Something for the weekend #39

Happy Halloween!!

Kids have been out trick or treating and I'm having a big family party at the weekend. I might post a glimps of my outfit if I can.

After 2 weeks without him I managed to spend Tuesday afternoon in YSL's arms. I felt like I melted as he held me, it was just heaven. The sex the followed was wonderful, it was almost worth the 2 week abstinence!

How to get involved with Something for the weekend... 

With lots visitors to my blog most weekends I thought I would create a weekly blog round up that gives my visitors a quick list of some great reads in the blogosphere.

We love new blogs, don't be shy, add you link and become part of the community. I will be posting this each Thursday night and closing submission Saturday at noon GMT. I will be adding a few posts that I think my reader will enjoy and you can add posts from blogs you have read that you think make the grade.  If I've already added one from your blog you can add another bonus one! I hope you join in and enjoy discovering some great posts.

 A few simple rules:

 1) Choose a post from the past week that you want to draw attention to, you post can be from your archives but should only be posted once

 2) The post should be sex or relationship related, it can be erotica, education, discussion or pictures/video

 3) DO NOT USE YOUR POST TITLE, unless it describes what the post is about, tell the reader what is about e.g Photos and details of 3some, Male sex toy review and pictures, Thoughts on Poly Relationships.If your unsure just ask and I will amend

 4) Add a link using code on the side bar to let people you are part of the SFTW community Tell people to visit if you are using social media, this is about helping other bloggers in the community so share the joy and it benefits us all.

Sinful Sunday - Tan lines

Just back from a week away, not as eventful as my last holiday though!

I felt uncomfortable sunbathing and certainly didn't get a chance to go topless. I also heard today that there was a nudest beach area at our resort that I clearly missed!!

Self doubt

Last trip away with YSL was to Cap D'Agde, the naked city. Despite being a 'big girl' YSL has my body confidence high, making me feel comfortable with who I am. Ever since I met him he had me feeling this way. I remember the liberating feeling of not needing to hide behind the sexy lingerie but to enjoy just being naked with him, even if it was just to make cocktails in his kitchen. 

I wrote this May 2011:

My new lover (to be refered to as YSL from now on)first approached me as my profile said BBW, I've always used that in my title as I dont want any guy thinking some thin chick is going to turn up on a meet.

Years ago I used to hide away under unflattering clothes, the post baby years the worst but I rediscovered myself and whilst nothing physically changed, I didnt loose weight, it was the mental change that made me more attractive. I decided I would love myself, I would be happy with my own body image. If I wasnt happy I should do something about it.

It took some time to grow to love myself, I used to slip some sexy underwear on and lie on the bed playing with myself, seeing if I could enjoy just being with me, clearly this has worked because I now adoring lying back and playing with nothing more than some naughty heels on.

I also used to avoid wearing heels because im so tall but that again came with the growth in confidence, these days I have no challenge walking into a room whatever the occasion in 5 inch heels and being the tallest by far.

Just last week YSL asked me to stand naked before him naked, even though we have become close quite quickly I still gulped at the thought of doing this as whilst over the past 3 year I have made major leaps with body confidence I still hide behind the sexy undies and the stockings... YSL doesnt want that, he wants raw natural me.

I was quivering the first time I did it. He reads me well and he holds me tight after and tells me how much he adores me, every inch. I believe him, his eyes and his physical reaction to me are very apparent and appreciative.

I know YSL's preference is for the fuller figure and I don't expect to be many mens 'type' but I have always felt in his company that I was good enough.

The last trip away with YSL was literally only last month but the contrast to this holiday with how I feel about myself is vast. I couldn't pin point one conversation or comment that has me where I am but the small chipping away from husband and my father this week has had me not wanting to be seen outside in my swimsuit. Added to that a few to many cruel messagesegt on the blog my self esteem is at an all time low I found myself not being able to look myself in the mirror this week. I have never felt this way for such a long time and I dislike how it has effected my enjoyment. I sincerely hope back home I can dust this back off and get back to my normal self.

Something for the weekend #38

Sorry for delay, haven't been able to get in wifi, currently on holiday with the family.

Been a great week family wise but a strange one personally. Hoping to blog about it later. 

How to get involved with Something for the weekend... 

With lots visitors to my blog most weekends I thought I would create a weekly blog round up that gives my visitors a quick list of some great reads in the blogosphere.

We love new blogs, don't be shy, add you link and become part of the community. I will be posting this each Thursday night and closing submission Saturday at noon GMT. I will be adding a few posts that I think my reader will enjoy and you can add posts from blogs you have read that you think make the grade.  If I've already added one from your blog you can add another bonus one! I hope you join in and enjoy discovering some great posts.

 A few simple rules:

 1) Choose a post from the past week that you want to draw attention to, you post can be from your archives but should only be posted once

 2) The post should be sex or relationship related, it can be erotica, education, discussion or pictures/video

 3) DO NOT USE YOUR POST TITLE, unless it describes what the post is about, tell the reader what is about e.g Photos and details of 3some, Male sex toy review and pictures, Thoughts on Poly Relationships.If your unsure just ask and I will amend

 4) Add a link using code on the side bar to let people you are part of the SFTW community Tell people to visit if you are using social media, this is about helping other bloggers in the community so share the joy and it benefits us all.

Sinful Sunday - 3's company

Something for the weekend #37

Packed and ready for my holiday day with the family, looking forward to quality time with the kids and getting done rest and relaxation in for myself. I might be a tad quiet on twitter so apologies in advance... I will be back soon!

How to get involved with Something for the weekend... 

With lots visitors to my blog most weekends I thought I would create a weekly blog round up that gives my visitors a quick list of some great reads in the blogosphere.

We love new blogs, don't be shy, add you link and become part of the community. I will be posting this each Thursday night and closing submission Saturday at noon GMT. I will be adding a few posts that I think my reader will enjoy and you can add posts from blogs you have read that you think make the grade.  If I've already added one from your blog you can add another bonus one! I hope you join in and enjoy discovering some great posts.

 A few simple rules:

 1) Choose a post from the past week that you want to draw attention to, you post can be from your archives but should only be posted once

 2) The post should be sex or relationship related, it can be erotica, education, discussion or pictures/video

 3) DO NOT USE YOUR POST TITLE, unless it describes what the post is about, tell the reader what is about e.g Photos and details of 3some, Male sex toy review and pictures, Thoughts on Poly Relationships.If your unsure just ask and I will amend

 4) Add a link using code on the side bar to let people you are part of the SFTW community Tell people to visit if you are using social media, this is about helping other bloggers in the community so share the joy and it benefits us all.

Sinful Sunday - room service

We stayed away earlier in the week and met up with done friends. After a full night of fun we ordered our selves a treat from room services.... And whilst the steak sandwich was delicious I enjoyed the other tasty portion of meat YSL served me :) 

I was generous and gave him some room service of his own to enjoy.

Go see who else played...

Proud to call him my lover

I've been swinging off and on for over 5 years now and in my time I've been fortunate to meet some really great guys, most if which I can still call a friend to this day. But along side those great people lies a long list of failures, the extremes of which upon reflection have me giggle and horrified that I even order a coffee, I should of just turned on my heels the second I saw them.

From the moment I met YSL I knew I was on to something good, the immediate connection intellectually and sexual was electric. 

Even from the early months other couples would comment about how connected we were, I remember our first swingers club visit together the couple at the end of the bar couldn't believe we had just met of a swingers website and that was before we had love in our dynamic, it was just pure lust.

These days when in a group environment I love to sit back and watch at times, I love the moment the other see YSL's cock grow, I adore seeing a woman receive oral from him like nothing they have experienced before and the moment his hard cock enters them they get to appreciate just what I get from him sexually. I've expressed this explanation before... It's like ordering the best meal in the restaurant and whilst you want to eat it all yourself you want someone else to toast it and to appreciate what it is you have.

But my pride in having YSL as my lover goes much further than that... His sexual ability and stamina I have yet to see matched (I would thoroughly enjoy the moment it is) our male friend this week, who we have played with previously commented that YSL was clearly not human!

The core of my pride though lies in YSL's sexual intelligence, his impeccable manners and social skills. Most of my previous swinging disasters have come down to a social mismatch, the blatant lack of care for others, the other party's selfish attitude to sex and of course poor hygiene!!! 

I'm always proud to be with him and to him my lover.

Something for the weekend #36

Sorry I'm a tad late posting! I was a tad busy with work... Today though I'm taking the day off.

Had fun earlier this week with a naughty foursome, my favourite moment has to be when our lady friend climbed on my face then YSL opened my thighs and fucked me while sucking the other guy... Not that I saw that bit as I was busy eating cunt.

How to get involved with Something for the weekend... 

With lots visitors to my blog most weekends I thought I would create a weekly blog round up that gives my visitors a quick list of some great reads in the blogosphere.

We love new blogs, don't be shy, add you link and become part of the community. I will be posting this each Thursday night and closing submission Saturday at noon GMT. I will be adding a few posts that I think my reader will enjoy and you can add posts from blogs you have read that you think make the grade.  If I've already added one from your blog you can add another bonus one! I hope you join in and enjoy discovering some great posts.

 A few simple rules:

 1) Choose a post from the past week that you want to draw attention to, you post can be from your archives but should only be posted once

 2) The post should be sex or relationship related, it can be erotica, education, discussion or pictures/video

 3) DO NOT USE YOUR POST TITLE, unless it describes what the post is about, tell the reader what is about e.g Photos and details of 3some, Male sex toy review and pictures, Thoughts on Poly Relationships.If your unsure just ask and I will amend

 4) Add a link using code on the side bar to let people you are part of the SFTW community Tell people to visit if you are using social media, this is about helping other bloggers in the community so share the joy and it benefits us all.

Sinful Sunday - back to school prompt

A little bit of old school punishment for me being a naughty girl for sir. It's an image from my archives but one of my favourites.

Something for the weekend #35

Spent a couple of evenings with YSL this week and they have been wonderfully chilled, especially given how busy and hectic the last week has been. We lost a grand parent and had the car broken into so in sure you can imagine that it's been a tad stressful.

On Tuesday I hadn't realised how much I needed to come until YSL disappeared under the duvet and devoured my cunt until I was a shuddering wreck. He proceeded to make live to me and my final orgasm reduced me to tears, I was so overwhelmed and relieved I just let go. YSL held me, it was like the reset button had been pressed.



How to get involved with Something for the weekend... 

With lots visitors to my blog most weekends I thought I would create a weekly blog round up that gives my visitors a quick list of some great reads in the blogosphere.

We love new blogs, don't be shy, add you link and become part of the community. I will be posting this each Thursday night and closing submission Saturday at noon GMT. I will be adding a few posts that I think my reader will enjoy and you can add posts from blogs you have read that you think make the grade.  If I've already added one from your blog you can add another bonus one! I hope you join in and enjoy discovering some great posts.

 A few simple rules:

 1) Choose a post from the past week that you want to draw attention to, you post can be from your archives but should only be posted once

 2) The post should be sex or relationship related, it can be erotica, education, discussion or pictures/video

 3) DO NOT USE YOUR POST TITLE, unless it describes what the post is about, tell the reader what is about e.g Photos and details of 3some, Male sex toy review and pictures, Thoughts on Poly Relationships.If your unsure just ask and I will amend

 4) Add a link using code on the side bar to let people you are part of the SFTW community Tell people to visit if you are using social media, this is about helping other bloggers in the community so share the joy and it benefits us all.