I'm usually doing the fucking

This relates to the post that Yummy uploaded on 9th January 2013, 'I switched and blissed out YSL' and takes you through my male perspective and view of receiving anal from a strapon.



From an early age, I have been exposed to hard core pornography as I had a parent who worked regularly overseas and in the days before the internet, the only way that you can access explicit pornography in the UK was from people bringing in mainly little A5 sized magazines (and there were other sizes too) from areas such as Germany and Scandinavia that contained real fucking and more explicit photosets than you would ever see in a UK mag. It was the usual thing of finding out where the stash was located in the house and then surreptitiously accessing it as often as possible. From these publications I learnt about group sex, lesbian, bi and of course anal.



At the time, and it still remains the case today, I have never been sexually attracted to men, however I have always had an appreciation of cocks and it is only in recent years where I have taken to playing with other men, purely for the enjoyment of their penis as opposed to finding the man as a whole in any way arousing. As an aside, I did try a one on one with another man, but I just found the whole experience a little dull and was quite happy to finish the experience a lot earlier than the other guy would have done, however in a group situation with ladies present, I do enjoy playing with men as it is the whole experience of playing without boundaries and simply enjoying the eroticism that is there before me. Within this play, I have happily enjoyed oral and masturbation with men, both ways, and it is only in the last six months that I have given anal to men, twice!!!! However I have never received and this has been due to a combination of not really having any desire to experience it and a fear that it may be painful and I wouldn't necessarily be in control.



So bringing these two ideas together from the paragraphs above, I have always had an awareness of anal play and about men being fucked. Growing up, from time to time, I would enjoy anal stimulation whilst masturbating, but it wasn't a regular thing, perhaps once a month at most, however in later years there have been occasions where the anal play would be the whole centre for the masturbation session. Rather than focusing upon fantasies or pornography, my attention would be solely upon me, my body and the delight that I could take from self stimulation and that all I needed was me to give me these feelings.



In recent years, I still enjoy anal play, but it is something that I have to have a natural urge for when the occasion strikes me, I don't find that it is something that can be introduced to me from others, however when I do desire it, it is quite overwhelming and the day Yummy and I were together was one of those days.



I just wanted an object in my arse, I wanted to be stimulated there, and I wanted to cum with that full feeling inside me. Yummy has used a strapon with me previously, there was a lot of trust there that nothing would be forced and we would go at my pace. I lay on my side and felt the cock at my entrance. This is always the tentative point about how it will go. As usual, there was an internal spasm and when you realise that it is not going to go away by itself, the cock has to withdraw and we try again. As usual, a second entry is much easier. Yummy encourages me and says that it is all at my pace and suggests pushing back, as I am comfortable. The cock can really be felt at the anal entrance and for the first two or three inches of entry, however after that, there isn't really any perception of how deep I am being penetrated, all I know is that it feels delightful and heavenly.



That first feeling of being filled and knowing that the full cock is in due to being able to feel Yummy's tummy pressed against my cheeks is such a delight. Full and with the added eroticism of feeling the softness of Yummy pressed against me. Slowly she fucks me whilst reaching around and masturbating me, it is a heavenly combination. It is a difficult combination for Yummy to maintain, so she then concentrates on the fucking part whilst I take care of the masturbating. My cock feels so thick and without a doubt, is solid and at its maximum stiffness. Once again, the thought of the pleasure that I can derive simply from my own body takes over and I stoke my penis not in usual way of a gentle arousal sensation in the background, but as someone who is loving the moment and really does want to come and knows what an explosive feeling it will be. Sure enough, whilst being stimulated and fucked from behind, I deliberately make myself cum and it sprays out in torrents and quite a distance, even catching a couple of splashes on my face. It leaves me feeling drained, in a good way, with an emptied out feeling, which is a little odd given that I have a thick cock stuffed in behind me. However it is a sudden feeling of elation, peace, bliss and happiness.



In younger years, I regularly used to produce a very deep laugh after cumming. It was an involuntary thing along with physical spasms that would make my body jump for several minutes after orgasm. However, I don't know whether time and regularity of orgasm jades the body, but it rarely happens now, however following anal, it does. It is all part of the emptiness of thoughts and concentrated happiness that I experience when cumming in this extreme way.



Hopefully this outlines the perhaps contradictory positions about enjoying playing with men, familiarity with sex and anal play and anal play with strapons and woman. For me, it is about mood of the self, trust and arousal state. Once all three come together, it is such a hedonistic feeling for me.

YSL