Being BBW - big beautiful woman

My new lover (to be refered to as YSL from now on)first approached me as my profile said BBW, ive alsways used that in my title as I dont want any guy thinking some thin chick is going to turn up.

Years ago I used to hide away under unflattering clothes, the post baby years the worst but I rediscovered myself and whilst nothing physically changed, I didnt loose weight, it was the mental change that made me more attractive. I decided I would love myself, I would be happy with my own body image. If I wasnt happy I should do something about it.

It took some time to grow to love myself, I used to slip some sexy underwear on and lie on the bed playing with myself, seeing if I could enjoy just being with me, clearly this has worked because I now adoring lying back and playing with nothing more than some naughty heels on.

I also used to avoid wearing heels because im so tall but that again came with the growth in confidence, these days I have no challenge walking into a room whatever the occasion in 5 inch heels and being the tallest by far.

Just last week YSL asked me to stand naked before him naked, whilst we have become close quite quickly I still gulped at the thought of doing this as whilst over the past 3 year I have made major leaps with body confidence I still hide behind the sexy undies nd the stockings... YSL doesnt want that, he wants raw natural me.

I was quivering the first time I did it. He reads me well and he holds me tight after and tells me how much he adores me, every inch. I believe him, his eyes and his physical reaction to me are very apparent and appreciative.

Just yesterday I read an article on Eden Cafe called Submission meets body image and it struck such a chord with me and this current situation I thought I would comment and share.

There are lots more posts about Sexual Health and body image I highly recommend adding it to your reading list.


Now dont forget to go vote for me! the competetion is judged on daily votes/visitors so I need your votes as often as you visit xxxx

Hi have you had or would you like your breasts bound?

MMM yes i did! although not as extreme as ive seen it done, again I can't risk getting marks. Silly really as it took a year for him to notice I'd shaved myself totally. It felt good, i love the feeling of being restrained and presented to my lover. Ready for his pleasure, which is normally to focus his attention totally on me which I have to admit I love.

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HNT

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Its OHNT's 4th Birthday! so go see some more daring pics... including one of me... if you guess which one email me and I will send you the full pic

Happy HNT sexy peeps x and happy 4th OHNT Osbasso xxx

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Well let see what you guys and gals think of the fuller figure... feeling more naked than being naked but what the heck!


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I worked out how to do it - hiding the damaged goods

Click the image to see the damaged goods x





Osbasso is God! I managed to do the clicky clicky thing with assistance from HNT HQ!! Credit to Eternal List (tipping hat and smiling at you)for sign posting me to the man who can.

SO CLICK AND ENJOY x

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a note I found from my first swing partner

I thought it might give a little more detail as to me, this is his first impressions after our first meeting.(see post how i first started 25/1 for the detail of the night)

Email ref: The Enigma that is Mrs Robinson

Ok so this is mainly irrelevant now as we both now know the truth about how and who one another is. But you probably did the same before meeting me as in you'll have formed some pre conception or image as to who or what you thought I'd be like. And giving that we only had fab profiles to go off the judgements were made off of them (and we all form judgements and pre conceptions of people whether we admit it or not, its human nature to) ... Anyway my gums are flapping but nothing of any value is spilling out so I'll get back to the point.

I figured you'd be just the vast majority of people who are on there, decent enough people but a lil rough around the edges (if you follow me) with you not being verified and having very little personal info about you I was very dubious of you at first, maybe that came across in my messages? ... But once we'd exchanged one or two more it became apparent that you were decent and genuine and you intrigued me and drew me in, I wanted to find more out about you. Then we progressed to swapping numbers etc and it went from there.

Still expected you to be Mrs Average though as much like myself you give very little away about yourself, and certainly nothing away about your private/home life. It was only when I asked what car to look out for and you told me what it was did I start to think you may have been something other than what I first thought.

So onto why you were a pleasant suprise... As soon as you pulled up and I saw the way you were dressed, way you spoke, shoes you wore etc I knew that Mrs Average was way way off the mark. Listening to you and hearing about your life, achievements etc was real interesting, I could have sat and listened to you all night, there was no edge about you at all, very hmmmm ... Humble? ... For the want of a better word (gracious?) I never got the sense of 'Oh I'm so great I have this, I've done that, I go here, I know these people' etc from you, and to be honest if I had got that you'd have been skidding down front street on your arse cos snobbery and showmanship is a big bug bear or mine (ok so I know you bathe from head to toe in Chanel and have total disregard for Bvlgari jewellery but all that came out in the natural flow of conversation) You're really funny, super easy to get along with and as cutting and sarcastic as they come.
Basically you rock!!

And I haven't even mentioned how utterly amazing you are in bed but to be honest I don't really think I need to do I? Anyway I've probably said enough and way to much now so for the moment we'll leave it at that shall we? Thanks for an amzing weekend

SHF x