Head exploding

Seriously my head is going to explode!

Too much going on here and I haven't seen YSL for a week therefore missing him like crazy and of course sexually frustrated. Not even able to stealth masturbate as one of the kids is in the marital bedroom this week!

In-laws are staying at the minute and being tooooo helpful, the reorganising of my kitchen cupboards was a step too far.They mean well and I'm trying to be patient but right now I'd rather the space to breathe and think instead I'm cooking for 7 and feeling stifled by all the pity driven attention.

I'm pretty much packed now, the wonderful corset was collected today and I'm blown away with its beauty and outstanding workmanship. Pics on their way soon I promise.

Hopefully grabbing coffee with the guys from Sex Shop 365 before we fly which I'm excited about finally meeting them as they've been great supporters of my blog since it started back in 2010.

Flights leave early the next morning, the resort is only 15mins from the airport by taxis and when we get there the apartment won't be ready but we will put the time to good use buying supplies.

Last year I was petrified about being naked, i remember almost shaking as we entered the resort but this time I'm excited for the liberation.

The biggest thing I'm looking forward to is the closeness and uninterrupted intimacy with YSL. I've never needed him more than now, he has been great all through the loss of Mum and really listen to me when I've needed to talk.

We've got a few lose plans for the week, we definitely want to go to Le Glamour again, we had such an amazing time the last trip. If you click on the link to go to the website theres a great pic gallery, 360 degree tour and links to the music mix which is fantastic!!

Also we are looking forward to Clair Obscure the BDSM club. Since last year we have explored so much more of this together, in fact last September was the first time YSL used a crop on me at that very club. I'm sure the Spa 1 on 1 will feature as we have such an intimate and special time there last year, we went there the day YSL said he loved me.

We are more 'in season' this visit, last year we went on the final week and whilst it was busy apparently it will be even busier in the clubs next week which should make for a great atmosphere.

The beach was a source of do much physical and visual pleasure last year and I'm sure this year it will be the same. Lay soaking up the sun while slowly making love and if course every now and then putting on a show!!

Subject to my phone signal I plan to post a couple of times so do pop on to check what I'm up to. I will post a few pics as and when possible.

Xx