Pep talk from the therapist

Therapists Email to me

Hi, well I have to say your blog is like a sexual time bomb, just reading it makes me feel charged and ready to go I'm sure everybody who is following it feels the same. I know you are going to have such a wonderful time and nobody deserves it more than you xxx


My reply

Thanks! So excited but playing host to all my insecurities.

I need to be there now and know its real.


Therapists reply




















Hi, yes I thought you would be fighting all your little
insecurities, no doubt they are all dancing a jig on each shoulder and trying to trample down those positive thoughts.

You will be there before you know it and having a ball, he is a lucky guy and you are a beautiful sensual woman who is going to enjoy herself sooooo much.

The pic is how I imagine you will be.xxxxxx



Thanks you are a good friend (as well as a sexual devient, pervert and fettishist), kind words when I needed it and such an amazing picture, Im flattered that you think I have such sexual energy.

TMI Tuesday Dutch addition

2day, 23hours and 35 mins to go... flights better not be delayed! In honour of the 3 days of debauched fun I thought I would dedicate my TMI to things Dutch should know about me...

1. I drink like a fish and get naughty when I'm drunk but snore when Ive drank!

2. I adore being touched, kissed, fondled with in public.

3. When I cum my clit goes so sensitive I will ask you not to touch... ignore me, pin my arms down and keep touching it and make me cum again.

4. I love to keep my sexy undies and heels on while playing in bed but be naked to sleep.

5. I adore being teased, being made to wait for my orgasm or being told not to cum but making the task impossible

Bonus: I love to give and receive oral but never at the same time as I can not concentrate if you are lapping at my clit.

Now sat at work with very very wet panties.


Tell me your answers and if you are playing this week and I will post your link, here are a few usual suspects....
http://mygrayline.blogspot.com/
http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/
http://pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com/
http://lustolicious.blogspot.com
http://virtualsin.wordpress.com/

Danger may explode without any warning

Day 17 of abstaining. Seriously getting to be too much, but I'm also loving the feeling. Knowing the reward that awaits me for when he touches me.

He has been teasing from a distance, lots of naughty flirty texts, the odd IM conversation where he gave me teasing instructions which I followed to the letter.

Everything is sexual, everyone is suitable but no-one is right. I meet him on Friday at the airport. I meet the man I want so much, its been so long since I wanted to be with someone so much. The very thought of him makes me ache to be touched. I want to held and kissed by him as much as I want to be debauched and kinky with him.

I'm so aroused Ive woke up fingering myself a few times this week, I woke up almost cumming from an erotic dream another night. At this point even turbulence on the aircraft on my way over might set me off. I feel that when he kisses me I may just explode but I don't want that, I want all this wait all this teasing to explode at the right moment. I want it to be when he is tasting me or penetrating me. I need him to be covered in my orgasm and feel me cum for him.

I want to be covered in his orgasm too. He has also abstained so our first few moments together I expect will be frantic and intense, a perfect way to start the weekend.

Some of the thoughts that have consumed me this week...

I'm pushing the glass butt plug inside me and then spooning me, fucking me long, hard and deep, pushing the butt plug in as he moves against me holding my breast and throat.

• Tying him up, blind folding him and sneaking a lady friend in the room to helping me tease him till he explodes.


• Totally giving myself to him, letting him tie me, blindfold me and then affectionately abuse me. Using my speculum on me, fisting me, anything to make me feel so full and stretched.


• Kissing, so much kissing must be done. I have such a thirst for him to kiss me at the moment, its like drinking from an empty cup every time I think of his kisses.


• Kneeling before him and giving him a long slow teasing blow job. taking him to the edge and holding back until he cant no more.


• Being woke up by him penetrating me. Fingers and cock, I need everything he can give me.


• spooning! just simply spooning, lying there talking, laughing, touching, being me with him, feeling wanted for being me.

Picture courtesy of the sexy Nolens Volens! nice to see he thought of me on his holiday... thanks NV

A week in review

0 orgasms.. 16 days of abstaining so far and another 4 to go (seriously frustrated but loving it)

no body over the age of 10 kissed me

1 man has delicious plans for me later this week

1 man made me ache so much

I started tweeting last week, follow me if you fancy x

4 people loved my OHNT pic otherhnt src="http://static.flickr.com/51/152199606_c5ea8f9add_o.png" width=80 height=15>
6 people loved my HNT offering

I featured in elust, some absolute must reads in this months...
http://heelsnstocking.blogspot.com/2010/06/elust-enjoy-read-x.html

Favourite request
to remove my benwa balls in bar and drop them in my martini next week

Blogs I've loved reading this week:

http://blue-eyedvixen.com/

http://13messages.blogspot.com/

http://hubmanshangout.com/

A reminder of who Dutch is for those that didn't see the original post...

Met an old friend today for coffee. We have spoke for well over a year yet only met once before for a coffee, last time we were mid filthy conversation and I looked up and sat next too us was my Aunt and Uncle. Was one of those moments you wish the ground would open up.

I originally met him on a swing site his avatar pic caught my eye, he was in the kitchen wearing only an apron, such a sweet peach of an ass!We got talking and hit it off.

We parted last time with a peck on the cheek and we have remained in contact since, I fancied him but wasn't sure if he fancied me or just enjoyed my company and tales from the dark side.

He follows the blog from time to time and I was delight to get a text late last night saying he was back in town would I meet for coffee. We sat and chatted for what seemed a few minutes but was 2 hours and several gallons of Costa coffee beverages.

He walked me to my car and I must say I was a tad disappointed as in my head I wanted a tad more. I lent to kiss him, we lingered a moment and then KABOOM! he kissed me passionately back!!!

We kept trying to part but the kisses kept us tangled, we were both very aware of the pedestrians and cars passing us by and at one point it turned out we were blocking the traffic!! the lady driver seemed pleased with our display of public affection that was only punctuated by us both saying Friday. The moment seemed so perfect, a passionate man holding me, kissing and wanting me the sun was beating down and a light breeze in the air... it would be romantic if I didn't want to fuck him so badly. I was so aroused by him.

After about 20 mins of theeeeeee most delightful kissing with a tall attractive man whose hands traced my curves and held me as we kissed, we confirmed Friday afternoon he will kiss me again.... wow I wasn't expecting that x
.....


The Friday picnic never happened :-(

I got a call from him at the hospital on the morning, a family member took ill I shant discuss on here and we ended up speaking loads on the phone and texting while he waited news. He wants to meet up again soon but to spend some quality time, he flies back to Stockholm tomorrow so he has offered to fly me to Amsterdam, the worlds sex capital, to spend a weekend together giggling and getting naughty.



So excited now, petrified I wont live up to his expectations... I will just have to tray hard not to x

this time next week

6 days!!16hrs and 55mins......

Haven't cum now for 13 days, haven't had sex for 42 days, haven't been kissed for 36 days when we stopped traffic.... This time next week apparently "Having lemon martinis with u, getting sustenance for the night ahead, telling u to put the benwa balls in..."

I'm not going to argue with the man x

A study in chiaroscuro - Flash Fiction Friday -

It was a lonely place being at University in America, she wanted friends and craved intimacy in her life but more importantly she needed money.

It was an advert she saw in the lunch room, life model required for art class. She grabbed the card and called the number.

The man that answered had a melodic accent, she couldn’t place where it was from but it charmed her they way he spoke. When she arrived the room was half lit and empty, nervously she stepped inside, a delicate touch on her shoulder made her jump, she turned and was stunned to see the ‘teacher’ he was 6ft 4, as dark as the night, athletic., but with a smile of an angel.

He led her to her stage for the hour, as he position her ready for class his touch made her shudder, the darkness of his hands contrasting against her British porcelain colour as he trace her curves, it would be such a study in chiaroscuro as she imagined him penetrate her.

Who else did Flash Fiction Friday? http://eroticflashfiction.blogspot.com/

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Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships

Along OUR Beating Path
Bringing Sexy Back
Equality
Fear (No Loathing) in Las Vegas
Getting Started in Swinging – Clubs
I'm a woman, and I like porn.
M says I'm a good girl!
Nerves & Dysfunction - Erectile Issues in the Lifestyle
Revelations (Of the Feminist and Slut Kind)
Sex Addiction
Submission is not an excuse to be Spineless!
Semi-Rape - Couldn't Say No
Toys Vs. Cocks
Transtastic: On Why My Relationships are Queer
Words, Words, Words

Sex News, Interviews, Politics & Humor

Sex Ed
The Uncensored Realm of Internet Erotica

Kink & Fetish

67 orgasms will do this to a woman
Bless Me Father... For I Keep Sinning
Carnival
Can I?
Life List: TortureGarden Party…check
Three is a Magic Number - Part 1

Erotic Writing

#8 - Sharing is Caring
Alone
A Gracious Acceptance
disrobing
Erotica: Like This
Gagging her...
Homecoming
I Opened My Eyes
Kiss
Love, Sex And The Snooze-Button
Not Now
Phone Threesome
Remember...?
sex is sex no matter the sex
sexy photoshoot - part II
The Customer
Tall Summer Grass
The cave of unimaginable sincerity and beauty
Very Far from Heaven
Wife swap on holiday
With heels on

HNT - enjoying the sunshine but click for it HOT

WARNING It's a NAUGHTY click through

This week the weather has been great so I have been working whenever I can from the garden. I so love my hammock! So enjoy the view as I lie back and work from my blackberry or if you are a filthy filthy perv or perhaps you just want to appreciate my wetness of my hidden flower click away ....




Still havent cum!! 9 mores days left to last. Whats the odds of me holding/lasting out??, I nearly came in my sleep yesterday dreaming of Dutch, he was just kissing me and holding my outside my panties, I woke just as I was building to a climax.

Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including one of me...

Happy HNT sexy peeps x

TMI Tuesday

1. Did you have an imaginary friend when you were young? What was her/his/its name?
Nope, did have an imaginary boyfriend for a while, used him as my cover story for being a bad girl.

2. June is National Oral Sex month. When was the last time you enjoyed oral sex? Giving or receiving?
Last time would have to be with Jack, he gives delightful oral and has an oh so suckable cock as pictured in last weeks HNT

3. What sexual or non-sexual skill or talent are you really good at?
Sexual talent hmm *scratches head* cumming! I'm great at cumming! Lol I think I'm good at giving oral, I can deep throat like no one else, Jack if you read this please testify! Non sexual talent has to being a domestic goddess in the kitchen, being able to drink anyone under the table or dancing! I do Latin, tango, belly and tap dancing.

4a. Do you have a sexual goal, what is it?
To be happy in the bedroom, to feel at ease, feel wanted and respected x
or
4b. If you were a sex worker, what would your job be?
High class escort, I love the social aspect of sex as much as the play. And they seem to wear nice shoes so I'm sold on that. Move over Belle De Jour x

5. What can't you leave home without?
2 things... My mobile and my bullet!

Bonus: How long have you been blogging
I started blogging in January this year after a upset with lover and husband and I had nobody to talk to and needed to get stuff out of my head, it works, I talk to you guys when I need to sort out stuff that I can't deal with in my day to day life. An appropriate time to say thanks I think and keep posting the comments.

And thanks to Hedone for coming up with some questions for this week x

Tell me your answers and if you are playing this week and I will post your link, here are a few usual suspects....
http://mygrayline.blogspot.com/
http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/
http://pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com/
http://lovelustlunacy.blogspot.com/
http://virtualsin.wordpress.com/

A week in review

0 orgasms.. 8 days of abstaining so far and another 12 to go (fuck its killing me)

no body over the age of 10 kissed me

nobody stuffed large vegetables inside me

1 man booked a Hotel and Flights for Amsterdam

1 man made me ache so much

1 woman made me smile and wrote several fantasies about me

I started tweeting, follow me if you fancy x

I did my second FFF and used a sexy friends pics to spice it up
http://eroticflashfiction.blogspot.com/

1 people loved my OHNT pic otherhnt src="http://static.flickr.com/51/152199606_c5ea8f9add_o.png" width=80 height=15>
6 people loved my HNT offering

Strangest request
To pee my panties and post them still wet to someone! really? seriously? Also had a guy ask it he could eat custard out of me!

Favourite request
To stay 2 nights in Amsterdam with Dutch

Blogs I've loved reading this week:

http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/

http://lunamauvaise.blogspot.com

http://amorousdays.blogspot.com/

Currently ordering sexy undies and stockings for Ansterdam!

Things to do in Amsterdamn

Its 14 days until I go, flight booked and just heard hotel booked. I really didnt think it would happen, I thought he was just being polite, you know "yeah sure lets meet", I kind of thought I was looking above my pay grade with him, he is such a great guy. He arouses me so much, he has that sexual intelligence I crave, he has my mind at full speed at the moment which has me aching to be touched by him. He was the last man to kiss and hold me as a lover should and he will be the next too. I need him to penetrate me. Its been over a month since I last had full sex, I want to feel every inch of him slip inside me slowly and pause while I savour the feeling of him filling me.

Anyway....Im calling him Dutch (sorry) but it seems to suit

Top things I plan to do with Dutch so far...

1. Stop traffic kissing, although have to be careful of those god damn bikes!
2. Give him such good oral
3. Wake him up gently sucking on his cock
4. Have him Tit Fuck me
5. Go to red light district and enjoy the sights and pleasures
6. Go to sex toy shop and maybe get some treats to play with
7. Enjoy cocktails at my favourite bar .. lemon martini please!
8. Have filthy sex in a back alley
9. Walk to fav restaurant with him holding my hand
10. Wake up in his arms and have lazy sex while spooning

Im taking getting filthy and kinky for granted x

are we there yet?

the Iron Curtain had well and truly fallen - Flash Fiction Friday

She sat across from her sub, they had been away for a long weekend to the capital, Moscow. She had promised him a journey he had experienced depravity.

Before boarding the train she whispered in his ear as she passed him a gift. Go put this on for me. After 4 days of being a tourist by day, and being teased and trained by Anna at night it was becoming too much to bare. Every inch of him ached and begged to climax. She had been so cruel at times and he had been grateful of the attention. He had adored her in every way and made her cum so much, he didn’t begrudged any of it, he loved Anna but he needed to have a release. He needed to show Anna he loved her in a different way than worship and submission.

It was the last day, he was finishing packing, wearing his gift still. He had only been allowed to remove it to bath and to receive a daily enema before it was put back on and locked. Anna stood up, the light reflected off the key she held in her hands as she walked towards him. He started to thicken and push against the metal of the chastity belt, he got harder with every step.


He closed his eyes as she unlocked it and allowed it to drop...the Iron Curtain had well and truly fallen.. his cock was rigid and angry looking. Anna lay back on the bed and invited him to take his reward.


This Post was inspired by a good blogger friend of mine. Thanks for letting me use the pictures... shame I dont get to use you my delicious treat x

Go read his blog and see inside the mind of a devoted sub with an independant mind. http://outsidevanilla.blogspot.com/

And such a great ass!!

Who else did Flash Fiction Friday? http://eroticflashfiction.blogspot.com/

Friday fill ins

Friday Fill ins...thought id have some fun


And...here we go!

1. _____________ 6:58.
2. It was the reason, of course, _________.
3. __________ is something I no longer feel the need to do.
4. I have another errand to run, then _____________.
5. ______________...just go find it
6. What were once vices ________.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to _____, tomorrow my plans include _____ and Sunday, I want to _____!

mine................

1. slip inside me its only, 6:58.
2. It was the reason, of course, I no longer go on top.
3. Hide my figure is something I no longer feel the need to do.
4. I have another errand to run, then porn and masterbation .
5. FFS...just go find it
6. What were once vices are now convictions.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a text from Dutch, tomorrow my plans include flirty with Dutch and Sunday, I want to fuck Dutch but alas another 15 days to wait!

Horny as hell and havent cum for days

Everything is sexual today, mentally i have fucked everyone and everything I have come into contact with (family and pets excluded including husband!).

I popped to the shop at lunch time and got some fruit (trying to be healthy between now and Holland, make my ass a tad smaller) So I'm nibbling away at a cherry, thinking of sucking on someones plumbs in Holland and bingo! Even the fruit have sprouted cocks!

HNT - latex

That was such a sexy night, Jack has one of those cocks everyone wants either deep inside them or as a trade in!

The man is delicious head to toe, but as filthy as you want x

Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including a VERY VERY VERY VERY NAUGHTY one of me...

Happy HNT sexy peeps x

Sex is Sex no Matter the Sex

Confused? I was talking with a blog friend of mine the other night and we both seem to be wired the same way. We both are sexually attracted to people not because of their sex but because of sex... making any sense yet?

I think its because as I have aged and I am at ease with myself in so many ways, although I do still pencil time each week to do a little self loathing and to stare into the abyss. These days without a conscious thought I start to generate sexual fantasies of all sorts of people in my life, never a thought for if its male or female.

The other day I was in a meeting with 2 clients of mine, the conversation was dull but they are both great people. my mind began to wander. I glance to make sure the assistant was taking notes and then set off on a mental journey.

The client, Andy stepped up suddenly from his chair and kissed me. My chair was against the wall so I had nowhere to go but surrender. As I relaxed and kissed back he stood up and unzipped his pants and stuffed his engorged cock deep in my mouth. suddenly I felt hands creep up my thighs and push them apart.

Her long nails dancing over my panties, she then hooked a finger under them and pulled them aside to expose me. She calls my assistant over and asks her to hold them while she licks me. It feels amazing, I feel both of the warm faces against my thighs as they take turns licking me. I'm unable to protest as I am impaled orally on his cock. My blouse is being undone I have stopped looking at who is doing what and closed my eyes as my panties are removed. I'm sat there unable to look but knowing my skirt is hitched up, my blouse is open and my breasts exposed.

I'm led to the table and bent over, the scent of a pussy is before me, I bury me face deep and start to lap at her juices and he pushes himself into me hard from behind. I open my eyes slightly and glance the fiery red hair on her mound and know who it is I am tasting... she is delicious. He is fucking me so hard and I feel two hands on my ass cheeks holding me so open for him. Allowing him so deep.

Then they asked what the time table for launch is???? for god sake!! didn't they know I was fucking them during that meeting. When they left I went to the toilets with my bullet and came within moments.

Random facts about me TMI and a video of me being naughty

1. I like having my hair pulled during sex
2. I have a crush on a female and a male blogger
3. The next time I'm fucked will be in Amsterdam
4. I have masturbated 3 times today and not cum
5. I adore a man stood behind me, kissing my neck and whispering what he will do to me

my bonus fact is..... I like to wear a clit clamp when masturbating as seen on video!

Tell me if you are playing this week and I will post your link, here are a few usual suspects.... http://mygrayline.blogspot.com/
http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/
http://pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com/
http://lovelustlunacy.blogspot.com/
http://virtualsin.wordpress.com/

What exactly is it about cocks that drive you wild? -NV

Its not the cock its the man it is attached too. The organ that excites me and makes me wet is the brain. I crave sexual intelligence more than a magnificent cock.

A great example is J, he was at the back of the queue when god gave out the big cocks. In the bed room he is amazing. He excites me so much he has me quivering without touching me.

BUT I do love a big cock on the right occasion*** subject to it being attached to the right man!

Too many young studs have the 'Ive got a big cock' syndrome. When used correctly... like Jack! Jack has the most amazing cock and he knows how to please a woman with and without it. The last occasion he refused to even get it out for the first part of the night.

And as for you my dear you seem (despite that large amount of water between) have both beautiful cock and sexual intelligence.

x

Ask me anything

A fantasy of mine

I got talking with a blog friend and we got to the subject of MFF vs MMF 3somes. We seem to share similar views. I have never done the MMF, I have held it too precious, I have a specific fantasy and I don't want to sell it short. I nearly did it last August with J and Jack but alas the gods where against us and it never happened. It also nearly happened with J and HIM but in hindsight Im pleased it never did as HE couldnt deal with sharing me>

I wrote the fantasy in an email to her and thought I would share

THE FANTASY
I have 2 lovers that I care for/love, they are aware of each other, I am with one of them, blindfolded and being teased, I'm unaware that my lovers have spoken and arranged a treat for me.

I suddenly feel an extra pair of hands, I'm confused and excited, a kiss falls upon me that I recognise and realise that I am with both my men. Both lie next to me, their hands exploring me, their mouths tasting me.

They take my breath away, adoring me and penetrating me. Holding me open for each other.

I'm affectionately abuse by them both and devoured totally by them all night. Eventually we fall asleep tangled together and I'm woken intermittently by them making love to me.

I got so aroused after writing that and she arouses me anyway when I read her blog, I had to gift myself an orgasm. In my mind she joined us, she adored me and I adored her. I shan't name which sexy blogger but perhaps she will reveal herself??

Thanks honey I enjoyed sharing that wih you x

A week in review

10 orgasms.. 8 from the therapist 2 gifted to myself

1 man kissed me

1 man bit me until I cried and ran

1 man stuffed a large aubergine (egg plant for you foreign folk) in my pussy

1 man reminded me to sort diary to go to Amsterdam

1 man humiliated me in front of friends and family

2 men teased me at work and made me wet (separately)

1 man made me smile and wrote several fantasies about me

1 man cammed with me

I did my first FFF go see who else did..
http://eroticflashfiction.blogspot.com/

5 people loved my OHNT pic otherhnt src="http://static.flickr.com/51/152199606_c5ea8f9add_o.png" width=80 height=15>
11 people loved my HNT offering

Strangest request
To be a sow for a man?? and to let him sniff my ass??

Favourite request
To get my ass to Amsterdam ASAP and stop more traffic

Blogs I've loved reading this week:

http://alienus-kairos.blogspot.com/ Ive loved this as it has 4 posts about me! lol

http://outsidevanilla.blogspot.com/ so pleased to see him posting again always a delight to read and follow the journey

http://diaryofalatestarter.blogspot.com/ I would love to enjoy a bottle of wine with this woman, she is so amazing

Off to be a domestic goddess, have a house full of guests arriving in 15Min's xx I will do post from therapy session later today I hope.

Last 3some - Flash Fiction Friday

It wasn’t my first 3some but possibly my last, I hadn’t expected the moment, I was between both of them feeling devoured and adored, the heat between us was almost unbearable. I closed my eyes and tried to guess whose hands or mouth was upon me. I suddenly felt the closeness and intimacy increase, I knew it was him but I didn’t dare open my eyes to check in case I had it wrong. Jack must of stepped back a moment. I parted my lips expecting his length to be forced past my lips any moment. The door opened, I opened my eyes, we were alone as he told me he loved me.

Go see who else played and what they wrote using the picture as inspriration.


http://eroticflashfiction.blogspot.com/

a piggy vampire?? or just a fucking jerk???

for those that read the blog in detail you may of noticed I went on a date the other night and a few days ago. Nice guy, tall, good looking, professional, all rounder. I enjoyed the drink but no sparks, I went for coffee as I thought nerves may of tempered the fires of passion. The coffee was a tad better so I thought third time lucky???

I joined him for coffee at his place, I had warned him my phone would be on and need to be attended too but he was OK with that. I sipped the coffee while i fixed the world via my blackberry and he kissed me in between calls. Things started to heat up a little and I was becoming aroused. I was stood up on the phone and he kissed my neck and reached in to my bra and touched my nipple.

When I finished the calls he suggested we went upstairs bu promised to adhere to my previous clear indication of no fucking. We lay on the bed and as we were about to kiss his hands traced my body and made me shudder. It was looking promising. He started to snort a bit like a pig ( I really had to try not to laugh) he returned to my mouth and bit my lip and grunted!!! I recoiled and said "OW! that hurt!" he apologised. The grunting continued and I was starting to get a full monologue going on in my head, I had switched off and was wondering why the fuck he made such a ridiculous noise... then I thought I wonder if you knows how silly he sounds???

OOOOOWWWW!!! he had bit my ear!! FFS!!! he said sorry, tell me if I'm hurting you. I turned on my side to spoon and talk. I needed to get the snorting thing out of my head.

As we talked his hands traveled and I became aroused again. I could gather by the hardness being pressed into me he was also aroused. His right arm that was under and around me moved so he could reach my left breast. His left hand was holding my pussy through my leggings. He kissed my neck. His hand went inside my pants and the grunts started again as he discovered i was shaved and soaking wet. His right arm moved pulling me back to him then he bit me again, this time so hard, i was telling him to sop, he was holding me in a head lock squeezing my nipple so hard as well, I was screaming so much, begging him to stop and managed to struggled free.

I grabbed my boots and handbag and left. I was shaking all the way home. I now home alone and head is full of colliding thoughts... do you think he was a piggy vampire?? or just a fucking jerk???

HNT - therapy

Just back from therapists and will write post up soon but here is a hint of what we got up to!

x



Go see some more daring pics of other sexy peeps... including a VERY VERY VERY VERY NAUGHTY one of me...

Happy HNT sexy peeps x

A quick chat with an old naughty freind

J says:
Hi sexy
So then how did it go then, the date? Were you ravished to within an inch of your wonderful pussys life? hehe!
yummy says:
nope
J says:
NO!!!!!
yummy says:
he didnt set me on fire
J says:
Ah well I suppose there has to be that!
yummy says:
yep
J says:
So didi you have to have some DIY time when you went home?
yummy says:
no havent cum for 10 days
J says:
10days now! blooming heck I'll get my goggles and snorkel out then for if we get together again as still not heard back from boiler man!
yummy says:
lol
J says:
I'm not kidding I want that all to myself and then feel it cover my hands arms and face hehe! as you just keeping cumming
yummy says:
mmm
so need it
J says:
then to top it off I'll kiss my wet lips and face up your beautiful body and suck on your hard nipples as I bight them my fingers delve into that sweet cum covered ass of yours and slip easily inside and then another and another
yummy says:
mmmm
J says:
As my teeth catch on your nipple bar I pull extra on that and then up to kiss your pouting lips as you proceed to lick my lips
I straddle over you ans then wlk my way to between your breasts and rest on my knees either side my hard poulsing cock resting nicely between your breasts that are covered in pussy juice slipping and sliding around my cock
yummy says:
you love getting me wet at work dint you
J says:
I gather your breasts to either side of my hard cock and slowly thrust him hard between and up towards your tempting lips where I just tease the tip around your covered lips
Yip I do
xox
Feeling how warm your mouth is I slowly tease hom inside for you to work your magic with your tongue
All the time my fingers twisting hard on your nippples and leaning forward to kiss your neck and shoulders as my cock slips in and out of your ever so sweet and warm mouth
yummy says:
mmmm
J says:
My other hand teaseing in and out of your tight little ass helped by your pussy juice
yummy says:
wow
J says:
Sorry honey had to nip off there x
yummy says:
I had a call too
J says:
So I take it you are feeling rather damp just now in your genital department!! lol! x
yummy says:
yes
i need a medic
J says:
Excellent lets see how wet I can get you before you tell me to stop!
yummy says:
lol
J says:
As I was saying my fingers were slipping in and out of your hot tight wee ass and my hard cock is thrusting between your beautiful breasts and the tip is being teased by your temptress tongue aided by being covered in your pussys juices mmmmmm
Lets see if I can stop you from teaseing my cock with your tongue as I slowly trail him out from your mouth after going deep inside and feeling the back of your throat I tease him all the out and bounce of your lips onto your chin and then down onto your chest met by your two buxom breasts where I just have to tease the tip around your nipples
and the down
and as I'm going down more and more of my fingers are slipping inside your no longer tight ass but it is well lubricated x
enough say for my hard pulsing cock to be teased into
or maybe I'll just tease him round your exposed and proud clit
yes lets do that
yummy says:
i love have my clit teased with a cock
J says:
Round and round the tip of my cock goes around your clit and then bouncing over it and finally tapping it on your clit
as my full hand goes into your ass and rotates around
My cock slips between your soaking pussys lips and towards your gushing hole x
where he just dips his tip as I reach up and squueze hard your clamped clit
yummy says:
and you know i can clamp so hard
J says:
I do as I still have the pics you sent ages ago xxx
And there I have to finish hoey will be in touch soon xox
I so can't wait to do these things to you
and try more x


So im left sat at my desk soaking wet!

Have you ever had sex on a balcony where anyone could see you if they happened to look over there?

The pic is the real bridge we did it on.

not a balcony but I used to have a lover I called the ski instructor (due to his job) he fucked me pressed to a hotel window over looking the main bridge into town and all the traffic could see if they looked, he also fucked me while we were away at a castle, we went for a walk into town, the weather was lush and I was wearing a sun dress. We stopped on the crest of the bridge and admired the ducks as the swam under the bridge. He slipped inside me and fucked me slowly for almost half an hour there and then in the broad daylight. It was amazing.

x

Ask me anything

Ramdom facts about me - TMI replacement

1. I have made 2 men dislocate toes when cuming so hard
2. Only 2 men have touched my feet in a sexual sense and Ive enjoyed it
3. I love having my ankles touched
4. I have been fucked with an aubergine, squash, cucumber, bottle of wine and a shoe
5. I love to listen to music when fucking (subject to earplugs)

my bonus fact is..... I love to be woken having my ass penetrated

Tell me if you are playing this week and I will post your link, here are a few usual suspects....
http://mygrayline.blogspot.com/
http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/
http://pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com/
http://lovelustlunacy.blogspot.com/

http://virtualsin.wordpress.com/

A week in review

Zero, Ziltch, big fat nothing......0 orgasms - I have abstained but played to the edge several times

1 man kissed me so passionately, we stopped the traffic and it made me so wet

1 man wrote a fantasy about me

1 man sent me an email tell me what he IS going to do to me

1 man asked me out on a date (tonight)

nobody fucked me

I posted a vidoe on my blog of me masturbating, a first for me

3 people loved my OHNT pic
9 people loved my HNT offering

Strangest request:

requested to direct a couple and dom a session, me thinks I would be too mean if I wasn't going to get any cock myself!

Favorite request:
To go to Amsterdam to join a friend for a naughty and fun weekend. I so can't wait for that.

Fav blog reads this week include..

http://alienus-kairos.blogspot.com/ have a back read and get to know this guy, he has me intrigued and aroused and today I see he has posted about me

http://secretlynaughty.wordpress.com/ love this woman's writing and adventures, she is almost as naughty as me tee hee x

http://ronjazz.blogspot.com/2010/05/fantasy-3-of-blogger-friend.html?zx=9bd9c2b3d874401f love this guys writing its honest and refreshing and this week it includes a fantasy about me in case you missed it earlier go see

Have a good week peeps and don't forget to say hi when you drop by and ask me a question if you fancy, use the formspring.me box on the right hand side.

stood up, abstaining and horny as hell now ive read this from the therapist!

The picnic never happened :-(

I got a call from him at the hospital on the morning, a family member took ill I shant discuss on here and we ended up speaking loads on the phone and texting while he waited news. He wants to meet up again soon but to spend some quality time, he flies back to Stockholme tomorrow so he has offered to fly me to Amsterdam, the worlds sex capital, to spend a weekend together giggling and getting naughty.

So ....I hadnt cum, I was saving myself for the picnic... I was so horny, I had the ben wa balls in, we were talking and I was touching myself but didnt allow myself to cum. I saw the therapist for a coffee and I didnt let him let me cum. I had a shower and took myself to the edge several times and as I was about to allow myself too the bathroom door flew open and a child ran in shouting mummy I got new stickers.... wow thats great!!!!!!!!

So Im climbing the walls but going to abstain until next week. BUT emails like this aint helping!!!!!!!

THE EMAIL
You arrive dressed in a white blouse black skirt heels and hold ups. Straight up stairs without a word and drop down your bags. You are blindfolded and your ear plugs are put in, you stand still waiting. you feel the blouse being undone and slipped off your shoulders then the skirt being unzipped and it falls to the floor you are led forward a few paces and step out of it. You are standing blindfolded with ear plugs in with only bra panties and heels on with some beautiful holds up showing off the beauty of your long legs. you feel vulnerable yet calm as you know you are going to enjoy what ever it is that is coming.

A hand traces its way around your body and stops at the top of your back and bends you over so you are at an angle of 45 degrees and you can feel your bra being unclasped and removed at the same time you then feel restraints being put on both your wrists and ankles and the hand retracing its way round your body until you suddenly feel a sharp sensation as your left nipples is enclosed in a vice like grip what it is you don't know but it feels wonderful and you shudder. Still at an angel and breathing heavily you feel something soft being wrapped around your head it seems to be engulfing your whole head but surprisingly you can still breathe properly once you have calmed down and realised there is no danger of suffocating, your senses are changes as your faint hearing and slight sensation of light are obliterated your only defence now is your heightened sense of touch and the goose bumps on your whole body seem alive.
As the final strips of what ever it is are placed around your neck you shudder as they are pulled tight then released but left there you imagine ready to be pulled on again at any time.
Your position is moved to the left and you can now feel your breasts being manipulated as if being strapped together but not the same, the feel of the silk rope binding them feels so good you remember this from a previous session and you can feel the damp between your legs increase as the sensations sweeping your body increase with the growing anticipation. the clamp or whatever it was is removed from your left nipple and the shock wave causes you to let out a cry but it is so muffled by what ever is covering your mouth, you gasp for air and again the sensation of suffocation returns but quickly subsides.

With your breasts feeling like they are tightly bound you stand up straight and are led to the bed end which you can feel against your legs you are made to bend over again and suddenly you are crying out in pain as your bottom cheeks are on fire you can not hear anything but sense a rush of wind against your skin then you feel the slap of what you imagine to be leather against your cheeks it feels so good. You can feel the gusset of your panties is now soaking as the juices pour from your excited and willing cunt, it longs to be touched and probed now, but nothing when will it come? as you so want to cum you know that one touch on your throbbing clit will send you over the edge but nothing you are shaking with wave after wave of sensations that seem so heightened your body feels like it is a raw nerve and yet you know there is so much more to come.

You feel yourself being moved onto the bed in a all fours position your arms apart and your legs apart and it is then that you feel for the first time that day your panties being moved to one side and your tender cunt lips being parted and you can feel warm breath on your clit , oh no here it cums the feeling of the tongue darting in and out against your clit and then the fingers probing your cunt are to much and you feel the first wave of orgasm sweep over you, have you gushed on their face will they mind will you be punished you wait and as if by answer the tongue is probing again only this time the shock returns to your nipples and you can then feel a finger probing your anal hole god how much do you want to feel it full up there today you have hoped but never dared think it would happen today but you know that all you want is a fist up your cunt and in your arse as you scream in silence to yet another orgasm. still on all fours you can now feel your breasts being pulled down hard as if trying to pull them off it feels so good and yet so wrong once again your arse cheeks are on fire and your neck seems to be getting tighter yes its that feeling again and as suddenly as you realise what it is it has stopped again and your rising panic subsides.

Only now do you get a chance to relax as you are moved onto your back, but just as quickly the relaxation feeling goes as your arms are wrenched upwards and spread apart as are your legs spread wide and tied in place before the last leg is tied you feel your soaking panties being taken off you can only imagine how wet they are and what he is going to do with them. What is to become of me now my body is on fire as i get a strange smell permeate my mask can it be the smell of burnt matches. Oh my God what is next your body arches in anticipation and your cunt is on fire with desire and is dripping juice all over the bed you can feel it running between your cheeks you are so wet and you know you have only just started the session. What is next...............
to be continued.


DAMN THAT IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!

A naughty video of me

After work I sometimes so need to cum, its my stress reliever before dealing with the family.

Sometimes I love to play through my panties, just a little tease and I will only allow myself to cum once I have soaked my panties.

How do you like to tease yourself? or/and how would you tease me??

Mirrors...they may not be your favorite, but it does say "ask me anything"...Would you sit at a mirror for us? Close your eyes, my dear. With whatever

Mirrors...they may not be your favorite, but it does say "ask me anything"...Would you sit at a mirror for us? Close your eyes, my dear. With whatever you want, fuck that cunt as hard and as fast as you can. Don't you dare let up until you're there...


you have been reading the detail, i so dislike a mirror but yes I will since I am aloud my eyes closed. I can't today as I am saving myself for tomorrow... the picnic.

I will be alone at the weekend and I will pleasure myself in that way and let you know how I felt.

HNT - and such a great day

Met an old friend today for coffee. We have spoke for well over a year yet only met once before for a coffee, last time we were mid filthy conversation and I looked up and sat next too us was my Aunt and Uncle. Was one of those moments you wish the ground would open up.

I originally met him on a swing site his avatar pic caught my eye, he was in the kitchen wearing only an apron, such a sweet peach of an ass!We got talking and hit it off.

We parted last time with a peck on the cheek and we have remained in contact since, I fancied him but wasn't sure if he fancied me or just enjoyed my company and tales from the dark side.

He follows the blog from time to time and I was delight to get a text late last night saying he was back in town would I meet for coffee. We sat and chatted for what seemed a few minutes but was 2 hours and several gallons of Costa coffee beverages.

He walked me to my car and I must say I was a tad disappointed as in my head I wanted a tad more. I lent to kiss him, we lingered a moment and then KABOOM! he kissed me passionately back!!!

We kept trying to part but the kisses kept us tangled, we were both very aware of the pedestrians and cars passing us by and at one point it turned out we were blocking the traffic!! the lady driver seemed pleased with our display of public affection that was only punctuated by us both saying Friday. The moment seemed so perfect, a passionate man holding me, kissing and wanting me the sun was beating down and a light breeze in the air... it would be romantic if I didn't want to fuck him so badly. I was so aroused by him.

After about 20 mins of theeeeeee most delightful kissing with a tall attractive man whose hands traced my curves and held me as we kissed, we confirmed Friday afternoon he will kiss me again.... wow I wasn't expecting that x

then it turns out a good friend wrote a fantasy about me! super flattered go see....http://ronjazz.blogspot.com/

Random facts about me - TMI replacement

1. I have have over 60 pairs of heels in my wardrobe and I love to wear heels while fucking
2. I hate doing a 69, apart from being too tall i cant concentrate on giving if I'm receiving in any way
3. I love the preparation for sex and I adore being prepared... bath me.. shave me...
4. I masturbate at work before I go home whenever I can and have driven home with the bullet against my clit and allowed myself to cum only when I have pulled onto the drive
5. Whilst I love being submissive I don't subscribe to the whole sir/master thing, I like a man to be naturally dominant and assertive, but don't dish it if you can't take it back

my bonus fact is..... I hate a man using degrading words in the bedroom I'd always rather encouragement and affection... ' you have to take it for me, just another finger then I will stop' mmm yes please

Tell me if you are playing this week and I will post your link, here are a few usual suspects....
http://mygrayline.blogspot.com/
http://playfullyyours.blogspot.com/
http://pleasure-principle-hedone.blogspot.com/
http://lovelustlunacy.blogspot.com

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