A year ago today I met a man, HIM, today I miss him. He loved me more than I ever have felt before in my life, we had such passion and chemistry I doubt I will ever encounter again.
He had messaged me on the swing site, he was coming to town on business and wanted to meet.
I had impressive verifications that essentially said I was classy, intelligent but dirty and insatiable... the thinking mans whore!
I was abrasive and cruel in my first few messages, something I often did, I got over 100 messages a day asking to meet me, coupled with the verifications I had exquisite pictures, abstract of me... my ankles restrained, my breasts held, never overly nude and explicit but enough to know I was a bad bad girl.
Id found out via emails that he had a foot fetish and adored BBW's, he wanted to explore his sexual side more and he liked the sound and look of me.
The night before he was due to fly in I decided I would at least do lunch, I hadn't planned to stay long but lunch with an attentive stranger can be fun. I went on cam to show me, I never saw him but I took his number and messaged him in the morning when he got to the airport that I would collect him and lunch was his treat.
It was a little after 1 when he landed, as I drove in to collect him I was so pleased, not only did he not look like an axe murderer, he looked even more attractive than his pics and as he got into the car he smelt so good.
We went for lunch. He talked, asked questions and flirted but I didn't hear any of it. I was too distract by him, the way he looked at me, this wasn't a 'meet' I felt like from the first moment he could see me, really the true me.
I dismissed this as my fantasy, I just so wanted to be seen as me. I offered to drive him to the hotel and awaited rejection, I asked if he wanted me. He smiled, looked confused as if I should of rejected him.
I remember so clearly the first time he touched me, I was changing gear, he grabbed my thigh, he looked and me and smiled.
We got to the hotel and checked in, he held my hand and kissed me in the lift, it was the first time I'd done this and not felt nervous, drunk or afraid it was so strange I felt like we had a connection.
Still trying to be cool and detached we got to the room I asked him to order water and ice and started to get undressed. I got down to my underwear and lay back on the bed.... that was the moment... he looked at me... he saw me... he wanted me. I can still see the way he looked at me when I recall that moment. It was the first time I'd ever experienced it, the husband has never looked at me that way.
Suddenly it was 7pm and I needed to leave.. we had enjoyed each other, full intercourse had been minimal but he had adored me, he had explored me, he had made me cum so much and shudder in his arms and I felt so at ease with him.
I got the feeling he was in awe of me, he was frightened of me and my sexual prowess, but after I showered and curled up on the bed with him in his arms I could feel him melt, I could feel that connection again.
He dressed me again, the moments spent fastening my ankle straps on my heels was one of the most sensual moments I have ever experienced. Again he saw me.
When I left the room I stood in the corridor for moments, lingering, hoping he would open the door again and come and get me. He didn't. We had talked about meeting again the next day but I heard nothing from him. I was so disappointed. I finished my last meeting at a little after 5 and call the husband to say I was on my way home, my next meeting was cancelled..... just as I arrived home he text... he was free... I wasn't.
I was away the next day and dismissed it all as a silly whim of mine and concentrated on the new project at work. BUT... that night I got the message I hoped for, he wanted me, he wanted more of me.
6 months on he was still my lover.
Tuesday, 31 August 2010
TMI Tuesday
Things I want to do in September
1. Meet a friend I have been speaking to on-line for months
2. Have a MMF encounter
3. Enjoy an erotic photo shoot
4. Push limits and explore new depths with the therapist
5. Find a man that enjoys spooning as much as kink
Any offers from the crowd??
1. Meet a friend I have been speaking to on-line for months
2. Have a MMF encounter
3. Enjoy an erotic photo shoot
4. Push limits and explore new depths with the therapist
5. Find a man that enjoys spooning as much as kink
Any offers from the crowd??
Sunday, 29 August 2010
the Farmer
I went to collect my paddle, I'd left it there the last time and it looks like it would be the end of the brief but fun relationship. I hadn't thought much about it I been too busy with my work crumbling around me. When I got to his door though my heart sank.
He greeted my with a smile and a warm hug. I went inside and he made coffee. We stood sipping coffee and talking, enjoying a cigarette as we talked about everything except us. When I finished my coffee he held me, he kissed my forehead with such care, like my dad used to, we locked eyes and the kisses changed.
For a brief moment the passion over took then we both pulled back. I sat on the couch finishing my coffee while he showered. When he return he spoke to me about thing as a friend again. I decided to leave as it was clear from his words and actions we were going to end up having sex again. I'd even put my "fuck hope no one see's me in these knickers" on. I told him and laughed.
We kissed and said fair well. He whispers leave now or I'm going to fuck you. My brain urged my legs to move but my pussy was closer to them and forbid them to move. He started to walk against me, pushing me to the bedroom. I ask him not too, I don't want him to regret me. He pushes me back onto the bed hard and pulls off my knickers without ceremony and enters me with such strength. As he does so he tells me to fight. He fucks me so hard and deep and I scream and fight him telling him to stop, telling him not to do it. It makes him harder and me wetter.
He covers my mouth as a scream, making me cum hard. He pulls out of me unfinished and lies next to me, tells me to leave. I try to move and his hands hold me down and penetrate me, rubbing my clit with such vigour I cum again.
This time I get up to leave. I go to take the paddle and he tells me to forget it again. I want to collect it again next week. This time I want my dress ripped from me as he takes me.
He greeted my with a smile and a warm hug. I went inside and he made coffee. We stood sipping coffee and talking, enjoying a cigarette as we talked about everything except us. When I finished my coffee he held me, he kissed my forehead with such care, like my dad used to, we locked eyes and the kisses changed.
For a brief moment the passion over took then we both pulled back. I sat on the couch finishing my coffee while he showered. When he return he spoke to me about thing as a friend again. I decided to leave as it was clear from his words and actions we were going to end up having sex again. I'd even put my "fuck hope no one see's me in these knickers" on. I told him and laughed.
We kissed and said fair well. He whispers leave now or I'm going to fuck you. My brain urged my legs to move but my pussy was closer to them and forbid them to move. He started to walk against me, pushing me to the bedroom. I ask him not too, I don't want him to regret me. He pushes me back onto the bed hard and pulls off my knickers without ceremony and enters me with such strength. As he does so he tells me to fight. He fucks me so hard and deep and I scream and fight him telling him to stop, telling him not to do it. It makes him harder and me wetter.
He covers my mouth as a scream, making me cum hard. He pulls out of me unfinished and lies next to me, tells me to leave. I try to move and his hands hold me down and penetrate me, rubbing my clit with such vigour I cum again.
This time I get up to leave. I go to take the paddle and he tells me to forget it again. I want to collect it again next week. This time I want my dress ripped from me as he takes me.
Thursday, 26 August 2010
HNT - steamy in the shower
I was enjoying a moment to myself in the shower but thought I would invite you in to take a peek x
Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including one of me...
Happy HNT sexy peeps x.
Wednesday, 25 August 2010
Therapy session - spank therapy for naughty girls
I'm fast asleep, its about 8am and the therapist is making a house visit.
He strips off and climbs in the bed, I'm still sound asleep. I wake as I feel him take hold of me. I don't open my eyes, I'm still to sleepy but I enjoy the immediate and intense attention from him. He squeezes my breast and parts my thighs. His fingers immediately stroking my clit and transferring my juices flowing already from me.
He kisses my neck and back as he hold me by the throat and presses himself against me. He disappears between my thighs and generously licks me. He has me grinding on his face, still without opening my eyes, it all feels so wonderfully dreamy. he makes me cum several times before pushing his fist inside me. He takes it slow and pushes inside me. Licking at me again while vigorously fisting me he has me screaming with pleasure.
He takes hold of me again and holds me close, whispers to me that I have been a bad patient, he tells me im not allowed to cum, he keeps stroking my clit as I tell him im sorry. Im near cumming and ask him if I'm allowed yet. NO! and if I do he will spank me.. hard. He talks so dirty to me, telling me things I must do for him, it turns me on so much.
I beg him to stop as I'm so near cumming, I'm fighting it but know I will cum any moment and I want the spanking. I cum so hard and shudder as he continues to tourment my clit, he tells me to bend over. He holds me so I can move and delivers a stream of hard spanks on alternate cheeks. Its starting to hurt, its burning and getting sensitive. I'm begging him to stop. I'm sorry for being a bad patient. I promise to be so good. He pauses and plays me my engorged clit and makes me cum again. He spanks me more, pushing me to the edge.
When the punishment is finished he presents his cock for me to suck. I do as he asks and suck it hard. As he nears cuming he tells me to bend over, I hold my ass cheeks open and he cums over me.
My bottom is still tender as I write this, it makes me ache for more
Tuesday, 24 August 2010
TMI - masterbating and my current fantasy
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Would you even consider playing with a man with a tiny penis? If so, what would you do with him or want him to do with you?
Depends on mood but what i would do today is tell them they cant fuck me but they can pleasure me, head to toe. They can only touch themselves when I am not looking and if I catch them touching they will be sorry :) Tomorrow maybe id let him wank for me.
TMI - masturbating and my current fantasy
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Monday, 23 August 2010
In my past I have LOVED anal sex, however; my husband is very well endowed, and I cannot seem to take him no matter what we try. We have tried "working our way up" to it, but still, we have had no success with him penetrating me. Any suggestions?
My advice is to relax and both of you have fun with your fingers and lots of lube. Get used to playing in other ways and maybe choose some toys so that you can get used to something penetrating you that initially isnt as big as his cock.
My ex was initailly too big for me to take, we used to spoon and he would tease my clit so I was on the edge of cuming, his cock tip pushed against me, each time i neared cuming he would push in a little deeper, when he was all in he would let me cum. he did this when anal training me to take his fist.
Do you have those people around you who simply will touch you when you feel you need it? And can you call on them regularly? And would you send one or two of them over the water here to me...:)
The Therapist in recent months has been there for me both sexually and emotionally. he ee ven brought a clean hanky for me to blow my nose on as he knew I was going to cry and just last week when I was stressed he massaged me and bought me my fav chocs, fed them to me while he rubbed and kissed every inch of me.
We don't have sex, we never have and never will I doubt. It started as a me not wishing to go that far but we both got off on it and it saves emotions getting mixed up as we are now very close friends.
As for sending him over... I would gladly share; picture this... he tells me he has an hour to spare one day, a week or so ago, I tell him to come for a cup of tea. I made the drinks we talk then he licked me to 3 wonderful orgasms and left. It was amazing!
A week in review
30+ orgasms lost count was away with the faries
1 man kissed me
1 man tie me up and spanked me
1 man teased me so wonderfully I could of cum without touch
1 man fucked me hard
1 man fisted me with his huge hands and made me squirt
Husband is away for 2 days so I have a feeling I'm going to be a very bad girl.
Spoke with the therapist about pushing my boundaries, I really enjoyed playing with the farmer and I want to try more and do some role play.
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Saturday, 21 August 2010
Second night with the Farmer parts 1 and 2
I was meant to be slipping in the apartment and getting in his bed while he was showering but it had been a long day and I wanted a shower first. I texted him and he met me at the car as I parked it.
As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.
I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.
We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.
We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).
He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.
He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.
With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.
I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.
We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.
He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered
We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.
We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.
I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.
He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say louder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.
The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.
He asks me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.
I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he lent in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.
I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.
He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.
I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.
I beg to cum. NO
“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”
He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.
He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, I'm not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.
Im bent over the sofa, tied by a collar made from his belt to it, I can’t move as it tightens the collar and I have to present my ass to him... I’m shuddering and frightened of what will be next, I’m excited, exhilarated and aroused.
Pegs go on my nipples, I wasn’t expecting the sting to arrive there first. He squeezes them and pulls them making me moan load. His cock is slammed in my ass and he takes hold of me and fucks me hard.; I’m begging to be allowed to cum but denied.
He steps away and I hear him in my bag, I know he has gone to retrieve the paddle that I refused to pass him before he tied me. Gentle taps on my splayed pussy and ass began. It felt so good.
He drew his arm back and brought the paddle towards me I felt the air move and I braced myself, he stopped short and didn’t touch me. It hurt just as much as if he had. He repeats this, I know one of these times he will do it, I know one will come with a sting; it lands and sets my skin on fire where it contacted my pussy lips and ass are tingling and burning; I want more.
I feel something hard being pushed into my cunt, I’m guessing it was the wine bottle as the neck widened and opened me up, he fucked me hard with it taking me to the edge of cumming again then swapping holes and repeating the exercise.
He fucks me again taking handfuls of my hair and pounds me hard, sticking his fingers in my ass as he does so. Im shaking and trembling, needing to cum so badly and he knows it.
He unties the collar and takes hold of me, removing the blindfold as he moves in a teases me with his kisses. He leads me back into the bedroom and gently teases me, I don’t ask, I cum, he keeps playing with my clit and pushes me straight into another orgasm, now using his cock tip he wanks it hard against me making me cum and squirt, it was spraying up and showering both of us in a fine mist as he did it vigorously.
He dipped his cock in my cunt pulled me further onto him and came hard.
We lay and kissed and talked, he pulled me close knowing I needed the affection at that moment after the intensity of what had just happened, i have never experienced by tied and used like that before, it was everything I had hoped it would be and more. I think my boundaries and pushing back either further.
We enjoyed dinner together it felt so good being with him, I kind of feel like he must think I a silly little girl and not because he condescends me or anything like that, if anything he thinks so much of me, what I do and what I’ve achieved with my life so far, but because he seems so sorted and confident. Any way... back at the naughty stuff.
He says he is going to bed and I don’t know if it’s an invite or a suggestion that I leave; I grab a shower and wonder what to do, I don’t want to leave but certainly don’t want to out stay my welcome. I’m drying myself and he asks what I’m doing and join him in the bed. He cups my breast and holds me as he kisses me and squeezes my nipple, he has me aching for him to touch my sex within seconds. He doesn’t, he teases me even more than earlier, he pins me down gently but firmly and proceeds to touch my thighs and pussy lips but never enough for it feel satisfying. I’m moaning, begging and writhing, pushing my sex towards his hand hoping he will accidental touch me more.
He has me in such a state when he bolts up right, takes open my legs and smacks my pussy so hard while holding me by the throat. I wasn’t expecting it at all. I screamed; he then alternatively fucks both holes I start to cum.... he is such an amazing lover.
I’m in meeting him again on Monday and spending the whole night. We plan to explore a big fantasy of mine; it turned him on when I shared it with him and he plans to make it happen for me... watch this space
As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.
I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.
We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.
We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).
He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.
He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.
With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.
I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.
We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.
He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered
We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.
We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.
I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.
He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say louder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.
The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.
He asks me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.
I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he lent in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.
I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.
He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.
I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.
I beg to cum. NO
“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”
He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.
He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, I'm not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.
Im bent over the sofa, tied by a collar made from his belt to it, I can’t move as it tightens the collar and I have to present my ass to him... I’m shuddering and frightened of what will be next, I’m excited, exhilarated and aroused.
Pegs go on my nipples, I wasn’t expecting the sting to arrive there first. He squeezes them and pulls them making me moan load. His cock is slammed in my ass and he takes hold of me and fucks me hard.; I’m begging to be allowed to cum but denied.
He steps away and I hear him in my bag, I know he has gone to retrieve the paddle that I refused to pass him before he tied me. Gentle taps on my splayed pussy and ass began. It felt so good.
He drew his arm back and brought the paddle towards me I felt the air move and I braced myself, he stopped short and didn’t touch me. It hurt just as much as if he had. He repeats this, I know one of these times he will do it, I know one will come with a sting; it lands and sets my skin on fire where it contacted my pussy lips and ass are tingling and burning; I want more.
I feel something hard being pushed into my cunt, I’m guessing it was the wine bottle as the neck widened and opened me up, he fucked me hard with it taking me to the edge of cumming again then swapping holes and repeating the exercise.
He fucks me again taking handfuls of my hair and pounds me hard, sticking his fingers in my ass as he does so. Im shaking and trembling, needing to cum so badly and he knows it.
He unties the collar and takes hold of me, removing the blindfold as he moves in a teases me with his kisses. He leads me back into the bedroom and gently teases me, I don’t ask, I cum, he keeps playing with my clit and pushes me straight into another orgasm, now using his cock tip he wanks it hard against me making me cum and squirt, it was spraying up and showering both of us in a fine mist as he did it vigorously.
He dipped his cock in my cunt pulled me further onto him and came hard.
We lay and kissed and talked, he pulled me close knowing I needed the affection at that moment after the intensity of what had just happened, i have never experienced by tied and used like that before, it was everything I had hoped it would be and more. I think my boundaries and pushing back either further.
We enjoyed dinner together it felt so good being with him, I kind of feel like he must think I a silly little girl and not because he condescends me or anything like that, if anything he thinks so much of me, what I do and what I’ve achieved with my life so far, but because he seems so sorted and confident. Any way... back at the naughty stuff.
He says he is going to bed and I don’t know if it’s an invite or a suggestion that I leave; I grab a shower and wonder what to do, I don’t want to leave but certainly don’t want to out stay my welcome. I’m drying myself and he asks what I’m doing and join him in the bed. He cups my breast and holds me as he kisses me and squeezes my nipple, he has me aching for him to touch my sex within seconds. He doesn’t, he teases me even more than earlier, he pins me down gently but firmly and proceeds to touch my thighs and pussy lips but never enough for it feel satisfying. I’m moaning, begging and writhing, pushing my sex towards his hand hoping he will accidental touch me more.
He has me in such a state when he bolts up right, takes open my legs and smacks my pussy so hard while holding me by the throat. I wasn’t expecting it at all. I screamed; he then alternatively fucks both holes I start to cum.... he is such an amazing lover.
I’m in meeting him again on Monday and spending the whole night. We plan to explore a big fantasy of mine; it turned him on when I shared it with him and he plans to make it happen for me... watch this space
Friday, 20 August 2010
The 2nd night with the farmer
I was meant to be slipping in the apartment and getting in his bed while he was showering but it had been a long day and I wanted a shower first. I texted him and he met me at the car as I parked it.
As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.
I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.
We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.
We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).
He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.
He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.
With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.
I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.
We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.
He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered
We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.
We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.
I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.
He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say lounder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.
The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.
He askes me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.
I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he leant in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.
I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.
He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.
I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.
I beg to cum. NO
“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”
He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.
He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, im not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.
Part 2 tomorrow
As we went into his place he kissed me, I adore the way his arms wrap around me and his hands take hold of me. He looks at me and sees me. I kicked of my heels and started to strip and head to the shower while he made a drink.
I was so aroused almost shaking as I showered, I was aching just to get back to him kissing me.
We pass in the bedroom as I was drying myself and kiss again. I’d brought a little black slip with me and put it on and waited for him. My clit was throbbing.
He was wearing just a towel when he returned, he pulled me close and I felt his hand on my bum followed by a playful smack.
We enjoyed our drinks outside along with the last of the days sunshine, as I walked back in the apartment he had hold of the slip and removed it and took me straight to the bedroom. (we had a brief pause to make the bed apparently he had a very bad woman squirt all over it 2 days ago) (yes that was me).
He kissed me and his hands traced my body and parted my legs, he touched me everywhere and wanted him to but not where I needed it. He gentle ran his fingers over my lips but never parting them and not pressing hard enough. He wet his fingers in my mouth then traced my lips again from my ass forward. I was trying to push myself upon him but it didn’t work.
He took hold of my lips and parted them and exposed my everything. I felt like he was inspecting me which turned me on so much.
With precision he licked my clit, lapping at it gently then sucking it all up and making me squeal. After I came he stuffed his cum covered fingers in my mouth, I could taste my arousal clearly. His wet fingers were then plunged into my cunt and ass. My ass was still tender from Mondays attention but I still wanted to pleased him and I took it knowing he wasn’t going to push it too hard tonight.
I came again and he told me to lie with my head hanging off the bed. I knew this meant I was going to get my throat fucked. He has a ‘fat’ cock, it fills my mouth totally. I relax my throat and he fills it, I’m gasping for breath between strokes and as I’m concentrating on that he slapped my pussy hard, just once, it felt amazing.
We moved to the centre of the bed, I’m lay on my back legs wrapped around him and he plunges himself so deep inside my in one stroke. The mixture of the tender pussy from Mondays fun and the tightness as he hadn’t fisted me made his cock feel so immense inside me. He fucks me hard and the angle is just right my bladder was full and it made it more intense. I came as he fucked me so hard gripping around his cock.
He continued to pound me hard, in one fluid moment he withdrew stood up and shot his load over me. When he cums it is with such ferocity it is so passionate to watch. I was covered
We enjoyed wine and swapped stories, laughing and being serious, he whipped as I walked past with his shirt and I struck his ass hard with a paddle for a laugh. We stood chatting and kissing in the kitchen his arousal again became obvious.
We headed back to the bedroom this time with the restraints in hand, the blindfold and I refused to hand him the paddle, I couldn’t bring myself to pass the instrument of torture to him.
I lay on his bed, in the centre, naked and blindfolded. He kissed me and began to tie me up. In was tied fast to the bed and he tightened the straps to limit my movement. He starts to talk to me, the tone changed, I’d been naughty, I was going to have to learn to be good. It was like electricity running through my cunt, everything felt alive with every word he said. I felt something touch me, I flinched and I learned what it was as the belt smacked against my hand as I instinctively tried to move to cover myself.
He continues to talk to me telling how bad Ive been asking me if I want to be whipped. I mumble 'yes please', PARDON SPEAK UP, 'yes please' I try to say lounder my voice is trembling as I invite him to whip me.
The stings then travelled up my thighs as he whipped me gently with the belt. He stopped a moment then my nipple went on fire as he flicked it in some way, I scream, he told me nobody could hear me and continued.
He askes me did I like it and I manage to say Yes, I know that is the right answer.
I was using what leverage I had to keep my legs closed, he leant in close and told me to open them, open them wide now! It is so hard to doing that voluntarily when you know you are opening yourself up so that a leather belt can sting your clit.
I don’t open them far enough and he forces me open. The belt touches me, gently this time but mentally it was stinging, I was waiting for it. A few gentle taps on my pussy lips, a sting on my nipple to distract me then CRACK, I screamed, I almost came it was so intense.
He moved he was sat between my spread legs, his legs under mine, he pushes up close and sticks his cock inside me and fucks me so hard.
I about to cum and I ask for permission. NO.
I beg to cum. NO
“if you cum I will fist your ass hard”
He knows I can’t take that tonight it’s too sore from Monday. I bite my lip and deny myself my orgasm.
He stops and he tells me I bore him, I haven’t pleased him, the leather belt is placed round my neck and tightened to like a collar, He un ties me and leads me into the living room blindfolded and forces me over the sofa and tells me to present my ass to him. The belt is tethered to the sofa or he still has hold of i, im not sure which, so if I pull it tightens. I have to keep still and take what is coming.
Part 2 tomorrow
Thursday, 19 August 2010
HNT - in the office alone
I was on my sofa in my office yesterday...
And I got so horny thinking of what the Farmer said he was going to do to me.
Guess what I was doing in that picture while thinking... ;)
Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including one of me...
Happy HNT sexy peeps x
And I got so horny thinking of what the Farmer said he was going to do to me.
Guess what I was doing in that picture while thinking... ;)
Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including one of me...
Happy HNT sexy peeps x
Sunday, 15 August 2010
A week in review
17 orgasms
2 men kissed me
1 man massaged me head to toe and fed me my fav chocolates
1 man met me for coffee and invited me for dinner next week
1 man intrigues me and has me wet with anticipation
1 man just called me and told me he wants me
1 man shared his new nipple clamps with me
1 naughty female friend got back in touch and arranged to meet up soon
5 people loved my OHNT pic otherhnt src="http://static.flickr.com/51/152199606_c5ea8f9add_o.png" width=80 height=15>
13 people loved my HNT offering
NV helped me out and designed an award button for blogs and/or bloggers that turn me on
new blogs awarded that are a must to read:
http://bteroticfiction.blogspot.com/
http://handsinpants.blogspot.com/
http://hisubmission.blogspot.com/
Dished out so far:
http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/
http://blue-eyedvixen.com/
http://pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com/
http://alienus-kairos.blogspot.com/
http://jsgotgame.blogspot.com/
Off to award more sexy bloggers!
Saturday, 14 August 2010
what can I say... other than Im a very bad girl
and don't say I didn't warn you, the pictures are very naughty!
proceed with caution and an open mind!!!!
Was one of those nights where I parked all inhibitions at the door (must say it was helped by more than a few cheeky drinks an a smoke).
He is a sexy fucker R, tall, very attractive, tanned lush body and a delicious cock but a bad boy through and through. Kisses like an angel, fucks like the devil.
I did warn you that these pics were naughty and Ive been pondering how to blog about it but ive decided to just post the pics and let you:
a) wince
b) admire
c) ponder
d) consider hiring me as a drinks cabinet for those special occasions
After my aperitif of cock we had a few beers
then we got down to some serious fisting, he had me gushing everywhere
After cuming so much I was lay on the sofa while he fixed some drinks then....
He had got some Jack Daniels in for me knowing it was my fav
He had me gushing everywhere, the floors were soaked
We played Dr's and Nurses... well i was getting a damn good internal any way!
More drinks and I seem to remember a game of base ball??? anyone know where he put the bat?
The glass dildo got some abuse
This is the first half of the evening!
proceed with caution and an open mind!!!!
Was one of those nights where I parked all inhibitions at the door (must say it was helped by more than a few cheeky drinks an a smoke).
He is a sexy fucker R, tall, very attractive, tanned lush body and a delicious cock but a bad boy through and through. Kisses like an angel, fucks like the devil.
I did warn you that these pics were naughty and Ive been pondering how to blog about it but ive decided to just post the pics and let you:
a) wince
b) admire
c) ponder
d) consider hiring me as a drinks cabinet for those special occasions
After my aperitif of cock we had a few beers
then we got down to some serious fisting, he had me gushing everywhere
After cuming so much I was lay on the sofa while he fixed some drinks then....
He had got some Jack Daniels in for me knowing it was my fav
He had me gushing everywhere, the floors were soaked
We played Dr's and Nurses... well i was getting a damn good internal any way!
More drinks and I seem to remember a game of base ball??? anyone know where he put the bat?
The glass dildo got some abuse
This is the first half of the evening!
Friday, 13 August 2010
My desert island sex toy - what's yours??
those that follow the blog will know I have a special place in my heart for my bullet vibrator, I never go anywhere without it.
It lives in my handbag and shares a little channel pouch with spare batteries, my clit clamp and a small collection of headache tablets. Everything I need for lifes little emergencies!
ANYWAY my bullet died.... RIP, god bless it! it is due a medal of honour for valiant services to man (and woman) kind. It worked long hours in damp conditions, often in cramped coniditons and often with a coworker that require additional on site support to get the work done. All this for very little in return.
So with the holiday looming and very little time to shop the guys at www.sexshop365.co.uk sent me a treat!
The next day the post arrived at work and I excitedly opened my package, the girls in office laughing and saying it must be a sex toy as Im never that interested in the post otherwise.
Within 10 minutes I went to the bathroom and checked that the goods where in full working order. I slipped it in along side my clit, my lips holding it in place and replaced my panties. I went to the kitchen to make a coffee, before the kettle had boiled I was bubbling over. I came holding onto the fridge door while looking for the milk.
Me being me thought I would return to my desk with the bullet in place, now confident that the noise of it was undectable and I came another 2 times before my clit became too sensitive to sit still and unnoticed.
My top moments/things to do including my bullet are:
1) Doing mundane household tasks like ironing or hoovering, making myself wait until ive done all my tasks before alowing myself to cum, also love doing this with my Luna Benwa Balls in
2) I used to love it when HE would slip it in between my lips and tell me not to cum, sometimes he would even peg my lips togther or bind my thighs with ribbons
3) like above HE used to use it on my clit when I was tied up and it had gone so sensitive, it was such sweet torture
4) I used to love slipping it in and letting HIM discover it there
5) It has saved some moments when my partner isnt working the magic and needs a little help in pushing me over the edge
6)Doing the shopping, i came so many times the last time I did this, the added arousal of using it in public, people all around and not knowing im cumming as I lean in the dairy fridge.
7) teasing my partners cock and ass, just gently caressing him with it while my mouth and tongure go to work, it makes a good blow job amazing
Girls
In short I hate to be without it, for those that havent got one yet its a must!!
Guys
and for you guys listen up... the first time I experienced one was when my partner arrived with it and it was such a delight to see he was equiped to pleasure me. It spoke volumes for how commited to my pleasure.
This is mine http://www.sexshop365.co.uk/catalog/top-sex-toy-brands-242/rocks-off-550/mini-vibrator-ammunition-for-love-purple-10626.html
Whats your desert island sex toy???
Thursday, 12 August 2010
HNT
This pic was taken on a very, very debauched evening that im currently writting up. The rest of the pics are a tad south of naughty, even I think so!
Have a session with the therapist today, looking forward to what he has in store for me.
Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including one of me...
Happy HNT sexy peeps x and dont forget to leave a comment!
Tuesday, 10 August 2010
Therapy session 5 - pre holiday
Prior to going away I popped to see the therapist, I needed some stress relief. As ever we took some pics and I thought this time Id let the pictures do most of the talking.
He was pleased to see my sexy underwear he looked at me approvingly and kissed me as his hands explored me. He took charge straight away and slipped on the blindfold, he took some pictures and he proceeded to tie me up.
Once I was securely tied to the bed, blindfolded and had ear plugs in, he teased me using his mouth, fingers, other items I didnt even know what they were but the felt great against my body. Then the first sting came, a peg on my nipple, then another, the another...
I felt an unusual and intense feeling on my other nipple at the time I couldnt work out what it was, the nipple suction cups really to feel like someone is sucking you so hard and consistantly. I was getting so wet and at this stage and he hadnt even touched my pussy he was enjoying teasing me, making me wait.
I then felt his warm tongue against my lips and he went to town and licked me until I came over him I was bucking and grinding on his face as I came.
He then gently spanked my soaking wet pussy a few times and he stepped back and teased me again for a while.
Then another sting, this time my pussy lips. It felt so intense almost too painful but everything I wanted as well. I needed to feel it.
I was at my upper limited but knew I was in safe hands and relaxed and enjoyed the ride, he held my engorged clit in his fingers and I knew what was going to happen, he waited knowing the anticipation would be almost more than the act its self.
He pegged it and then licked the tip of my clit that was exposed until I came. It felt amazing. He then removed the pegs and forced his hand deep inside my dripping wet cunt and fisted me until an squirted over him, he lapped it up and made me cum more.
It was an amazing session as ever.
Monday, 9 August 2010
Name one thing that turns you on with unprecedented success.
Kissing! being kissed for me is the best thing ever, you can express mood and intention so easily when done correctly... no body has kissed me for weeks :( I want to be kissed and stop traffic again
Sunday, 8 August 2010
E lust
HNT Courtesy of Barefoot Dreamer - Photo by Jon H.
Welcome to e[lust] - Your source for sexual intelligence and inspirations of lust from the smartest & sexiest bloggers! Whether you’re looking for hot steamy smut, thought-provoking opinions or expert information, you’re going to find it here. Want to be included in e[lust] #19? Start with the rules, check out the schedule and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates!
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Off Limits for 30 Days - "You don't listen very well," I heard her hiss. "That's off limits, damn you." And there was a crack and fiery agony clawed into my back.
The Joy of Sucking Cock - I wonder at times if that is why I am such a “good little cocksucker” as W calls me. When I am deeply into it, I almost enter this place where I am both the sucker and suckee, and it is as though it is MY cock being sucked on.
This intensity gets me riled when I am tied up (photo story) - James picked up that evil strap again. I watched helplessly as he positioned himself to use it on my pussy... Ever so lightly he started. Flick, flick, flick.
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Portal. Confession #493 - It truly is a spiritual give and take, these sexual relationships I form. I can cross the threshold and see however much of someone that I choose to see, with whomever it is that I am involved with.
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Sex News, Interviews, Politics & Humor
Defying Gravity with Carrie Moon
Interview with Dylan Ryan
Is "The Smoking Jacket" a Smoking Gun?
Naked and Famous
That's discrimination! -or- Two Words I'm Sick of Hearing
Very Deserved Wrath- Not So New Problems
Kink & Fetish
10 Things I Love About My Slave
A Rope Pride Flag?
At Last
Correlations
dutch part 6 - the finale!
Discovering DebPorn
Independence Day
Kinkster Me
No Mosquito Fetish Here
Our First Play Time - Part 1
Please
Post Exploratorium HNT
Sex and Kink
Subspace
Thoughts on Single Tailing
THIS is what happens to naughty little redheaded sluts…
Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships
A Declaration of Independence -- From the eXes
Ass to Mouth
Bi The Way - Male Bisexuality and Swinging
Don't Beat Yourself Up
Euphemisms
Flying The Red Flag
Natural Born Swingers
Partnerships
Transtastic: On Coming Out as a Political Act
The Ins & Outs of Anal Sex
The Cialis Effect
Unusually High Sex Drive
Where is My G Spot?
Why Won’t Anyone Respond? — Help for Your Swinger Inbox
Erotic Writing
Adventures in Fisting
A Collision of Desires
boo full
Creature of habit pt. 3
Flashback: Our First Time
Fred
Fantasy: Australia Day
Good Morning
Get Down, Dirty & Get The Hell Out
I want...
Licked to orgasm
Sweat & Summer
Sparkly Vamp Erotica
The Ordeal (part one)
Upstairs. Now.
Wrestle
Friday, 6 August 2010
I want to date Spock
I want to date Spock
Eh? Say what? Is she mad??
And no its not the pointy ears, the well groomed eye brows or the uniform... Although I do like a man in uniform (police preferably).
Its the salute.
I have experienced the Spock salute and it made me cum so hard.
Its a friend of mine who I see now and then, he likes to just lick me, he suffers from premature ejaculation and gets his kicks from making ladies climax. He has this technique where he puts his thumb against my clit, two fingers on my g-spot and two in my ass. He moves so slowly as he licks and suckles on my clit, making me cum repeatedly.
I may have to go hang out at the next star trek convention to get me a man (or woman).
Eh? Say what? Is she mad??
And no its not the pointy ears, the well groomed eye brows or the uniform... Although I do like a man in uniform (police preferably).
Its the salute.
I have experienced the Spock salute and it made me cum so hard.
Its a friend of mine who I see now and then, he likes to just lick me, he suffers from premature ejaculation and gets his kicks from making ladies climax. He has this technique where he puts his thumb against my clit, two fingers on my g-spot and two in my ass. He moves so slowly as he licks and suckles on my clit, making me cum repeatedly.
I may have to go hang out at the next star trek convention to get me a man (or woman).
