang your head low and hope tomorrow will be the day he/she is in the mood for nookie.

All of the above also add to list switch on porn, dress up in naughty outfit, masturbate in same room as them...

6. KINDNESS – Manifests as the unprejudiced, compassionate and charitable concern for others.
You are an enlightened sexual being full of sex positivity, confidence, and you love sex! Your motto is to “practice random acts of sexual kindness.” I’m curious what would your most prolific act of sexual kindness be? Why?


This is so hard to answer as I get so much from giving that no matter how selfless the act I gain! Things I like to do with YSL to just please him is give oral, a long slow teasing session that includes me licking his balls and ass. But for him I think he gets more pleasure from pleasing me so I suppose I better lie back and endure :)

7. HUMILITY – modest behavior, selflessness and the giving of respect.
When are you prone to modesty? In what ways do you look out for the interest of others doing things not from selfishness?

I more frequent than not put others before me personally and sexually. I think my gift is to make people feel at ease and cared, I take my delight from their pleasure and happiness. I think I'm also a grateful person, I never assume the right to anything, whether that's material things or respect, affection and if im lucky enough love.

Bonus: Your lover has made you mad but he/she is clueless and is making sexual advances. You:
a. Stay miffed or irritated at your lover and refuse to have sex
b. Rebuke your lover’s advances and tell him/her “not now because I am upset with you”
c. Set the anger aside and have great make up sex
d. Have selfish sex and do only what you want and take what you need with no regard for reciprocal satisfaction


C.make up sex! Only ever had it the once, me and Him were still crying when sexual urges took over and we had such an out pouring of emotion translated in hard fucking.

Sunday, 8 May 2011

Condoms, swinging and intimacy with my lover



Those that read me all the time will know I often have an axe to grind with people who swing that don't use condoms. In recent times I have spent the night with a friend and we never got to have sex as we had a differing opinion, he wanted to take me bareback and I wouldn't. This hasn't been a one off either, many times I've left the party/situation due to lack of condoms.

It's a rare occasion and only with a regular trusted partner have I done it. I adore being that close to a partner and for that reason I only have done it with someone I trust and feel respects me equally.

It's not that I worry about my sexual health from the sex but I get check regularly and just last week got my all clear for std's and my check for cancer (nearly 2years clear now). I think it's sensible to stay on top of these things and remain confident.

The new lover was very happy and totally and agreement with the use of condoms, in fact last week I think we went through about a dozen each session! But... In the heat of the moment, last Thursday morning, fuelled with drink and passion we had unprotected sex.

When reality hit I didn't panic, I fell into his arms for a cuddle and a conversation. We both had enjoyed it, both feeling confident in the way we feel about each other, we agreed we are both happy with the decision retrospectively. We are at the beginning of a journey together and not wishing to count my chickens too early I feel optimistic he is going to feature in my life for some time and he seems to feel the same. He made it clear he was happy to revert back to condoms now or at any time in the future, he made very clear how much he respects me.

He sent this:

Glad to hear that you haven't had any reflective regrets over our 'unsheathing'. As discused at the time (well, the next morning after 'the time'), this is only the second occasion I have done that (the first time taking several weeks of pursuasion) and I honestly thought that it was a considered act on your behalf as I simply followed your guiding hand and I was happy to do so so quickly from a feeling of confidence that built up in me about you from our many exchanges in the lead up to play date 3.


I honestly didn't realise that wine had played a part in it. If I had that realisation, I would certainly have at a minimum asked for confirmation of any decision, or more likely suggested that we review in the morning. Essentially, what I  trying to convey is that over this or any other issue, I would never place demands upon you or attempt to coerce you into something that you weren't comfortable with. 


Please remember that even if agreements have been made or implicit precedents set between us, we can always go back and return to any previous states without any questions or judgements.


Having said the above, I have no regrets with our step from the other evening and have great confidence in you. 


As always, I feel so pleased to be able to openly express and share these thoughts with you, which stems from that confidence and trust that I have in you.


YSL xx .


Whilst no clear commitment to being 'just us two' he did say that he seeks no one else now we have met and I feel the same. I feel very satisfied physically and emotional with him. I feel I can trust him.

I was recently asked by a reader what contraception I use; the coil, I had it fitted about 3years ago as a last ditched attempt to tempt the husband to have sex with me as he was using the excuse of hating condoms. He never fucked me he just found a new excuse not to want me but it was a good decision as it's reduced my periods down to a 2 day event every 3 months, it cured my fibroids that were causing pain and bleeding during sex and it now allows myself and YSL to enjoy every pleasure together. It's hard to explain  how amazing it felt when he shot his cum inside me, but the closeness it brings is a gift that I adore.

Lots more stuff on contraception and sexual health at Eden Cafe

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Saturday, 7 May 2011

Part 4

He holds me tightly as I recover from the double fisting but it's not long before his cock slips into my tender ass.

He moves slowly rubbing my engorged clit, we are both in a passionate frenzy, he roles me over and remounts my ass this time with more force. He pounds me hard until he fills me again. His hole body tense against mine as he cums hard and deep, he grunts and moans in such a raw sensual way, it gives me goose bumps.

After more closeness and affection he disappears to make coffee, he appears with a lovers feast of coffee, fruit juice and smoked salmon muffins, almost as delicious as he is. We sat and talked in the bed as we refuelled our bodies ready for more passion.

It doesn't take long for the conversation moves to kisses and for his hand to migrate to my pussy. He caresses my lips and comments how much he adores the shape and feel of my cunt... I adore his hands, his mouth, his cock all in or on my cunt.

He starts to tease my clit with his cock, slowing circling my clit I'm pushing towards him trying to capture his cock inside me but failing as he pulls back teasing me. He has me aching for him and urgently needing him inside, he pushes his fist into my wetness and then tips me over the edge by stuffing his hard cock into the palm of his hand while it's inside me.

He wanks himself slowly whilst fisting me. I'm at my limit both capacity and pleasure/pain. It's delivering mixed emotions and an intense build up to an explosive orgasm as each move as he wanks pushes my gspot and sets me gushing onto him.

We mess about together teasing and exploring more until the bath beaconed. We were both ready for such intimacy and closeness after all the nights passion and erotic fun.

He takes his time bathing me, washing every inch, it's not a sexual act, just purely sensual and affectionate. It's what was needed. It makes me feel so wanted and desired. It's the highlight of my entire time spent.

I enjoy bathing him slowly, loving the intimacy it brings, I feel so content in this space with him.

We eventually fall back into the bed holding each other, I tell him how swollen and sensitive my clit feels and he takes a closer inspection. Firstly with his fingers then with his mouth. Yet again he has me writhing in his arms as he throws me into another climax, he holds me tight and forces me to enjoy his administration of more delightful oral despite how sensitive it all feels.

He enters me and Fucks me slowly and beautifully ending in a collapsed heap holding each other.

It's about 3pm and time for me to leave the man in peace, neither wanting it to end but both needing to get back to reality. We kiss passionately and just as I was about to get up and leave I ask him to make me cum once more, greedy I know but I can't get enough of him.

He grabs the hitachi and starts slowly and gently on me knowing and seeing how swollen and tender my clit is. Then clearly he decided I needed to be taught a lesson for being greedy, knowing it would drive me wild at this stage and state, he takes hold of me and turns up the hitachi to full blast, I'm screaming, writhing, trying to pull away and loving every intense second of it.

I leave with such a smile on my face and damp panties.

I'm seeing him again Tuesday for a filthy afternoon and hopefully spending the night with him the following Monday.. I'm adoring every second in this mans company he oozes sex appeal and sexual intelligence. I ache to be spooning in his arms again.


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Friday, 6 May 2011

Being BBW - big beautiful woman


My new lover (to be refered to as YSL from now on)first approached me as my profile said BBW, ive alsways used that in my title as I dont want any guy thinking some thin chick is going to turn up.

Years ago I used to hide away under unflattering clothes, the post baby years the worst but I rediscovered myself and whilst nothing physically changed, I didnt loose weight, it was the mental change that made me more attractive. I decided I would love myself, I would be happy with my own body image. If I wasnt happy I should do something about it.

It took some time to grow to love myself, I used to slip some sexy underwear on and lie on the bed playing with myself, seeing if I could enjoy just being with me, clearly this has worked because I now adoring lying back and playing with nothing more than some naughty heels on.

I also used to avoid wearing heels because im so tall but that again came with the growth in confidence, these days I have no challenge walking into a room whatever the occasion in 5 inch heels and being the tallest by far.

Just last week YSL asked me to stand naked before him naked, whilst we have become close quite quickly I still gulped at the thought of doing this as whilst over the past 3 year I have made major leaps with body confidence I still hide behind the sexy undies nd the stockings... YSL doesnt want that, he wants raw natural me.

I was quivering the first time I did it. He reads me well and he holds me tight after and tells me how much he adores me, every inch. I believe him, his eyes and his physical reaction to me are very apparent and appreciative.

Just yesterday I read an article on Eden Cafe called Submission meets body image and it struck such a chord with me and this current situation I thought I would comment and share.

There are lots more posts about Sexual Health and body image I highly recommend adding it to your reading list.


Now dont forget to go vote for me! the competetion is judged on daily votes/visitors so I need your votes as often as you visit xxxx

Thursday, 5 May 2011

HNT - enjoying my new gift


The lover has gone away but left me with a gift to amuse myself with.

I'm in love with my new hitachi wand! And in lust with my new lover x


Some of you may already know but I had my sex toys stolen back in February and Im trying to replace them slowly but surely... anyway ive been entered into this years UK blog awards and I need your votes as the prize is £500 of sex toys!

A couple of you have been kind enough to post this on there blogs, thanks a million! If you are up for helping drop me a note or just drop me a vote!

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Happy HNT xxxxx

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Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Part 3 of debauched night with my lover


After fun in the kitchen making margaritas and enjoying some freshly steamed dim sum in between kissing and enjoying each others bodies we return to the bed to embrace, we were kissing intensely and the so naturally he was inside me again. His appetite for being inside me is so welcomed and matched by my need for him.

After several deep orgasms he suggests I lie across his lap. I smile and obey, my cunt tingled at the very thought. Everything we do together is without plan or need to question boundaries, it's a rare occurrence to have a partner than can just read you, I feel so comfortable giving myself to him.

He starts spanking me gently, after every few stinging blows he teases my clit and ass. The spanking moves from being on my cheeks to being over my exposed cunt. Each smack is met with the sound of my wetness.

He talks to me, tells me such wonderful sexual pleasures and takes me to the edge of cumming. He reaches for the hitachi and flicks it on. It sends me off the chart! Everything is so sensitive, his fingers were driving me wild so the intensity of the hitachi just had me shaking and writhing. He tells me in his smooth sexy voice to let go and cum. I do as I'm told and I cum so hard, the hardest I have all evening. He spoons me and holds me tightly as I enjoy the feelings running through my body.

We spend sometime sharing intimate secrets and desires, so entwined together kissing through sentences as we arouse each other so deeply.

He returns to the room with supper, I'm as well fed as I fucked when I see my lover.

He ties my wrists gently so they are restrained by my sides, I instantly soaked by just the tying of the teathers. He moves between my legs , gives me a devilish smile and disappears to feast upon my swollen cunt. He had me cumming and trying to escape his relentless licking as I got so sensitive but he held my hips down and continued to force me to cum again.

It must of been about 4am and we slowly made love and fell asleep together. I don't sleep well normally and sleep awful in a strange place but I drifted off very happily feeling adored as he held me tightly.

We woke 2 hours later, it was a call for him, a colleague needed to call and collect something, drunk last night I agreed to answer the door in my baby doll night dress, at this point I didn't look sexy just well fuck but he liked the effect. The door bell rang and I answer with a sheepish smile, the guy nearly jumped out of his skin!

We rolled in bed giggling and awaited text/email commenting on the stranger at the door.

We switch to fruit juice and snuggled up together, his arms around me making me feel happy. In a half sleepy state he enters my ass, he slowly fucks it while he holds my cunt in his hand. He starts to work his fingers inside me then starts to fist my cunt while he fucks my ass.

I'm on the verge if cumming and he pulls out of my ass and replaces his cock with fingers. Quite quickly he works them inside me to the knuckles. I reach round to hold him back I'm at the point where It feels too much emotionally and physically. I think he senses it and concentrates on my cunt and sends me into an orgasm and forces his hand inside my ass as I'm cumming. I'm in a state, I can't put it into words, it's so much, it feels like everything you've ever felt sexually but all at once, almost to excess but you want more. He starts alternating fisting in and out both holes, I've never managed so much, I've never felt this way, I'm shuddering, speechless, cumming and feeling so vulnerable but loving every second of it. Every now and then it gets too much but he senses it and changes tempo, he calms me with his words of affection and his smile.

He held me so tightly afterwards, it was what I needed, I felt emotionally and physically laid bare.

part 4 soon.....


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Tuesday, 3 May 2011

TMI- seven deadly sins


This week's theme is the 7 Deadly Sins: lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy and pride. Heelsnstocking suggested the theme and she and Hedone developed today's TMI Tuesday questions to be posted on May 3, 2011. Don't forget to stop by and visit other bloggers playing TMI Tuesday.



TMI Tuesday: Seven Deadly Sins

1. LUST (excessive sexual appetites): Besides your current significant other, for whom do you lust or who have you lusted for in the past? Does your significant other know about your lustful desires?

I lust after in the celebrity stakes Daniel Craig, Gerrard Butler, Colin Firth and Ralph Fiennes

In the bloggospere... Hedone, py, NV, H, HS, Mykeyman, Hubman ..... this list is long and very lustful ... Oh and Marcus!

In life I lust after my lover, I ache for him to touch me again

My husband knows of my celebrity interests but not of my secrets x

2. GLUTTONY (over-indulgence): What food brings out your inner glutton?
Japanese tai pan... Mmmm and I do love dim sum!

3. GREED (avarice): When it comes to sex, what are you greedy for? When it comes to things, what is it that you want more than your need or deserve?

Right now I want my lover, I'm hungry for him, I'm starved of him! When I'm with him I'm greedy for his touch, I don't want him to let go of me for a second.

When I'm with my lover I'm greedy for his attention and for him to keep me wanting me.

4. SLOTH (idleness/procrastination): Name a task or activity in which you perpetually procrastinate?

Tidying out my wardrobe! I deal daily with a clothing or a shoe avalanche, I promised myself I'd do it this weekend... It never happened.

5. WRATH (anger) is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury.
a. Describe a time that you were very angry?


I was so angry with 'Him', he thought he wasn't enough for me so he decided to doubt my commitment and loyalty and check if I was playing around. I was so angry that he didn't trust me as that had been the strength of our relationship.

b. Have you ever been so angry that you thought about revenge? Did you seek it?

Never felt that way about a lover as I'm generally I kind hearted sole and very forgiving.... But... One time a guy chatted to me on a swing site and it turned out I had actually met him before in a bar, he had chatted me up while my friend made out with his mate. When we had left the bar he grabbed me and tried to force himself on me and I promptly kneed him in the balls and left...

Back to swing site...

He twigged it was me and wound me up he knew me, knew I was married, knew my husband and was going to tell him. I felt sick for days worrying but the penny dropped with me and I went back on the site with a fake profile. I got him to bite, he wanted to play naughty, I got him to tell me his deepest most desires which include some very very depraved acts. I asked him where he worked... I knew the answer already to this, he said he couldnt say except it was in banking management... I was reeling in the big fish... I said wow small world I work for a bank also but head of human resources. He asked which one... I told him the name of the bank I knew he worked at... 2 minutes later his profile was deleted.... Revenge best served cold I believe?

6. ENVY (jealousy): Who or what do you envy? Why?

I envy people with simple lives but as a good friend tells me I only get this much shit because I can cope! I do envy those that can walk into any shop and buy any dress off the peg, bring so tall and full figured leaves me with a slimmer choice (excuse the pun)

7. PRIDE (vanity) is the love of one's own excellence, and it is considered the worst of the 7 Deadly Sins.
a. When preparing to meet a lover, what are you most vain about?


I enjoy all aspect of preparing for my lover from painting my nails, shaving, doing my hair and makeup. I think the worst for me is high standards in hygiene though, I've seen myself shower several times to make sure I'm fresh out the box and ready for his attention.

b. What sexual skill are you overly proud and boastful about?


I've been told I give good head but I think that is subjective to each livers needs and their spectrum of experience. I think my strongest attribute in the bedroom is my open mind and willingness to explore.

c. What part of your body are you proud of, boastful about?
I do think I have good breasts and nipples and my lover thinks I have adorable feet :) I'm often told I have naughty eyes that say more than what I do, but I think that's down to a connection with the other person.



Bonus: What sin do you think is your greatest virtue?
For example, what bad thing makes you more appealing?


I think greed, I love to hunger for more in the bedroom, I know this can be a turn off for some guys, I've been dumped for being too demanding, being told they can't cope with my insatiable appetite but for most I think to have a woman who wants so much can being a turn on and an adventure.



Have a Wonderful Week,

***Next week's TMI Tuesday theme will be the 7 Heavenly Virtues***

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