stood up, abstaining and horny as hell now ive read this from the therapist!

The picnic never happened :-(

I got a call from him at the hospital on the morning, a family member took ill I shant discuss on here and we ended up speaking loads on the phone and texting while he waited news. He wants to meet up again soon but to spend some quality time, he flies back to Stockholme tomorrow so he has offered to fly me to Amsterdam, the worlds sex capital, to spend a weekend together giggling and getting naughty.

So ....I hadnt cum, I was saving myself for the picnic... I was so horny, I had the ben wa balls in, we were talking and I was touching myself but didnt allow myself to cum. I saw the therapist for a coffee and I didnt let him let me cum. I had a shower and took myself to the edge several times and as I was about to allow myself too the bathroom door flew open and a child ran in shouting mummy I got new stickers.... wow thats great!!!!!!!!

So Im climbing the walls but going to abstain until next week. BUT emails like this aint helping!!!!!!!

THE EMAIL
You arrive dressed in a white blouse black skirt heels and hold ups. Straight up stairs without a word and drop down your bags. You are blindfolded and your ear plugs are put in, you stand still waiting. you feel the blouse being undone and slipped off your shoulders then the skirt being unzipped and it falls to the floor you are led forward a few paces and step out of it. You are standing blindfolded with ear plugs in with only bra panties and heels on with some beautiful holds up showing off the beauty of your long legs. you feel vulnerable yet calm as you know you are going to enjoy what ever it is that is coming.

A hand traces its way around your body and stops at the top of your back and bends you over so you are at an angle of 45 degrees and you can feel your bra being unclasped and removed at the same time you then feel restraints being put on both your wrists and ankles and the hand retracing its way round your body until you suddenly feel a sharp sensation as your left nipples is enclosed in a vice like grip what it is you don't know but it feels wonderful and you shudder. Still at an angel and breathing heavily you feel something soft being wrapped around your head it seems to be engulfing your whole head but surprisingly you can still breathe properly once you have calmed down and realised there is no danger of suffocating, your senses are changes as your faint hearing and slight sensation of light are obliterated your only defence now is your heightened sense of touch and the goose bumps on your whole body seem alive.
As the final strips of what ever it is are placed around your neck you shudder as they are pulled tight then released but left there you imagine ready to be pulled on again at any time.
Your position is moved to the left and you can now feel your breasts being manipulated as if being strapped together but not the same, the feel of the silk rope binding them feels so good you remember this from a previous session and you can feel the damp between your legs increase as the sensations sweeping your body increase with the growing anticipation. the clamp or whatever it was is removed from your left nipple and the shock wave causes you to let out a cry but it is so muffled by what ever is covering your mouth, you gasp for air and again the sensation of suffocation returns but quickly subsides.

With your breasts feeling like they are tightly bound you stand up straight and are led to the bed end which you can feel against your legs you are made to bend over again and suddenly you are crying out in pain as your bottom cheeks are on fire you can not hear anything but sense a rush of wind against your skin then you feel the slap of what you imagine to be leather against your cheeks it feels so good. You can feel the gusset of your panties is now soaking as the juices pour from your excited and willing cunt, it longs to be touched and probed now, but nothing when will it come? as you so want to cum you know that one touch on your throbbing clit will send you over the edge but nothing you are shaking with wave after wave of sensations that seem so heightened your body feels like it is a raw nerve and yet you know there is so much more to come.

You feel yourself being moved onto the bed in a all fours position your arms apart and your legs apart and it is then that you feel for the first time that day your panties being moved to one side and your tender cunt lips being parted and you can feel warm breath on your clit , oh no here it cums the feeling of the tongue darting in and out against your clit and then the fingers probing your cunt are to much and you feel the first wave of orgasm sweep over you, have you gushed on their face will they mind will you be punished you wait and as if by answer the tongue is probing again only this time the shock returns to your nipples and you can then feel a finger probing your anal hole god how much do you want to feel it full up there today you have hoped but never dared think it would happen today but you know that all you want is a fist up your cunt and in your arse as you scream in silence to yet another orgasm. still on all fours you can now feel your breasts being pulled down hard as if trying to pull them off it feels so good and yet so wrong once again your arse cheeks are on fire and your neck seems to be getting tighter yes its that feeling again and as suddenly as you realise what it is it has stopped again and your rising panic subsides.

Only now do you get a chance to relax as you are moved onto your back, but just as quickly the relaxation feeling goes as your arms are wrenched upwards and spread apart as are your legs spread wide and tied in place before the last leg is tied you feel your soaking panties being taken off you can only imagine how wet they are and what he is going to do with them. What is to become of me now my body is on fire as i get a strange smell permeate my mask can it be the smell of burnt matches. Oh my God what is next your body arches in anticipation and your cunt is on fire with desire and is dripping juice all over the bed you can feel it running between your cheeks you are so wet and you know you have only just started the session. What is next...............
to be continued.


DAMN THAT IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!